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Tuesday, March 19, 2024

The Stool Pigeon Can't Seem To Get Her Facts Straight And That Is Who We Have Been Looking For!

 


Is there anything less attractive than Lori LaFond's mouth?  I've lived an entire lifetime with that big fat lying mouth of hers trying to cause problems for everyone I know.  It used to be a secret how she would have enough truth to make something believable before that brain turned it into a fantasy for someone to get arrested.  She's at it again.

When it comes to shitting on people, Lori LaFond wrote the book, though I am sure it is misspelled and illiterate.  Nobody can ever say that my father wasn't one of her favorite targets, but even then, the lies came out and he was fully acquitted of the crime Lori accused him of, then hid.  No more hiding Lori.  You need to own up to your lies; if you won't, a lawyer will make you stop.

Since Lori made up that lie about my father, she thinks she got away with it because we didn't prosecute her for it.  Times have changed.  We not only knew Lori was behind it, but she tried again just before she infected me with HIV and stuck an implant inside my head to stalk me.  The path to her lies was a family friend who told us all about her new plan.  It was quickly foiled and we kept that information to ourselves.

Lori runs around with her drugs and tries to use them to find people to hurt my parents and my family.  She's had some success in finding the people because she stalks me, even with members of her own family.  Unfortunately, those members of her family don't like her either, so she had them fired and arrested too.  Her favorite is telling people that my father was convicted of the crime she accused him of.  That crime was tried in a courtroom and by a jury of his peers; he was found 100% NOT GUILTY; something I am sure that her father did not like about Lori.  She can blame me for being a witness in my father's defense, as she has other witnesses, but the truth is she is just mad because she can't get any of us to lie for her.  I told the truth, anything else that Lori has to say is a complete fabrication and totally false.  Lori can't threaten me into lying and I wouldn't expect her to know the concept of double jeopardy.

Other families suffered after Lori's attempt with my father.  Same crime, adult abuses child, male on minor male/female, but as most of us know from the charges in Sedona, Arizona, adult on child crime is something that Lori was arrested for and ran away from.  I've heard that we have the warrants from Arizona, I'm pretty sure they aren't hard to find.  It's time that Lori realizes that using my family to portray her and her brother, Brian's perverse lifestyle of pedophilia, is about to come crashing down around the two of them.  Brian, allegedly, was already convicted of molesting Benjamin Katzenberg.  Even Jeffrey's neighbor, David, knows that.  Missy Erickson knows that Lori was arrested with Brian for child endangerment in Sedona, Arizona because Missy bailed them out.  So two of Lori's friends are both suspicious and witnesses to their crimes.  

My advice is, "Don't go shitting on someone because of your lies Lori because the truth about you is SO MUCH WORSE...WITH WARRANTS AND ATTEMPTED MURDER!"  Don't expect to throw rocks at the Marines and expect them not to use their own ammunition to secure your freedom.  You messed this up so badly for your family, I just pray that when you are caught you cop to everything for their sake.  Until then, see you in court, Ms. Thang.

Until that happens, I want you all to remember that I created this blog for the parents of the victims of this crime.  They needed to know the truth.  My friends needed a way to show their parents what happened to them too.  Lori loves to threaten everyone, but that is a crime.  It's time to teach her friends that committing a crime against someone and then threatening them to keep quiet about it, is a HUGE crime!  Lori's been doing that to my sister and me our whole lives.  She commits the crime, and we deal with the aftermath.  I have a huge problem with a fugitive that does shit like that.

Saturday, March 16, 2024

Fugitive Fiasco: Is It Illegal To Know Someone Used A Fake Name In Court and Not Report It?

 


Isn't her plan going so much better than she thought it would?

The formula is still the same, bit tits, man with money, all Hell breaks loose.  Throw in a stripper pole and a complete bipolar nightmare of a girl and you get what we now have.  Fugitives without any chance of being arrested because of a sex thing with Jeffrey and Missy Erickson.    Apparently, all you have to do is stalk one of Jeffrey's kids and pretend to act like her...and the world is your oyster.  I've never been so grossed out by a female in my life.  It's like Miss Piggy showed up in the courtroom and cajoled Lori's freedom with a lap dance and giggle (hair flip optional).  I can't stand women who think that they can get whatever they want by playing stupid.  It's so demeaning.

Forget that what Missy was doing was a completely illegal act that could have a lifetime of repercussions, she was determined to free her drug dealer and so was Jeffrey.  Why?  I do not know why someone like him would do something so illegal.  It's just hateful to everyone who ever stood up for him.  Can you imagine setting free the woman who gave your son HIV and a microchip?  Hell must need some new billionaire's money to burn the fires that heat the joint because there isn't any precedent for any father to have been that pussy whipped ever.  Sickening and disturbing.

I have just been put through some of the most difficult times I've ever had with Lori and Brian LaFond threatening me.  Clearly, the pretrial order of release from Arizona was supposed to ensure the safety of the victims and witnesses of this crime.  I have over $38,000 stolen by the same woman who posted the bond for Lori and Brian LaFond in Arizona.  This same woman, working for Jeffrey Katzenberg, defrauded my sister out of a bank account owned by my mother with my name on it, all the money inside was mine.  It is clear now that Jeffrey was well aware of the money he was stealing and how Bessie Smith and Missy Erickson did it.  It was a plan.  It was a scam.  It was elderly abuse and it still is.

It is also clear to me that this is double-extortion.  Jeffrey uses Lori and Brian LaFond to harass and torture members of my family so that I won't say anything about this crime.  It is highly illegal and intentional.  There isn't anyone more responsible for Lori being free than Jeffrey and Marilyn Katzenberg.  They freed her on more than one occasion and used Missy Erickson to do so.

Ever feel like everyone you know wants you dead?  Ever feel like you did nothing wrong and everyone still wants you dead?  Jeffrey Katzenberg wants me dead or at least one more member of my family.  He's a menace to society with a love for crime.  I can't.

The most basic thing that hurts is that all my friends, their families, and basically everyone chose to torture me over putting a lifetime domestic terrorist in jail.  Everyone!  Not one single person came to my rescue and I worked my entire life to put this bitch in jail for good.  I just wanted to let all of you know that the dream didn't die, it was murdered by Jeffrey Katzenberg.

Wednesday, March 13, 2024

Why Are The Katzenberg's So Incompetent??? A Simple Call To The Arizona District Attorney or Riverside District Attorney or Any Assistant U.S. Attorney Would Have Stopped This!

