Even now when I look at this photo I wonder, "What was I thinking?" Even the SC visor in this picture he stole from me. I'm sorry to have put so many of you through this ordeal with Christopher and myself. I know a lot of you were pulling for me and him but the truth of the matter is that he loves following Jeffrey's orders and living with Jonathan Mendenhall's family more than he could have ever loved me.
Today Jeffrey told everyone that, "He never intended on helping Kevin." This is after years and years of me telling Christopher that I can't stand that man and his wife. Simply put they were helping the woman that stole my MRIs and then brought Bessie Smith here to lie to my sister and abuse my elderly mother. You can't really help Missy Ericcson and be anywhere near a friend of mine. Jeffrey has devoted his life to her and his own family doesn't even mean anything to him anymore. He's lost his mind.
For Christopher and his family to sit around and watch what Jeffrey does next to Kevin just illustrates how little Christopher cares about me and my family. He's a completely different person now that he and his family took a bribe from the Mendenhall's. He cares only about what Jeffrey and Marilyn tell him to do and he is probably the most selfish human being I ever met.
He wanted to have his life in San Diego, and whenever he got around to it when Jeffrey was done torturing me and my sister, he would think about being my boyfriend. Um, I don't know what they feed assholes in New York City, but he must have been eating it for years if he thinks I'm about to play number two to anyone. I'm not stupid but I've been waiting for about nine and a half years too long for this dick to straighten up. He won't. That's still my visor in that picture....fucker.
At any rate you can bet that I'm feeling very litigious towards Jonathan and his family, Christopher and his family, and of course the man that pretended my rape didn't happen, Jeffrey and his family. What a bunch of wealthy snobs. Benjamin, you broke every single promise to me that you ever made in terms of this investigation. I will try my very best to have your private investigator license taken from you. You aren't an investigator, you are a liar. I could never be more disappointed in a human being if I tried. Your mother is the biggest disappointment I've ever known. That she would help someone try to hurt my already broken sister is unfathomable. She's not a mother, she a monster, just like your father is.
