It was one thing when a little homophobic bitch and her trans brother decided that their life was so boring that they would spend the next thirty years trying to end mine, but it was quite another when the addition of a third party came in for "entertainment" purposes. Like a wealthy man paying an extraordinary amount of money to hunt big game in a fenced in park so he can feel "like a big hunter"...hunting a human being is so much more of a challenge. Isn't it?
For about nine years, after 28 long years before, I've had the absolute displeasure of being entertainment for a wealthy man whose bank account can afford to watch a stalker at work and, indeed, assist her in hunting her prey. How, might you ask, did he do this? You would have to ask my boyfriend to see what it takes to sell out a person you love to watch a game like this be played? Money? Career? What does it take to buy off a boyfriend or his mother? What does it take to buy of two police officers and whatever witnesses that I develop? How much money did it take to keep decent people from helping and how many wanted to help that he told not to? The sheer audacity of someone to sit and watch a human being get tortured and watch a family struggle through court trials, infections, a shooting death, an attempt to have another shooting death, a fake restraining order, a bludgeoning, an intentional infection of not only myself, but his own son...what is his fascination with the macabre? You want to know how much help he has given me? ZERO! NOTHING!
Katniss Everdeen in the Hunger Games even got gifts from the public...me, I get visitors to my home in the middle of the night. I get my trailer robbed. I get constant threats that he listens to every single day. I get stalked out of state. My sister's husband get misguided. My nieces are constant targets of Laurie's spoofed text messages. My work and coworkers are harassed...and what did the snob do? Nothing. He has, however managed to convince someone that I love to watch along with him, but not to get involved.
Is there anyone out there that thinks that whole concept is sick besides me? Am I wrong to question loving someone that would do this for any man or money? Am I the only healthy individual here that thinks that subjecting either of us to this is torture or some kind of masochist's dream situation? You have to understand that since my boyfriend went to jail and I basically exonerated him, he hasn't been able to talk to me at all...under strict command by the snob. Additionally, all of my best friends have stopped contacting me too...even one that is dead or not dead depending upon whose account you believe. Now, my question is for those of you out there that are sane...should I be involved with any of these people? Doesn't it seem quite unhealthy to proceed to justice with any of them?
I don't think that this entire situation is healthy for a normal person. I've tried very hard to act and react like a responsible victim of a crime would do...and once again, in Palm Springs' fashion, nothing here is like anywhere else in the world. If I could, I would leave...the country and not talk to anyone again. I'm serious. I can find better friends and better people to love me in a REAL way, not over a computer screen. This whole situation is like some kind of perverted psychology experience. The snob has his whole family and all of my friends watching this little bitch try to kill off each and every member of my family...and they enjoy it!
If you are a "FRIEND" of the snob you might want to let him know that this will end very badly for him and his family of onlookers should he continue this quest to watch me die at the hands of my lifetime stalker. Not only will he rue the day that he made the decision to "watch and wait" but he will also be responsible for the deaths that occur in the meantime. He is an ogre of a man. His need to constantly put himself before everyone else is his own problem He won't leave. He won't help. He won't stop telling people not to help me. That is the definition of a co-conspirator. I'm not the kind of person to fuck with. He knows far too well that his involvement with all of these families was based on my need to help them. He's done anything but that.
One thing that I would like to call to your attention everyone is this. The snob says that his first priority is to keep this technology and this bitch away from his family in Palm Springs, California. Why then did he chase her all the way to 29 Palms to where my family lives, the family she has hurt the most, the home of the largest Marine Corp Air Ground Combat Center in the world, just to sit and watch her do anything she wanted for the last 9 years? Why would he do that? He FLATLY REFUSES TO DO ANYTHING FOR MY FAMILY, BY THAT I MEAN, WARN THEM, THE WAY HE HAS WARNED MRS. MENDENHALL AND MRS. MONTI AND ALL OF YOU? What is his idea? Watch her kill all of us one by one? He hasn't ever made any kind of attempt to do anything but remove people that would talk to my parents to make them aware. What is his fucking problem now? Is he a voyeur? Is he a masochist? Is he interested in killing people himself? What in the world is he doing her testing my relationship with my boyfriend under impossible circumstances that he, himself, created???? What is your fucking snob assed problem?