There is more than shit on Marilyn's carpet...you shoud she what she did to two little boys! She got the carpet fixed.  The boys she left to die. Me too!

Fun fact: Marilyn and Jeffrey rescued a dog from Lori that she abused (from their home robbery) and cleaned the carpet in her home, but left all the gay victims to suffer worse than the capet or the dog!

 A question for you.

If you got a call saying that your car that was stolen during the burglary of your home (where the burglar shit on your floor) was found in Arizona with two people that had drugs in the car, wouldn't you get ahold of that District Attorney and tell them what you know or at least find out who it was that stole your vehicle?  I would.  It's common sense.

Why then didn't Marilyn or Jeffrey Katzenberg do this?  Simple, they didn't want to.

Rather than "get involved" in an answer to "who robbed our home," Jeffrey was already working with the burglars.  His wife was in Arizona stalking me at the time with her son, allegedly.  She even delivered the bail surety to the hearing for the two people arrested in that car!?!?!?!  Can you believe that?  It is an absolute travesty of justice that Marilyn Katzenberg let them go.  They raped her son.  Gave him HIV.   Nope, it is alleged that Jeffrey and his father posted the bail money by giving it to Missy Erickson so that it looked like she had the money to bail out the two criminals.  Jonathan Mendenhall was told that the money was given to the LaFonds by Jeffrey himself.  Jeffrey, in fact, lived with Missy Erickson at his son's home in Joshua Tree, before and after the crime occurred.

There is no excuse for what this poor example of a father and mother did and failed to do.  It is a crime.  A very big crime since Missy Erickson is the same person who stole my MRIs from the hospital in Palm Springs, California where I went after being nearly beaten to death in a home right near where Missy Erickson lived.  Marilyn actually delivered the girl to Arizona who tried to kill me after Lori did.

Missy Erickson then went with two more people who lived with Jeffrey and his family in Joshua Tree to convince my own sister to take all of my savings account out of the bank to hide it from me.   That money was in the savings account that my mother and I set up so that I would never have these kinds of problems again.  Once again, Jeffrey and his lame-assed wife, decided upon a criminal action, elderly abuse, to take something that I worked for my entire life.  This is the truth!  I don't care what anyone says, I know it is true.  They both then encouraged my sister to lie to me about the money and hid it somewhere in San Diego, California where Jeffrey was defrauding other victims of this crime.

In fact, it was Jeffrey who told my own team members and friends, not to speak to me for at least one year after Sedona, Arizona happened.  That is also highly illegal.  He wanted me dead.  That is the truth.  What he has done with his wife and child is commit domestic terrorism.  I will never be held responsible for the mistakes that Benjamin and his friends made.  This would have been simple and easy but Jeffrey wanted me to die.

It is alleged that Jeffrey then tried to move my sister into a home where he had an interest and could control her.  Whether the home she moved into was his or not is still up in the air, but the contact of a police informant's sister or family member is highly illegal given his family's actions prior to that move.  He is insanely jealous of this entire investigation and has shown so every single day since he got here.

Marilyn and Jeffrey are also putting so much pressure on my father that I could...I could make a statement, but I won't.  If you want to know, ask that bitch Marilyn what has happened.   Jeffrey can't say he wasn't aware of the ALzheimers that my mom is dealing with.  He told my sister where to take her.  He knows what he has done.  I can't wait for him to act like there was nothing he could do.   Say it once to my face Jeffrey...just one time.


Monday, March 11, 2024

How Is It That Jeffrey Katzenberg Could Find My Bank Account and Not Be Able To Find Two Monsterous Fugitives Using The Same System???

 


The more I look into this situation, the more advice I have.  The most important is this...DO NOT TRUST ANYONE WITH THE LAST NAME KATZENBERG!

What a fucking joke!  Do you know that the three Katzenberg's above have helped aid and abet six known domestic terrorists for at least 14 years.  Hiding their drugs, allegedly.  Keeping them financially alive, allegedly.  Buying them cars.  Renting a home.  These are the same six that tried to kill me in Palm Springs, California and now it seems Sedona, Arizona too.

I invite all of you to find out how a man who doesn't know me or my family members was able to find my bank account and drain it without even having my name as the primary account holder?  How could he do something like that?  How does that money then end up in a San Diego bank account that I don't even have?

Jeffrey, his family, and friends used this system to stalk me and my friends but not to put the criminals in jail.  The only permission his son had, on my end, was to use this system to put Lori LaFond and her organization in jail.  Clearly that was a failure.  There are better people with less or no culpability that deserve to be heralded as champions of our community to stop this crime.  The Katzenbergs are not those people.

I just want you all to know that for the last 14 years he had the ability to have Lori and Brian LaFond arrested, he just didn't want to.  Didn't care.  In the meantime he sent them out to rob my sister, me, my father and my mother.  He revelled in the pain and suffering he could cause.  He and his father must really hate the gays...providing the two most hated siblings in the world with bail money...enough to keep most people afloat for many years.  He did everything he could to kill me and my family members and allegedly even met with one.

I think it is time to call an asshole an asshole!

Benjamin, you tortured me for absolutely nothing.  You stole from me and kept it a secret.  You were given the opportunity to make ammends, and you said, "No!"  I won't offer again.

As Lori shrieks, "Don't expect him (Jeffrey) to help you," I laugh and think to myself, "You mean the way he helped you?"  Lololololololol!!!!  I'm pretty sure that I wouldn't expect help from the man that robbed my elderly mother with his girlfriend, Missy Erickson!  I'm also pretty sure that he isn't someone I'd want to know in the future.

Now Let's Hear From Someone That ISN'T A Hypocrite: Ms. Swift, Voting Never Killed Anyone...Thanks For Reminding People Of Their Right To Vote, Babe!!!

 

Saturday, March 9, 2024

False Accusations and Police Reports: Lori's Fantasies Are Back and I Have The Emails To Prove It's Her

 Let me get one thing very straight once and for all.

I am aware that someone is contacting Lori Jean LaFond for drugs.  That person is being fed a whole bunch of lies about my father.  She is then taking that information and trying to make my father look like a convicted child predator.  NOTHING IN THE WORLD COULD BE FURTHER FROM THE TRUTH.

