When you shed all the baggage of former friendships and you look at what's ahead, you forget the pain and backstabbing and you realize that the horizon is still there, without all the drama. I've been left behind to die. I think I need to make the most of the time that is left. I can't believe I wasted so much time on people that considered me last.
It's definitely a lesson to teach other people. When you have nobody but yourself, you've found the one person in life that believes in you. I'm proud of who I am and who I've become. I didn't lie. I didn't cheat. I didn't steal. I left this world better than the one I lived in. Those are more significant things than what others have failed to do.
I want you all to know how much I appreciate you sticking up for me when you did. I didn't hear it, but I did feel it. I know that is so much more meaningful to a person like me. I guess I'm not like other human beings...I can get by on so much less than other people do. No love. No finances. No real people to talk to. Just me and my mind and nothing more.
I hope people like Bessie Smith get what they deserve. What she's earned is blood money from my brother in law's death. She used him and my sister to gain wealth. I hope it leaves her as quickly as it came...with a jail sentence and a lonely life without love. What she took from me was what my mom and I did together...perhaps the toll it takes on her personally is what karma will decide. I won't help her or her family out of this situation, she never helped me and I have no respect for her. She's earned my disrespect, I will spend no further time trying to justify her dirty life. Oh, my sister will defend her for a while, until she understands that Bessie knew about a whole lot of things that she didn't disclose before she stole my money.
If there is any kind of justice in this universe, the truth will be told and Jeffrey together with his band of drug dealing pedophiles will be held to answer for everything they did to me and others. The only place this shit even happens is outside the courtroom because inside, you'll see a whole different Jeffrey Katzenberg.
52 and alone, yeah, that's what I deserved.
If there is any kind of justice in this universe, the truth will be told and Jeffrey together with his band of drug dealing pedophiles will be held to answer for everything they did to me and others. The only place this shit even happens is outside the courtroom because inside, you'll see a whole different Jeffrey Katzenberg.
52 and alone, yeah, that's what I deserved.
