There was once a very simple and straight forward path to justice. The crime had been committed, it was reported, more evidence came to light, the police covered it all up and we could prove all of that. Unfortunately, I don't have a parent in this coalition. I don't have a mom and dad that were allowed to understand what Lori and Brian LaFond had done to them. In fact, as a daily experience, I have to hear how, "If these people would just let me have Kevin's family to fuck with, I'll leave the rest of you alone." I've been through so many attempts on my life now that the urgency of this situation has lost it's, well, urgency. One thing that I didn't realize was that having no parent in this game left me unsafe. Putting the coalition together, 100% my idea. In fact, investigating this crime, 100% my idea. My face. My reputation. My family. Me. I did all the work necessary to call into question the police practices when it came to being a gay man raped a quarter mile from their headquarters.
Once again, I don't have a parent in the solution...they are just lifelong victims of an obsessed girl with sexual fantasies.
What it would have taken was two fold. First with the witnesses to the rape and the DNA report that we now know the Police Chief falsified then dropped, we could easily have taken him and his officers down. That would have greatly reduced the risk of any more gay men being arrested at Lori's demand. When I say demand, I mean, she demands that these cops go out on these "calls" for her. It has to be done immediately and she calls the shots.
Never the less. Using the information from Sedona, Arizona and the two people I brought there to witness it, we could easily have put Lori and Brian and their friends in jail for aggravated stalking. Simple, easy and to top it off, Lori then filed a "workplace violence" restraining order claiming that I'd harassed her work or something, while she was IN SEDONA, STALKING US. If it wasn't for David and Missy being there, it would likely have been done that way. Instead, my friends were told not to talk to me for what was suppose to be a year...at someone's request. My friends were simply lied to and put on the back shelf. That was in 2011.
The other thing that should have happened was the child pornography should have been brought to the attention of the federal government's "child porn" division of major crimes and we would have been done with the Chief of Police, given his email and lack of action, and the officers that protected Lori this whole time.
Two easy solutions to one major problem. It was fast efficient and with little or no risk to the public.
In favor of that was a plan to help out Missy, David and Bessie Smith. The trio arrived on the scene after three years of investigation in which my team was doing the job professionally. It was the introduction of Missy, David and Bessie, that took a professional investigation and made a complete joke out of it. No longer was this team allowed to do anything to help anyone but the three of them. People were implanted again. People were infected again. Drugs were taken to Palm Springs for distribution. People were infected, possibly. Two deaths occurred. My home was robbed several times and Lori was in proximity of my entire family with her TB infected body. What Missy, Bessie and David did was derail two police informant's investigation and put one of the informants in jail illegally. All three were involved in the destruction of this investigation...Bessie used my family's former relationship to insert David and Missy. It was sickening from the very top. I would never have allowed Bessie Smith or Missy into this team as it is very well known that the trio, with Leah Fauntleroy, have a long history of following Lori's lead or pushing her off on a gay man so that they could be left alone.
For the last fifteen or so years that guy has been me. Missy, Bessie and Lori's friends all scrape that nasty bitch off on me to have to deal with. This is how you saw all those arrests that I got without any convictions. It was the impetus for becoming an informant. That was also the wrong thing to do because the PSPD has a history of ruining the lives of their own informants. I am the second informant that I know of that has had their bank account stolen because they were informants for the police. If you don't believe me, look at the Nichol's interview on the right hand side of this blog. They lost, $150,000 to the PSPD, but many speculate that it was Lori and Brian that did this theft. Nobody knows how they pay for their home here and from what I know, nobody at the PSPD has anything to do with the loss of money. Lori has a long standing hatred of anyone that is an informant but when I became one, she went ballistic.
The path to justice went from absolutely simple to a labyrinth of problems when we added one set of parents to the mix. It was done because one of my team members was here alone and I thought it too unsafe for him to be here without his mom and dad knowing everything. I don't know them. I've never met them. I don't have much to say. I don't work with the desperate of Palm Springs because they tend to do what people with money or drugs say. Now I've learned another lesson about the other end of the scale. It's not good to work with wealthy people either because money is more important than the lives of the gay community.