This person needs to understand something.  YOU ARE AN OUTSIDER!  YOU HAVE NOTHING TRUTHFUL IN YOUR INFORMATION.  It was Lori Jean LaFond that accused my father of that heinous crime way back in 1979.  Lori was following this 17 year old boy with her father's computers.  Lori then proceeded to make up a crime where a teacher was molesting a student.  This is something Lori has done over 6 times.  

My father was fully acquitted of the crime that even the 19 year old boy, then an adult, refused to testify about.  He knew it was Lori LaFond that set him up and my father.  My father was fully acquitted in a trial of his peers which featured falsified evidence from Lori's own hand.  Lori is a criminal.

Person who thinks she is so cunning and smart, if you ever spread one more rumor about my father, you can expect to be charged as an accomplice to witness tampering.  Lori has spent her entire life spying on me and my family and is suspected of setting up the killing of my own brother in law.

Drugs are no way to live your life and if I find out that you are trading drugs for information to hurt my father or sister, you will be charged.  Remember, Lori is already a fugitive from justice in Arizona where she raped, filmed and photographed two young boys that she already infected with HIV at the ages of 8 and 9 years old.  She is a criminal and the person you life with already knows she is a stalker.

I pose no threat to either of you, but if you get information about me from her....expect to go to jail.

Could That Fucking Cop Have Heaped More Pain On My Family Than He Has Already Done...Apparently The Answer Is Yes...

 


Could this bastard be any more helpful to the criminals in this case?

He's bought them cars, a home, bailed them out of jail, assisted in hiding them for the last 14 years...and what the fuck is he going to do now that he's told them how to fuck with my family some more?  I want this god damn movie producer charged with attempted murder and elderly abuse.  He is consistently trying to hurt members of my family using the same people that he hired to derail my investigation of this crime.  When will this man stop?  When will his lame assed wife come to her fucking senses?

He hasn't made one correct call since he barged his way into my investigation and sent all of my team away for good.  I want this monster of a human being to be held accountable for every goddamn thing that he and his wife did to try to take my life in Arizona.  His security chief is also guilty of not reporting the crime and aiding and abetting the criminals that sit less than a quarter mile from his son's domestic terrorist camp right down the dirt road where they have done nothing for over 18 years.

This crime should have been over 14 years ago but Jeffrey and Marilyn decided to play with my family instead of stopping the criminals.  I told him to stay away from my sister and he did the opposite.  Now that this crime is back in full swing, I want everyone to be certain of one thing.  This will be the last time you hear from Jeffrey and Marilyn Katzenberg.  They will never darken the doorstep of another gay man as long as the two co-conspirators live.

What Marilyn and Benjamin Katzenberg did in Arizona, 14 years ago has been solidly identified as the biggest mistake that they could ever have made.  In setting Lori and Brian LaFond free, they set loose terror on my family that the pair had been committing since well before that trip.  They set me up to die in Arizona and I want them to pay with their lives.

Make no mistake about it, Jeffrey wanted me dead.  His wife and son, set me and my friend up.  When Lori was arrested, Marilyn sent in Jeffrey's girlfriend, Missy Erickson to bail her out under Jeffrey's daughter's name.  This is a conspiracy that has no end and the truth is that Marilyn and Jeffrey are smack dab in charge of all of it.  I have never and will never understand why he went to my sister to lie and steal from my family AFTER Missy Erickson intentionally falsely bailed out a domestic terrorist and her brother.  The intent to defraud the court system is Missy Erickson's and Marilyn Katzenberg's fault.  Marilyn watched while Missy bailed her out numerous times during one week.  Missy, high on crystal meth, made numerous attempts to defraud the court in multiple bail surety hearings.  She represented herself as "Jeffrey's employee"; something Jeffrey rewarded her for when all of these terrorists came back to California.  Jeffrey has continued to assist these criminals in hiding from the law.

To top it all off, Missy gave the court Marilyn's father's address as a place where Lori LaFond or her brother Brian LaFond would be residing during the pendency of their charges.  In other words, Jeffrey and Marilyn both allowed this to happen knowing full well that neither of the accused would be living there.

Illegal money was used in the bailing out of both Lori and Brian LaFond on multiple occasions.  Jeffrey and his father supplied the money and let Missy Erickson enter the courtroom as a semi-wealthy employee.  This is highly illegal.  The money for that surety was transferred on the same day of the bail hearing making it look like Missy Erickson had the kind of financial wherewithal to effect a release.  This is bail fraud and it is not suspicious, it is intentional and was used as a way to free the terrorists that have targeted my family and hundreds of others over the years.

Mrs. Marie LaFond has been aiding and abetting her son and daughter for their whole lives.  Jackie Palmer has falsified documents and employment in other court proceedings that favored her sister's attempts to restrain me and caused a chilling effect on the investigation that was well underway.  Jackie Palmer does not work for the City of 29 Palms and never has, but that is what she represented in her affidavit in support of this bogus restraining order.  Indeed, the LaFond Family has a long and dirty history of drug dealing.  5 of Marie's six children have been charged with this crime of drug dealing in the past and there are even more members of the LaFond Family that have gone to jail for the sale of crystal meth.   Where we live, LaFond means crystal methamphetamine...and domestic terrorism using their father's stolen Brain-Computer Interface system.  LaFond also means "false police reports" in our area.  Lori LaFond has filed so many false reports that she is barred from filing any more restraining orders in the California Justice System.  

Lori's mother has continued to allow her daughter to live in her daughter, Jackie Palmer's homes, owned in part by her husband Carson Palmer for the better part of 19 years.  She has lived there as a fugitive from justice since the age of 17.  Lori fled the area rather than serve a sentence for trying to shoot and kill some of my friends in high school while stalking me.  The case has never been closed and her mother is directly responsible for Lori's continued terror in this area.

I am completely finished with Jeffrey and his family.  Any doubts about that should be cleared up with this.  I feel as if Jeffrey used my investigation into this crime as a way to target my family for death.  He is doing everything he can to keep Lori and Brian LaFond from going to jail with their friends Missy Erickson and Christian Johnson.  Jeffrey is a friend to the criminals in our case and he's supplied everything from homes to cars to money to ensure that they continue to sell drugs and threaten my family.

