Six meth addicts living in one squat house that none of them are paying for are starting to lose their minds. When all they do is sit around doing drugs and trying to threaten one person to get another person to lie for them...life becomes one big crime after another. Then you add the two most hateful lesbians in the history of women and their co-dependent relationship based on hurting men, you end up with a "fantasy" of domination and control without any control of their own selves.
Lori and Melissa...Lorissa, one name for the co-dependent relationship that exists between the stripper and the drug dealer. There is no doubt that these two women are at the very heart of the thirty plus years of torture suffered by the gay male population of Palm Springs. Now they think that they know exactly how to "handle" their own situation with ALL men. Lori is suffering from sado-sexual delusions while Melissa is thinking that she can control Jeffrey Katzenberg and his family with her giggle and jiggle routine.
Throw in Lori's fucked up brother that still believes that Jonathan Mendenhall is not only alive, but that he still is "in love" with Brian.
So what did the three come up with today?
The usual.
Let Lori do what she wants to Kevin and Jonathan as well as everyone else will listen to their plan. Unfortunately, Lori's drug use has escalated to the point where all of her sadist sexual behavior comes out in a day long speech about what her sexual fantasies are which she communicates to everyone through me. She sits at a microphone, while I am asleep and screams at me about all of her pedophile sex trafficking fantasies where men are tortured and little boys are molested.
There is nothing in this universe that is more sickening to me that child abuse and molestation. Lori has been abusing me since I was about 9 years old. Her need to tell me all about what she is fantasizing about nearly had me throwing up this morning when she was dream sequencing her fantasies to me. I hate her for this.
Something that many of you don't understand, but many of the victims do is what I call "dream sequencing". It is when this technology allows someone like Lori to force her thoughts upon you while you are asleep. Many of you don't know that when someone does this, the victim is forced to dream about the sickest things that Lori's mind can dream up. I hesitate to tell you all about them because Lori will act like it is something that I dream of. IT IS NOT SOMETHING THAT I WOULD EVER DREAM OF.
This is a real phenomenon. When someone is talking to you in your sleep, they guide your dreams into an unnatural state of REM. It is distressful, it is unhealthy and it is 100% forced upon the victim. It's like a rapist raping your mind over and over again without anyone in that squat house doing anything about it.
One thing that I am sure of is this. If any of you had to endure what I had to endure today you would know just how sick Lori has become. Her fantasies are all sexual, all violent, all predatory, all illegal and all the exact opposite of what I would ever do. My mind has never thought of the things that Lori vocalized today. The shit she talked about today was suppose to get Jonathan Mendenhall to talk to Junior (Brian). Lori has absolutely convinced her stupid assed brother that Jonathan will respond to this with love and affection for Brian. There is nothing further from the truth.
First of all there isn't a single bit of evidence from Jonathan's family that he is even alive. All of the information that I have from them is that he has been dead since Christmas Day 2010. I am literally being tortured because Brian can't get over a dead man's former slavery to his family. Make no mistake about it, Jonathan was a slave to both Lori and Brian for far too long. His life was unmanageable simply because Lori and Brian believed that they were both going to "rip off" Jonathan's parents and Jonathan was helpless to stop it. I am constantly being tortured because Brian is in love with a ghost. This is how much drugs are being taken inside of that squat house that someone is paying for. Who is paying for these six pedophiles to live in that house? Whoever it is, is responsible for what is being shoved into my head every single day of my life. I am not going to put up with one more second of Lorissa and Brian trying to hurt me because they can't get over something that happened over eight years ago.
Brian is such a fucking idiot he lets his sister do anything she wants and nobody, especially the Mendenhalls are doing anything to stop this.
Christopher is helpless to help me because Jeffrey won't let him do anything. He's emasculating him every single solitary day in favor of God only know what plan he's never had to help anyone. What kind of man puts another man's son through this day after day, year after year without one single bit of help??? Jeffrey is helpless to stop Lorissa because of his compliance with the two of them for the last ten years.
How many sociopath serial killers are allowed to exist without anybody saying anything about them because one man is afraid of his financial losses? Why in the world is Jeffrey sitting around doing absolutely nothing but telling everyone that knows the truth "not to say anything"? This is the 100% wrong advice to give to people unless he wants to see Lori and Melissa kill again.
My boyfriend is being "granted" the right to defend me. Instead, he has to sit and watch while Lori beats on my brain like a rapist trying to bludgeon my mind over and over again with the worst fantasies that she and her fucked up brother can come up with. This is all to get a "dead man's" attention? Huh? For what? Brian wants to "talk to Jonathan"? Last I heard from his own father was that Jonathan was dead. I heard it from his step mom. I heard it from his mom and sister. Jonathan is dead. So what is Lori trying to accomplish? Jonathan is dead and cremated. That's what I have evidence of. That's what the Mendenhall's told me. That's what the funeral home told me.
There isn't one shred of evidence to the contrary. He's dead. Why Lori is so concerned about it, I don't know.
As a matter of fact, the last thing I heard from Mrs. Monti was that her "friend" Dave, wanted me to "get over" the whole Christopher thing. A letter that I have published on this blog shows that Mrs. Monti and her daughter, Amanda, were mad at me for doing what she personally asked me to do. Keep in touch with her so that she knew that Christopher was safe. Because of Jeffrey, I haven't been able to do any of that. I can't do anything for any of them any longer because this is what the parents let stand and put me under the gun for. I am not impressed with the constant pressure that I am under to believe anything but that.