So what was once a simple path to justice that would eliminate all of the implanted officers that are literally handing away private information on everyone they pull over to drug dealers and thieves...and the Chief who fucked me over, is now a convoluted mess of what did his employees do, what he can do to help them and what he can do to me to stop the easiest and most reasonable route to jail for the criminals. One philosophy vs. the other. Mine is based on years of experience with the federal judicial system and one is based on Hollywood movies. Personally, I don't care for movies any longer.
My work in this entire investigation was mandated by who I found out to be involved and what I have personally experienced with her. I know her friends to be extremely nonchalant about the child pornography, implantations of innocent people that did not volunteer, uncaring about people intentionally infected with HIV and unconcerned about drug dealing and usage. I've known this person for practically my whole life and what I know of her is violent, overly sexual, homophobic and a penchant to trade drugs for violence. That was just in high school...then came the ensuing years for my father, sister, brother in law, nieces, my mom and myself.
You see, I didn't see that there was any way out. People also know that there is no way Lori and Brian would give up someone like me to pursue others...I'm unique for them. I am from where they are. I represent a lie that got caught that could send them to jail. I represent an explanation for my brother in law's murder. I represent a person that Lori hates the most...I always have.
The worst case scenario has already played out...Bessie took my escape plan and money for an attorney from a sister that she knows has been brutalized by Lori in the background. Bessie took complete advantage of her and my mother. The worst case scenario has been the last eight years...without exception. There hasn't been one teency bit of movement on this case outside of my efforts on television, press and radio interviews. There hasn't been one single drop of anything that made anything easier...it's been gradually worse every single day. Nobody helps, they all just move away, but I can't. My money to do that is gone. I can't live alone, I can't do anything with an attorney and now my family lies to me about the missing savings.
This couldn't be a more difficult route because on one person's desire to help three people that never cared about anybody. Not one single effort was ever made by David, Missy or Bessie to help anyone but themselves and that's what screwed all the rest of us from ending this torture. Mind you, they are still either living with Lori now or hiding away with someone in the hills, like Bessie. I would hide too if I'd robbed my best friend's brother of this much money. It's a shamefully illegal thing...it's stolen. The tactics were 100% Lori Lafond like in the way that it was done too. What should have been an arrest was just an excuse to go live with their drug dealer.
As you can see, the focus was never on solving what was easy, it was all about making that harder than ever to do. One single arrest and conviction for a hate crime would have left the victims without anybody to harass them. The choice was to allow her to continue to hurt me, in favor of hurting others. That's the thanks I got for trying to be vocal about a crime that people are told not to talk about.
I did this because I've lived it for thirty plus years and there is no way that Lori and Brian are ever going to stop. My choice was to either try to stop them or live the rest of my live alone, without anyone to care. I chose what was legal. I chose what a reasonable and intelligent person would do. I came forward told all the ugly things about myself and now I wanted to see justice done. Not happening.
The reason that justice hasn't happened was because of a choice and money. None of which has to do with saving anyone's life. Sad. I think that what people need to realize most now is the tremendous sacrifice that someone would now have to make since he ruined everything for everyone that I hired to work for me. This person would have to admit to interfering with informants and using this system to defraud another person out of their savings account. He would essentially have to put himself down as a defendant...and that wasn't even something he had to do when he made the stupid decision to help three misfits.
If you expect this man to admit that he did something this wrong, you are not keeping up with these Kardashians. They don't go out of their way. They don't do anything to rock the boat. They are willing to handicap someone if they get close. I always feel like he is hoping something bad will happen to me. That's an awfully big price tag for helping his son. It's even more ridiculous to think there would be a price tag for a gift like that. There has been though...relationships, friendships, respect for my family members that allowed him to do this then lie, my own savings account...this was the price I had to pay for the opportunity to be tortured for ten extra years when we should have been finished in Sedona in 2010 of March.
This is what you get for being honest and truthful....fucked.