I have been told that Jeffrey and Marilyn Katzenberg, and their son Benjamin, are in receipt of several warrants for the arrest of Lori and Brian LaFond either under their true names or the aliases that they used in Arizona and California.   A failure to execute these warrants has now resulted in the intentional infliction of emotional distress on my father, sister, mother, and especially me.  How any father could hold off on having these warrants served with a complete security firm able to serve them at a moment's notice, I will never understand.  It is highly illegal and highly dangerous to everyone in this community.  This is a clear and convincing aiding and abetting case where Jeffrey, the almighty, has decided for the judiciary that he is more important than they are.  A God like no other.  Trump-like.  Failure to serve a warrant on a known fugitive in favor of what?  He knows why I'm pissed off at him and he knows what this stress has caused a family member....now he's going to finally understand that he's not the only person that knows how to put pressure on someone.  I have never known anyone to be so callous and carefree about having someone that raped their child arrested.  He hates gays.  His son is gay.  He hates his son.

How could he not have a warrant after 14 years?  It was his own wife's car that was used in one of the Arizona arrests!  It was his girlfriend that bailed the siblings out over and over again.  There is no excuse for this kind of negligence and fear that he has caused every single member of my family and for what?  Did I mention he has his own security people??? What the fuck good are they if they can't even arrest the woman that raped their client's son and infected him with HIV?  How in the Hell is this man allowed to walk free in society?  He makes his living off of us, the viewing public, and his response to all the money he's made off of us is a middle finger and a "fuck you all".

Furthermore, Lori LaFond's "four-year boyfriend", police officer Bryan Anderson has literally done nothing to protect me and my family from his ex-lover.  Instead, he approved a private citizen, Jeffrey Katzenberg, to do the job for him.  The rumor is that Jeffrey's need to continue his sleazy relationship with Missy Erickson is the reason that Bryan refuses to execute the warrants from his own department and from Arizona, which calls into question his own relationship with electronic surveillance of the LGBTQ+ community.  We all remember that it was Bryan who was in charge of the dirtier-than-dirty "Warm Sands Sting" operation where people far less bad than Lori were jailed and put on the sex offender registry for life.  This shows a complete bias for homophobic illegal surveillance of our community.  I will never stand for this kind of illegal police work.  He refused to assign a Riverside District Attorney to my rape case and helped to cover up the crime lab report and photos from my rape.  His own department went on television to defame me by saying that I have "mental issues"; to that, I reply, "At least I'm not fucking an ugly mental patient with AIDS behind my wife's back!"  What a fool she must be!

Finally, if I ever hear that Lori LaFond has called or spied on another family member of mine, I will be taking her to court for the warrant she illegally had issued for me after Sedona, Arizona.  She knows I am not kidding.  I am ready to take both Lori and Jeffrey to court to have them jailed.  I am completely finished with this man and his plan to kill off whomever he can in my family.  Enough is enough.  His family is nothing more than a bunch of criminals who have buried the truth for over a decade.  I want him to feel the kind of pressure that he's put on me this entire time!  Let's head to court Jeffrey, and see who wins?

Stalk me any longer and you will learn how much I have nothing good to say about you, your son and your criminal loving wife.




Wednesday, March 6, 2024

Taking A Class On Human Trafficking Tonight...It Really Drives Home How Much Electronic Harassment IS THE WORST KIND OF HUMAN TRAFFICKING!!!

 Here is one place where you can tell your story about Electronic Harassment and Lori Jean LaFond from the Palm Springs, California area!

Click here and go to the National Human Trafficking Hotline website.  They have a place for victims to tell their stories about what trafficking is like when you are implanted with a microchip!

I encourage anyone who knows about this crime and the people that it affects, or the criminals that commit it, to tell their stories.  My high school friends, my LGBTQ+ friends, any parents, any siblings, or just a friend of our project, all are invited to lift the veil of secrecy and let people who care know about this crime.  Do this for the people that you love.

You can also visit:

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Monday, March 4, 2024

What Lori Jean LaFond Has Inside Of Her Is Eventually Going To Eat Her Alive...Crystal Meth And Needles Are To Blame! Sepsis, This Is What It Really Looks Like Lori!

 


Most of Lori Jean LaFond's victims fall into the hospital not because of HIV-related complexes, but because of the bacterial staph infection that she has inside of her lungs and bloodstream.  It is common for heavy needle users to become septic and when Lori LaFond gives you this infection, you have to be certain that you get it completely out of your body or you too could end up septic like this Texas teacher.

Most of us end up in the hospital with bacterial staph pneumonia which feels a lot like the flu but begins to feel like a knife stabbing you through the front of your lungs to the back of your lungs.  You run a high fever and if you don't get to the hospital on time, you will die from bacterial staph-related pneumonia because it literally eats your lungs.  There really isn't a whole lot the hospital can do after the staph infection eats through the lung alveoli.  Once it is in the lining of your lungs it is hard to get the medicine to the places it needs to go to stop the infection.  

While you may become more susceptible to this bacterial staph if you are HIV positive and untreated, if you are treated and undetectable you could still easily get sick from the pneumonia and die.  Most of Lori's victims die from bacterial staph infections in the lungs when Lori gives them the "kiss of death" while they are knocked out and unconscious.

Lori knows when she is highly infectious, but she could infect you through the air with this kind of bacterial staph.  It is another reason why Lori Jean LaFond needs to steal Bactrim from her victims to keep herself from looking like she has a staph blood infection.  It gets rid of the sores, but rarely when the lung tissue isn't fully treated it just keeps coming back.  Lori is a massive needle user and the junk she uses to get high is not of the quality of even the cleanest of meth... low-quality meth (or any meth) is a deadly combination for Lori.
 
Eventually, she and her brother will lose their limbs and be wheelchair-bound if they don't get to the hospital.  Cipro is what the doctors gave me to get rid of the infections that I got twice from Lori contacting me.  It is an intentional infection that Lori gives and she knows it kills.  Quick diagnosis, treatment, and follow-up are essential to this disease's treatment.  Spread the word, Lori shouldn't be in public with tuberculosis and this deadly disease.

If you want to read about Sherri Moody's story, click here.

Saturday, March 2, 2024

A Staircase of Violence That Uses Different Families As Steps...I've Spent Three Full Days Listening To Lori LaFond's Violent Loop of Sadism

 


The decision to do nothing and allow Lori LaFond free reign to talk to me and stalk my family was not mine.  The anger and hate that she has heaped upon my family for decades is nothing new for us.  We've heard her lies and these weird needs that she has for someone to become "her family" now for decades.  We lost one family member to Lori's fantasies, and then another to the same type of lies she used the first time.  Lori isn't dealing with her problems, she's creating more for us to deal with while nobody does a single thing to hold her responsible for the past violence that she ordered up in her brain.