One thing that is very clear to me is that I am still the ONLY PERSON IN THIS FUCKING INVESTIGATION that acts like a normal REASONABLE, HUMAN BEING.
In the meantime, however, I am still trying to prevent all of those kids in those horrible kiddie porn movies that Lori and Brian made from having to go through what I am going through right now. If there is only one thing that I can accomplish in this entire lifetime it will be that Lori will NEVER PUT HER HANDS ON ANOTHER CHILD EVER AGAIN AND NEITHER WILL BRIAN. I don't care if she makes the biggest "I'm nothing like that" plea to whatever law enforcement agency she wants. I will not be Jeffrey Katzenberg. I will not allow another child to be treated like I was for his entire life again.
I would rather tell the world that Lori is a HUGE pedophile and suffer the consequence than let any child be molested, infected, drugged or raped by her again. If nothing else I said something...even if Jeffrey told you not to. What his problem is, I don't know. Maybe he just doesn't like kids or perhaps he doesn't believe Anthony or myself, but I know what Lori is like. I can't allow myself to not say something. I saw what she was doing and saying to me today and it wasn't something a child should ever have to endure.
This policy of "it's only Kevin so it's okay" is bullshit. I am the ONLY person that has tried to stop her publicly because she has made so many attempts on my life and she's had success with my brother in law already. I think that this continued policy of "telling everyone Jeffrey knows what he is doing" is punitive. I am being forced to be punished for trying to keep myself alive. What the fuck is his problem? Melissa told him not to "upset" Lori. You know what I say to that? FUCK LORI! Fuck her. She is nobody that needs to be protected from the law.
The problem has always been the "girls" against the "gay men" and Melissa has always opted for one of us, mostly me, getting the brunt of Lori's hatred. Even to the point where Lori has tried to kill me, Melissa has told people "not to get involved". What would happen in Lori was trying to kill Melissa and I told people "not to get involved"? I don't think she'd like me very much either would you Melissa?
Today Lori went on a 16 hour rant about what her own sexual pervert fantasies were and I had to sit through them all. You didn't see Jeffrey do anything but let that happen again. After 10 years he's still just telling everyone not to help and allowing every single attack on me that he can. He's not a very good man. That whole thing where he's Hollywood's most concerned producer and you should come to him if you are being harassed is bullshit. I went to him and he helped the rapist.
There needs to be a punishment and law enforcement for the harassment that both Lorissa and Jeffrey have shoved upon me. I am a victim of many violent crimes....and Jeffrey is helping them? He certainly isn't helping me. Asshole.
As a matter of fact, the last thing I heard from Mrs. Monti was that her "friend" Dave, wanted me to "get over" the whole Christopher thing. A letter that I have published on this blog shows that Mrs. Monti and her daughter, Amanda, were mad at me for doing what she personally asked me to do. Keep in touch with her so that she knew that Christopher was safe. Because of Jeffrey, I haven't been able to do any of that. I can't do anything for any of them any longer because this is what the parents let stand and put me under the gun for. I am not impressed with the constant pressure that I am under to believe anything but that.
One thing that is very clear to me is that I am still the ONLY PERSON IN THIS FUCKING INVESTIGATION that acts like a normal REASONABLE, HUMAN BEING.
In the meantime, however, I am still trying to prevent all of those kids in those horrible kiddie porn movies that Lori and Brian made from having to go through what I am going through right now. If there is only one thing that I can accomplish in this entire lifetime it will be that Lori will NEVER PUT HER HANDS ON ANOTHER CHILD EVER AGAIN AND NEITHER WILL BRIAN. I don't care if she makes the biggest "I'm nothing like that" plea to whatever law enforcement agency she wants. I will not be Jeffrey Katzenberg. I will not allow another child to be treated like I was for his entire life again.
I would rather tell the world that Lori is a HUGE pedophile and suffer the consequence than let any child be molested, infected, drugged or raped by her again. If nothing else I said something...even if Jeffrey told you not to. What his problem is, I don't know. Maybe he just doesn't like kids or perhaps he doesn't believe Anthony or myself, but I know what Lori is like. I can't allow myself to not say something. I saw what she was doing and saying to me today and it wasn't something a child should ever have to endure.
This policy of "it's only Kevin so it's okay" is bullshit. I am the ONLY person that has tried to stop her publicly because she has made so many attempts on my life and she's had success with my brother in law already. I think that this continued policy of "telling everyone Jeffrey knows what he is doing" is punitive. I am being forced to be punished for trying to keep myself alive. What the fuck is his problem? Melissa told him not to "upset" Lori. You know what I say to that? FUCK LORI! Fuck her. She is nobody that needs to be protected from the law.
The problem has always been the "girls" against the "gay men" and Melissa has always opted for one of us, mostly me, getting the brunt of Lori's hatred. Even to the point where Lori has tried to kill me, Melissa has told people "not to get involved". What would happen in Lori was trying to kill Melissa and I told people "not to get involved"? I don't think she'd like me very much either would you Melissa?
Today Lori went on a 16 hour rant about what her own sexual pervert fantasies were and I had to sit through them all. You didn't see Jeffrey do anything but let that happen again. After 10 years he's still just telling everyone not to help and allowing every single attack on me that he can. He's not a very good man. That whole thing where he's Hollywood's most concerned producer and you should come to him if you are being harassed is bullshit. I went to him and he helped the rapist.
There needs to be a punishment and law enforcement for the harassment that both Lorissa and Jeffrey have shoved upon me. I am a victim of many violent crimes....and Jeffrey is helping them? He certainly isn't helping me. Asshole.
