I pointed out, today, to the people that I've been working for some of the expense that I have had to go through to have to fight this crime on my own...you have to understand that I am alone fighting this on my end and I've had Laurie stealing from my retirement and the social security award that I had saved in order to fund the stuff that I was able to do without the help from anyone else. In the meantime, I had to fix cars that her brother would break, replace all of the things that she and her brother stole from me, relocate about three or four times because of them...and hire a private police watchdog group to do the inside investigation that the police refused to do. All in all, it wasn't cheap and it wasn't funded by my family or some private group, it came from me. I worked full time to do this. I had my social security disability from the problems caused by the HIV that Laurie allegedly gave me...and I had my job.
When nothing was getting done on this end and the police weren't investigating anything on my rape case, I was experiencing a lot of harassment from Laurie at my overnight job...since they couldn't accommodate my disability, I left and got unemployment insurance. Then my disability got cut off after 8 years. My unemployment ran out last week...now I am looking at returning to full time work for the rest of my life, thanks, in large part to the efforts not made by the people sent to help me. It has been an effort to do the things I've had to do, but nobody wanted to help me. Now I have to find a way to pay for my HIV drugs, get health insurance covered, pay for the home that my pregnant niece and her family live in and fight for the 600 victims of this crime....all because people that wanted to help me were told that someone else was going to...that didn't.
This was a situation that should NOT have happened. The plan was very clear. I had every single piece of evidence and every single witness that I needed to bring this case to closure 7 years ago but for the introduction of one man. That man now stands in the way of this project and I need him either to leave or get out of my way. He has promised, lied and cajoled his way into stalling this investigation for as long as he possibly can. Nobody in their right mind would do this to my family knowing what he knows has been done. He continues to take from me what is rightfully mine and my friends to try to hand it to someone else. I have given my soul to the victims and their families and he has given nothing. Make no mistake about it, he watched everything unfold and made no move to help me whatsoever. He continues to stand watch over the destruction of my life like some kind of vulture waiting to take what is left.
The kind of rhetoric this man has bullshitted everyone into believing is absolutely the kind of thing that the victims of this crime could not afford. His own son withers in credibility every single time he opens his fool hardy mouth.
I don't know how a billionaire can literally sit and watch someone like me spend his very last dollar trying to save his son from a lifetime of grief. I've never understood what it is that rich people get out of watching poor people suffer. My own team has had to watch while a second Lisa has emerged. A more bullyish and unfriendly wealthier version that neither cares about the pain and suffering that he causes and wants only to see his own plan succeed at the cost of my life destroyed. It's one of the hardest thing I've ever had to learn. Money destroys morality. It is something that I've heard about many times...this system completely allows the victims to understand the truest form of human greed and cruelty. The best of human beings become the most sadistic carefree bastards in the darkness of anonymity. Watching someone else suffer is some kind of wealthy person aphrodisiac. I've never known such cruelty and anger from someone that doesn't deserve the kind of respect he's been shown by so many other people. He's an ogre for sure and a capitalist until death.