Lori's life is nothing more than a series of observed events and psychological game-playing.  Her past violence is a weapon that she uses to play tricks with my mind.  If you think about the past, she gets sexually excited by the violence and pain it caused.  Even when things work out, Lori's mind disqualifies the result with an ending that suits her fantasy.  For example, Lori's salacious need to have a teacher (my father) have sex with a male student (Lori's homosexual obsession) went to the police after she manufactured evidence of a fantasized crime.  When the case went to trial, not even the alleged victim was willing to testify against my father because it simply was not true.  It was also uncovered that it was Lori Jean LaFond that made the whole thing up. This was something that Lori never knew.  So about six years later she tried it again with a different student, but this time we were way ahead of her.  My father was acquitted of the first accusations but Lori tells everyone the opposite.  That's her fantasy coming up with a new ending, one that would make her own father accept her fantasy.  It wasn't reality and Lori knew it.

I've lived with Lori's lies for so long now that I've become well accustomed to them.  Most people that she tells are fairly certain that she is a lunatic, but when she goes to the police, they are obligated to start a series of events.  Just ask Coach Steve Fabian about what that is like.  Most people don't know that Coach Fabian is a great friend of my father's and was instrumental in the first accusation that Lori made against my dad.  He knew she was planting evidence and knew that she had massive problems inside her brain.  Most military people know this too.  Lori made up this story again and again, every time with men and boys until she went after Steven Fabian with a female student.  Lori's need wasn't just to hurt the adult, she wanted the minor to be involved in this farce as well.  In the end, the student looks like a creep for making false accusations, and the school isn't that friendly with them.  Lori's need to hurt minors goes along with her pedophilic need to hurt children.  We see more of that in Sedona, Arizona.

To this day Lori tells people that the two boys she filmed and photographed in Arizona, "were mean to her."   This is one of those things that most adults hear and cringe.  Lori, at the time, was a 42-year-old woman and completely incapable of discerning that she had problems with these now young men that went back to their ages of 8 and 9 years old.  They were supposed to not like her.  Most children don't.  This woman parked herself on the corner in Palm Springs and pretended to be a "safety monitor"/crossing guard at a nearby intersection close to her apartment complex.  You see, every situation for Lori is a chance to abuse someone.  Kids are her favorite targets.  She's even made pornographic movies with them.  When we tried to report her to the police, we got the same runaround that we got when we were raped.  Lori's friends protected her by treating us, gay people, like some kind of liars.  Look at the television interview I did on this blog.  What kind of police department says what these police say on television? It's a remark that should have been punished in the courtroom.  It still might be.

Then Lori set out to humiliate me even further by changing the physical report from the Riverside Crime Lab to say the complete opposite of what the original report said.  She even used the same report number and lab tech's name.  This is an obvious attempt for Lori to exonerate herself.  When the police chief called me, he completed the humiliation by telling me that there was no DNA found in the coagulated blood from my clothing.  Lori squealed into the microphone, "I can't believe I got away with everything!"  She then went to Sedona, Arizona where she continued to try to kill me and molest those two boys.  It was a week-long crime-fest for Lori and she, once again, pretended to herself out of jail by using some fake ids like an 18-year-old trying to get into a bar underaged.  It's a sick and twisted mind that we are dealing with, but for her, it works because of a lack of honesty from a few adults.  The people that knew better, did nothing to stop her.

Now I have to endure long nights at work where she berates and comments on my every thought like grinding in her taunting to the point where she thinks that I will get violent or suicidal.  I'm not even considering either as an option.  I wouldn't give her the satisfaction of making me angry ever again.  She points her crimes at her victims and their families like a loaded gun and taunts everyone to "catch her if they can."  I intend to catch her as soon as the shackles are taken off by the man who put them on me 14 years ago.  My hands have been bound by a person who feels more for the criminals than the actual people that Lori hurt.  How does that happen?  Bad lawyering and bad advice are two of the reasons.  Greed and grandstanding are two more.   I've worked hard to bring you all the truth.  Someone doesn't want you to know it.

I suggest that everyone, anyone, or someone who has lived through this tragedy of monotonous threats do what I've done.  Talk about it.  There is strength in numbers.  There is no more shame in this crime being hidden.  The world knows these microchips exist and we know who put them inside of us.

You can not understand what the monotony of a mentally ill person is like inside the mind of a good person.  I do.  I've heard her constant spinning of the truth for so long that I too have an answer for all of Lori's lies.  Just like Lori has a spin on every single thing that a person tells her.  It's a cycle that I am trying desperately to break into pieces.  I don't have much help with this.  Someone decided that I had to be isolated and forgotten, but I'm not easily left behind.  For 14 years my lifetime stalker's family has given her a place to live close enough to my family that Lori could strike at any given second.  I've already heard about Lori's shootout in high school where her own family couldn't keep her from shooting up the same home twice in one week with the same occupants inside.  She's not going to stop and her drug use is astronomical.  Now she has friends to help her with every single diabolical step along her staircase of families that she wants to destroy.  Her friends remain the biggest threat to our safety and freedom.

Spending the rest of my life looking over my shoulder is not appealing to me.  I've spent most of my life doing that already.

Saturday, February 24, 2024

The Endless Saga Of Missy Erickson and Jeffrey Katzenberg

 


How could I not be offended?

Missy Erickson started off or was it continued, to be a thorn in my side all through my relationship with her drug dealer, Steven Frey.  She would have the audacity to call him up in the middle of the night begging for drugs then once he was there she would start in on him about "breaking up with Kevin."   I don't even know this bitch and here she is talking shit about me.   This is the same bitch that told Bessie Smith not to get involved while Lori was setting up the murder of my brother-in-law.   I want you to know that my sister and brother-in-law are Bessie's two best friends.  Isn't that a fucking bitch?

Missy Erickson then helped have Christopher Monti arrested and shunned my best friends for over 14 years because of her "relationship" with Jeffrey Katzenberg.  Mind you, Christopher is the other informant in this case.  That is called informant misconduct.  Jeffrey was so smitten with this faux-female that he did just about everything she said to do, including setting up my sister to steal my bank account.

