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Sunday, August 26, 2018

The Difference Between A One Year Investigation and a Ten Plus Year Investigation: The Kids Matter To Me


Left untreated, above, you can see the problem with the way this whole investigation has been failing.  Look above and you can see why the little boys, now men, are the worst affected by what has happened since Missy and David, with Bessie, came to town to derail my investigation into this crime.

As most of you know, I was ready to stop this crime in 2010.  The evidence was there and we had the evidence that the Police Chief was lying about my rape.  We had witnesses to the rape itself and photographs.  We'd already notified the police that we had seen little boys in pornographic videos that were obviously full of the worst things that you can think of.  Once again, most of the victims of this crime are unaware that there was even the slightest chance that they could be infected.  So without knowing this graph above shows you what can and has happened to some of these young men.

You can see in the early stages of the infection of HIV as it moves towards and AIDS diagnosis, the less these people seek treatment the greater the risk that the virus will overtake them and give them AIDS.   I have been through this process with Lori and her diseases.  I know what it is like to be that kid that ends up with HIV and doesn't have any idea where it came from.  It wasn't because at 19 I'd had so much sex or used intravenous drugs, it was because I didn't.  Since I had not participated in any risky behavior, how could this have happened.  Some people knew how, but they never said.

I think that most of what I do now is to prevent other kids from acquiring this disease.  I don't think of anyone as disposable or weaker than I am.  I think of every person in the place where they were chosen to be.  Sometimes God chose them to be there and often times Lori chose this for them.

These boys, most likely not gay, were intentionally infected with this virus then left to develop the disease because nobody would dare stop Lori with the information that we already had.  These boys are now in their later 20's and some of them may never have suspected that they had the virus.  They could easily have spread this disease to other women and passed Lori's hatred even further.  You see this crime isn't just about me, Heaven's no, it's about not becoming me.  It's about giving some kid a chance to survive Lori to grow up to become someone great.  I've already been through my pathetic life without any of the things that matter.  No spouse, no kids, no home, no bank account...nothing.  Now I will survive because of these AIDS drug but for what?  So that I can recall everything that Lori did to me...and try to find some way to survive at this age, without any hope of finding what I worked thirty years for?

None of what is not being done is working.  There hasn't been one tiny bit of concern for anyone other than Bessie, David and Missy.  David delivered some of these boy to Lori and Brian in exchange for drugs, they got HIV and he got a bag of meth.  Isn't that someone worth saving?   Benjamin himself was delivered to a pedophile by David and still, David was receiving more consideration than anyone.  Then David and Missy with Bessie conspired to steal over $25,000 from me, while I worked on this case.  Missy and Bessie were the first in line to be geno-typed before anyone else.  Not even Benjamin was asked to be genotyped until he reminded his own father that he too was a victim of this crime.  I guess Jeffrey forgot.  He forgets a lot.

My goal with this investigation was to identify and eliminate whoever it was that was infecting little boys so that they would be better than I was.  As it is how do you think that these young men explained to their parents that they had the worst STD at age 16, while still in high school or earlier.  It was and is the worst and most inconsiderate part of this entire crime.  It doesn't matter how many times Lori tells everyone that "she's changed" when there are so many past problems with how she says she once was.  She still is that person and still says the most hateful things to the people that she infected and implanted.

I'm sorry to the parents of these children that my team let down.  We should have considered you first.  So should the police.