This snob is an admitted hunter and avid gun fanatic. He enjoys the thrill of the chase. He loves the hunt. He isn't the kind of person that I would choose as my friend, but he won't leave. I can't get him to go...and he refuses to stop telling people to not help my family. Help me understand everyone, what is his fucking problem?
He says that he's trying to make me happy. He is failing miserably. He's lying to Christopher. He is lying to his son. He is lying to the police and he is lying to all of you. If he has told you that he has ever done anything but hurt me, he is lying. That IS the truth. Ask him yourselves. Call him now. Call his wife. It is time that he learns that a woman that has someone shoot at me, beats me senseless and rapes me, and infected me with HIV at 19 is DANGEROUS!!! NOT SOMEONE HE SHOULD BE PLAYING AROUND WITH LIKE THIS. HE DOES NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO TELL THE POLICE ANYTHING ABOUT NOT HELPING ME...HE IS, IN SHORT, THE WORLD'S MOST INFURIATING AND SELFISH MAN!!!
If you are a "FRIEND" of the snob you might want to let him know that this will end very badly for him and his family of onlookers should he continue this quest to watch me die at the hands of my lifetime stalker. Not only will he rue the day that he made the decision to "watch and wait" but he will also be responsible for the deaths that occur in the meantime. He is an ogre of a man. His need to constantly put himself before everyone else is his own problem He won't leave. He won't help. He won't stop telling people not to help me. That is the definition of a co-conspirator. I'm not the kind of person to fuck with. He knows far too well that his involvement with all of these families was based on my need to help them. He's done anything but that.
One thing that I would like to call to your attention everyone is this. The snob says that his first priority is to keep this technology and this bitch away from his family in Palm Springs, California. Why then did he chase her all the way to 29 Palms to where my family lives, the family she has hurt the most, the home of the largest Marine Corp Air Ground Combat Center in the world, just to sit and watch her do anything she wanted for the last 9 years? Why would he do that? He FLATLY REFUSES TO DO ANYTHING FOR MY FAMILY, BY THAT I MEAN, WARN THEM, THE WAY HE HAS WARNED MRS. MENDENHALL AND MRS. MONTI AND ALL OF YOU? What is his idea? Watch her kill all of us one by one? He hasn't ever made any kind of attempt to do anything but remove people that would talk to my parents to make them aware. What is his fucking problem now? Is he a voyeur? Is he a masochist? Is he interested in killing people himself? What in the world is he doing her testing my relationship with my boyfriend under impossible circumstances that he, himself, created???? What is your fucking snob assed problem?
This snob is an admitted hunter and avid gun fanatic. He enjoys the thrill of the chase. He loves the hunt. He isn't the kind of person that I would choose as my friend, but he won't leave. I can't get him to go...and he refuses to stop telling people to not help my family. Help me understand everyone, what is his fucking problem?
He says that he's trying to make me happy. He is failing miserably. He's lying to Christopher. He is lying to his son. He is lying to the police and he is lying to all of you. If he has told you that he has ever done anything but hurt me, he is lying. That IS the truth. Ask him yourselves. Call him now. Call his wife. It is time that he learns that a woman that has someone shoot at me, beats me senseless and rapes me, and infected me with HIV at 19 is DANGEROUS!!! NOT SOMEONE HE SHOULD BE PLAYING AROUND WITH LIKE THIS. HE DOES NOT HAVE THE RIGHT TO TELL THE POLICE ANYTHING ABOUT NOT HELPING ME...HE IS, IN SHORT, THE WORLD'S MOST INFURIATING AND SELFISH MAN!!!