We all know that it was Missy Erickson that insisted on going to Sedona, Arizona to help Lori LaFond complete her homicide of her rape victim, me.  Jeffrey sent Missy along to do everything she could to make sure I never returned to California.  This is exemplified by his need to feel superior to me and his need to get rid of the person who helped his son.  Nobody told the truth about what happened there and to this day he has covered up all the evidence that shows that Lori and Brian LaFond preplanned that trip to murder me and my friends.  Don't believe me?  You should see what the police found in the car, Marilyn's stolen car when the siblings were arrested.  Rumor has it that there was a firearm and an abduction kit.  Do you think that Jeffrey was alarmed?  Nope, he just acted like it was another day in paradise.  He didn't warn me.  He didn't tell the police.  He did virtually nothing. 

Then came the robbery of my mother's bank account.  Missy was the same person who stole my MRIs from the Desert Hospital when Lori beat me nearly to death so she was the natural choice to abuse my elderly mother by defrauding my sister.  I lost $38,000 in that transaction and Jeffrey bought Missy Erickson a car for that one.  He literally rewarded her for stealing my bank account in my mother's name.  The only reason that he knew it was there was this system of mind reading.  He used it to abuse my mother.  I will never forgive him for that.

Now, after a million times that he has tried to hurt me and my sister, I am done with him and his wife for good.  I will not be writing much more because there is nothing more to say to this femme man.  He is about as low as dirt can go.  He still sits around and helps Missy Erickson to try to get away with murder.

I am deeply sorry to all of the people that Jeffrey and Marilyn have hurt with their money and lies.

I hope you all find peace one day.  I tried to bring it to you, but this man is Hell-bent on hurting the gay community.  Hope someone survives to tell the story.

Tuesday, February 20, 2024

Some Interesting Articles I Found Tonight. I Think It Is So Odd That There Are Lots Of Psychiatrists Working/Observing Our Case, Yet Psychology, In General, Has Not Acknowledged Our Plight

 Army Developing "Synthetic Telepathy"

Army Funds "Synthetic Telepathy" Research


Found Something Today That I Thought Was Interesting! Lets All Say A Prayer For The Victims

 

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In my continued efforts to try to bring you the latest information on the brain-computer interface front, I came across something that I thought was rather interesting today.  While searching "electronic harassment" on the internet, I came across a Wiki page that had an interesting section to it.  It was called "notable crimes" and I thought that it was interesting that a Wiki page would explain electronic harassment and put it in terms of people who were victimized by this crime and committed crimes because of it.

I frequently tell people about the cases of Aaron Alexis and Myron May; these were two people who complained to a friend of mine, Derrick Robinson, just before they committed the crimes that you see above.  Derrick and I have been friends since we shot that news story that you see on the front of the blog.  He is best known for his work on Freedom From Covert Harassment and Surveillance, one of the earliest and best sites on the internet that provided information to the victims of this crime.  I was working on our situation in Palm Springs, California while Derrick was putting together national and world information for victims on that site.

What happens to the victims of this crime varies.  Depending on the stability of the victim and the operators that harass and frighten their targets, there is a wide variety of people's reactions to this crime.  You wake up one day and you are hearing voices in your head that are actually talking to your thoughts.  For instance, if you think something, then some female voice answers the question for you before you can reason it out for yourself.  It's like a phone conversation that you have inside your head.  All of a sudden you are having a conversation with a stranger inside your mind.  You know that it isn't organic and that it is artificial.  In other words, when you hear the female, as the victim, you do realize that it isn't from you...it is a completely different person on the other end of the line.  All of a sudden you think, "Wait, if she is looking at what I am thinking, she must know private information that I don't give a second thought to all day long."   The female voice can read your thoughts and therefore, your bank account number, your PIN number, your friends' names, and your address are all known to this stranger.  That's when it is scary.  The other part is that you can't stop the conversation, like with Lori LaFond, she talks until she is done, and you have no control over answering the phone in your head or hanging it up.

It can get very frustrating, as with Lori, some operators use crystal meth that is awake and talking day and night.  They never stop.  I am in my 21st year of hearing Lori LaFond 24/7/365, she never goes to sleep.  If she does, she has her friend Christian screaming and yelling at me all hours of the day and night.  Literally, it is like a Chinese water torture of stupidity and drug addicts.  The conversations with Lori and Christian are usually repetitions and the topics rarely change.  Lori tries to get information about someone I know by talking about them.   I volunteer nothing more than, "That is a friend of mine and very nice."  Lori's opinions are much more of a judgment and full of hate.  Lori's conversations are about "sisters" and "whomever she considers her father this week."  Lori talks in circles and is very much a hypocrite.  Lately, she has been so negative that I don't listen to anything she says and I never do anything she tells me.

I learned in Palm Springs that if you do anything that Lori tells you to do, you end up in a jail cell before the end of the night.  Lori knows everything that I do and what I have planned so she can show up at things where I am, like memorials or funerals.  Lori is famous for showing up where she wasn't invited because she watches what her friend Julie thinks and then barges into the bar that she and her friends go to.  Within minutes Lori is thrown out of the bar for being obnoxious or violent with the patrons.  She has a terrible way of making a nuisance of herself.  She's loud, often vulgar, and completely socially inept.

Talking to a target can make them very upset and irritated.  I would suggest that the gentlemen on the list above were all frustrated and at wit's end.  They barely understand what they are experiencing, often their finances are stolen, and when the operators throw in some gang stalkers to intimidate the targets, it can get emotional.  State of mind is something that I want you to think of when you read the stories of the men above.  I will suggest this after many years of interviewing victims; none of the men above exhibited anything more unusual than any of the other victims I've met.  These men above got to a point where they were fed up and wanted people to know what they were dealing with.  They committed acts of violence for sure but they were pushed to the point of breaking by the operators of electronic harassment.  

Here is the thing.  The whole crime is based on mind reading and intimidation, so the operators who were harassing Myron May and the others knew very well what these targets were planning to do.  They watched Aaron Alexis and maybe even suggested that the Navy shipyard had something to do with what they were experiencing.  What you don't see is one of these operators phoning ahead to warn Florida State officials or the Navy Shipyard to tip them off so that innocent men and women's lives would be spared.  Nope.  These operators pushed these men to the breaking point and watched them buy guns and ammo.  If they were like Lori LaFond and her friends, they pushed these men to commit mass shootings and kill innocent people.  The operators that stalk the targeted individuals want violence.   They want terror.  When it is all over the operators walk away like they did nothing wrong, but the law says very clearly that putting someone in fear for their lives is a state of mind crime, and we already know that the operators did nothing to stop these shootings from happening.  Committing a violent act to get attention for a different crime doesn't make any sense to me, but to someone else it might, you would have to know their state of mind.  One thing is for sure.  If an autopsy checked for the microchips used to commit this crime, they would find them near the temple where the audio cortex is.  This is how Myron, Aaron, and the others heard their terrorists torturing them day and night.

Those criminals are still out there looking for another target to do something else for their entertainment.  Please be careful.

I think that it is really interesting how many mass shootings are associated with the crime I suffer from.  It is senseless.  Some idiot is at home harassing some working-class lady or man, often for days at a time, until the target breaks down mentally.   In my case, Lori hasn't shut her mouth for 21 years,  how?  Crystal meth.   I am a sober person that has to deal with a criminal that has a 16-needle-a-day meth habit.  Lori rarely sleeps and neither does Christian her friend.   So it is a round-the-clock torture that is harder to deal with than I let on.   This crime takes everything from the victim and the operators do it for some kind of voyeuristic sexual sadism.   Lori loves to make people mad.  That's what she says.  She has five other people that help her try to piss off other victims and their families all day and night.  I can't imagine living my life watching what someone else is thinking about.  It seems kind of pointless, but when you add in the rape aspect, then you understand that one of the six people in that house is getting off sexually while the other five are slaves to her sexual needs without providing any sex.  It frustrates Lori and she comes after me for gratification.    I hope this will end someday, but until it does, I am always distracted.

Someone from the government needs to know the connections between these men above and this crime.  I submit that in each of their cases, if autopsies were looking, they could find these microchips that would prove that they were electronically harassed.  Then they could start looking for the people who harassed them into these terrible acts.  We've had them in Palm Springs too.  There were two cops, both implanted and listening to Lori LaFond and a target on the airport tarmac.  Lori tells them to shoot this target while planes are taking off in the background!  Even the airport police officer assigned to the PS airport,  Officer Flinn, was implanted and followed Lori's instructions. My friend Larry was also shot by a cop who had a Lori LaFond implant.  I submit he was given false information about my friend Larry and he was shot dead while going to buy tennis shoes.  The police are also human beings who get really agitated when Lori is harassing and telling them what to do. 

I've had a gun pulled by a cop who stuck it in my face while I was walking peacefully home.  No drama, just a cop car pulls up and the cop gets out, draws a gun, and puts it in my face.  The cops are so edgy in Palm Springs that I wouldn't live there unless there weren't any on the police force that was implanted; by the way, implants inside of cops in our department are illegal by city charter.  Who is going to arrest them for using those chips?  They are the ONLY say in this situation and nobody is arresting them.

Implanted gay men are in season and available to be killed in Palm Springs, California without anyone protecting us.  It's the worst situation imaginable.  Lori can literally order us killed simply by telling the police a lie about us carrying a weapon.  Once they are dead, the cop finds no weapon but the implanted man is already dead.

Monday, February 19, 2024

Is Lori Jean LaFond Nearing Her Retirement Age? Did Something That Lori and Brian LaFond Do Cause Lori Damage That She Can't Recover From?

 



Everyone on my team is constantly wondering what the straw that will break this camel's back is going to be?  Will it be Lori's arrest warrants from Arizona?  Will it be the Riverside Crime Lab report that was buried?  Could it be the information provided by a stranger?  Nobody knows for sure, but something is going on at Party Central and it doesn't sound like a self-affirmation party.  My bet is that Lori LaFond's Legendary big fat mouth will be the proverbial straw.  Odds on favor suggest that Lori's mouth is the biggest problem that Lori has.  I know that is true.  It must be hard for a fugitive with a huge mouth and a penchant for tattling to keep under the radar.  Does anyone think Lori is capable of that kind of silence?  Me either.

I've always said that in this crime of silence and anonymity, Lori's worst problem is her need for attention.  The two concepts compete with one another and Lori's ego always wins out.  A loud-mouthed criminal does not stay out of jail.  The way that Lori taunts her victims and their families makes her a target for just about anyone with a friend in law enforcement.  I am thankful for those people that do the right thing.  I've heard Lori talk down to lots of people on this system and when she belittles them, I think to myself, "That isn't a good idea, Lori."  Of course, Lori has narcissistic immunity from all harm, but that isn't a real criminal defense.  It is an imaginary defense.  Those only work in imaginary courts of law.  Lori isn't headed toward an imaginary prosecution, she's aimed directly at a real prosecution with real evidence that points at her.

There have been so many chances to catch Lori and Brian LaFond in the act of electronic harassment, but each time something has happened that has allowed them to walk free but in a fugitive status.  It is just a matter of identity and proof.  Once law enforcement has their identity, they will be able to find multiple instances of identity theft and other crimes; some were already convictions with sentences.

Other families are receiving threatening messages, like Missy Erickson's father, allegedly who is rumored to have received a text message from Lori LaFond that told him to "drop dead".   That sounds like a threat to me, but I guess it is all in the receiver's court at that point.  I wouldn't like to be a father receiving that kind of message from my daughter's crazy-assed drug dealer girlfriend, would you?  It might make me seek law enforcement's help.  I hope that Missy Erickson's family understands that I am simply doing what I had to do after 40 years of stalking.  I know what the messages are like from Lori, I used to get them all the time.  Emails too.  Every single word from her feels like she is taunting you followed by the occasional insincere apology.  What Mr. Erickson and his family need to remember is that if Lori is talking or texting you, she IS manipulating you.  Lori doesn't have conversations with people without it benefitting her.  She never calls just to say, "Hi." is what I am getting at.   I feel like Missy to Lori is a trophy and that keeping Missy with her is Lori's way of punishing her parents...in your case, Lori is punishing you because then Missy won't have anywhere to go.   It's always about control with Lori.

Sunday, February 18, 2024

I Think That Lori LaFond Likes To Commit Crimes Just So She Can Threaten and Intimidate Witnesses...She's Been Doing This Since Her Two Time Shooting Spree In High School

 


About a month before Lori LaFond was to be finished with her senior year of high school, she went on a shooting spree.  She went over to my best friend's home and began shooting at the girls that were inside having a slumber party.   From what I have surmized, Lori was on another one of her world famous, "someone has slighted me" fantasies and one of her vampire friends told Lori where this party was.  Lori naturally decided that a gun was the appropriate thing to bring to a slumber party and she began shooting at the girls inside.  That was hushed up by the military, but the police were called and Lori got in trouble.

That was bad enough.  When the police took the terrified girls' stories, Lori began plotting against them for telling the police what happened.  Lori then began going around telling everyone that if they told on her she would kill them.

Lori then spent the next three days planning a party at that same house that she'd shot up.  She went aroung telling everyone that there was a birthday party at Becky's house.  I must have been told a hundred times that there was a party.  I was told by people that didn't even know me to go to this party.  It happened so many times that I felt like it was a set up.  I asked Becky if there was a party and she said, "No, tell everyone there isn't a party!"  I decided that it was another bad situation for me to stay away from.  Sure enough, I was right.

A mere three days after the first shooting, Lori packed up another gun and shot up this same house again!!!  This time she was adamant.  She was looking for me.  She and her bully friends had some kind of plan to take me out into the desert and hurt me physically.  Once the smoke had cleared, there was one of her friends with a broken leg and hip lying on the ground with Lori telling everyone that, "It was Kevin Bond driving that car that drove over him."  I was nowhere in the vicinity.  I purposefully did not go to that home because I had a bad feeling about it.

My best friend Kenny, a San Diego Police Officer, DID go to that party and witnessed what happened at that home.  Once again, Lori LaFond began threatening everyone that she would kill them if they squealed on her.  The police were there.  It wasn't like a shooting at the same home by the same psycho wouldn't be reported...the cops were there!  Who in the Hell does something like that?

It was the very last time I would ever see my friend Becky whom I grew up with and was my very best friend.  I still haven't seen her since, but I have heard that Lori showed up at our 20-year high school reunion and threatened Becky again.  As if Lori shooting up her home and forcing her to leave school wasn't enough, Becky was in the same room with Lori again.  Once again, I got a million phone calls begging me to go to the reunion, I am certain Lori LaFond was behind it.  I don't go to reunions because I know Lori will show up with a gun or something.  Becky and I share the same experience though as Lori ordered her brother Brian to try to kill me in San Diego, California.   I have no idea what Lori's problem is but if you heard her today, you would think that she is still hunting me down.  I don't know what to do?

The Palm Spring Police did the victims of this crime really dirty when they substituted a fake Riverside Crime Lab report for a fake one that denied what the first one showed.  The first report from the crime lab had the Chief of Police telling Anthony Dabiere and myself, "Kevin, you have been right on the money this whole time, we're gonna get these guys!"  A year and a half later he calls me up and says, "We got the lab report and there isn't any DNA  other than yours on it."  Did he forget that he'd already let me read the first report?  What a complete destruction of the system.  For the record, it is a really bad practice for the same lab to come up with two completely different results.  This kind of fuck up can cost the County of Riverside a whole bunch of cases that relied on that lab for test results that exonerated or helped to convict other rapists.  It's the kind of mistake that is catastrophic, but apparently the Chief didn't care.  I was furious but didn't let him know.  He'd basically let my rapist go free so she could terrorize my family even more.  A week later, Lori was in Sedona, Arizona trying to hunt me down with a gun!  This kind of incompetence is so blatantly homophobic.  He would never have done that to a woman.  Just a gay man.

Even now I wonder what he must think of himself.  He literally turned loose a rabid dog on my family and she's tried to bite again and again.  What does Lori do to keep herself safe with the police?  What does she have on them?  She must have some kind of juicy information and I'll tell you that the public is still in danger.  She might go out on another shooting spree or, like her brother and Lori, get into the car and drive like crazy without any licenses to kill someone.  Neither one of these siblings should be out and about with tuberculosis and delivering drugs while getting into car accidents is already starting to become a problem. Someone is going to die and we should have put them in jail a long time ago.

When will law enforcement protect everyone equally?  All I wanted was a few years of my life without Lori LaFond in them.  Is that too much to ask?  I've lived with this stalker my whole life practically and nobody seems to let my family know that she is stalking me.   Certainly the police at the high school shooting could have told me and my family that Lori was there looking for me.  Nobody ever did.  Now I am still a target for her hate and I still can't get anyone to tell the truth.  I am working hard to keep myself safe and my family out of harms way.  Lori is getting crazier and crazier.  I've never understood for one single second what she is so mad at me for?  I've never spoken to her.  I've never spoken about her.  I've never even cared about her problems or her drug use, but when she keeps coming at me like a heat seeking missile, I have to protect myself.  This blog keeps everyone up to date that I am afraid for my life and I am afraid of Lori LaFond's lack of intelligence.  Her brains don't scare me, it is her stupidity that makes he dangerous.  Not a good quality in a stalker.

Lori doesn't think that the laws of this country apply to her.  Even her own restraining order against me was violated by Lori and her friends in Sedona, Arizona.  She doesn't seem to understand that a restraining order doesn't allow one of the party's full access to the others family while the other is hogtied and not allowed to do anything.  Lori used this system every single day of her restraining order against me, she put my boyfriend, the other informant in jail, and she went to my home and stole some packages.  She wrote letters from other people to me at an address that only I knew.  Lori doesn't seem to follow any rules set by any judge.  She feels like she is autonomous, but the truth is that she really is just telling everyone, "I might as well do whatever I want since I'm already in so much trouble."  That is the recipe for a disaster I have been warning about.

If Lori can't cause problems herself, she will try to find others to contact me or my family to threaten us on her behalf.  Lori seems to think that she can contact my friends and family whenever she wants, I just think that is crazy.

Lori imagines problems with people so that she can hate them.  Like shooting up that home I just wrote about.  Lori had no friends inside of that home but she went there and shot out the windows like she had some kind of grudge.  It's very strange to me to think that she causes the problems that she has and then blames her own victims for being there.  It's not something a sane person would do.   Someone has to snap her out of these "perceived slight fantasies" before she does something terrible to someone or herself.

I want you all to know that I didn't start this blog until I was at my wits end.  The police weren't helping after my rape and beating.  I was shot in San Diego, California.  Lori infected me with HIV when I was 19 without having any sex or using needles.  Nobody seems to know what to do about this girl and she's committing all the same crimes that people in prison do.  What was I to do, I ask you?  I can't just keep looking over my shoulder every single day of my life.  I can't just let other people get ambushed by Lori because I didn't try hard enough.  I can't live with myself if another child gets hurt.  What in the Hell am I supposed to do?  I wrote this blog to pull Lori into any investigation into my death if that should happen.  I want everyone to know she is still trying to hurt me. Please help me.