I think that possibly Jonathan Mendenhall is the only other person that hears as much negativity as I do every single day of his life. Steven Frey was berated, I'm sure, as well, but Laurie couldn't be too abusive to him and still get meth back when he and I were around each other. I know that he must have told her to leave me alone a million times, but, with Laurie, that only fuels her sexual need to punish. It's not a pretty sight.
I always think it is funny that Laurie tells targets, family members and strangers that she "works for the police department; practically the Chief of Police at night". Knowing that the police also know that her name IS Laurie and that her brother, Brian, is called "Junior" must make them cringe with embarrassment. How could anyone doing anything this illegal work for the police? Spying on people using illegally obtained cell phone numbers placed on RFID chips illegally put into the heads of gay men and women is so salacious and dirty that anyone that believes her has to be crazy right? Not so much...
Don't believe for a minute that the police will say that Laurie works for them, because to do that would mean that they would have do admit that this technology not only exists, but that they've known about it and did nothing. Here's the thing. I don't believe that the police were ever told the full truth about what this technology entails, where it came from, how it was used and how she put it in use with the LGBT community. She certainly didn't begin by telling them that she was going to use it to spy on the gays, or we would have had a hate crime from the beginning, involving the police. I sincerely doubt that anyone at the police department knew that she would allegedly use her own HIV to poison the gay community into which these chips were introduced. The police, on the other hand, also know that we have an alarmingly large number of people with HIV and STD's in our area than anywhere else in the country. This is a hot spot that Laurie has explained away as, "All gay men have HIV", which is a real problem for most of my team.
With forensic DNA analysis of the Blue Widow HIV virus, we can tell that I have only been infected ONE TIME in my entire 47 years. I know that it was in 1987 and I know that it was a woman whom did it. Knowing that this technology was also implanted inside of my head then makes it very obvious that the operator of this system is the person that infected me. No matter how many times Laurie will tell people how "promiscuous" I was or am, there is one thing for certain. If the Blue Widow hadn't infected me, I wouldn't be HIV positive and that's because I am very careful. There are members of my team that are the same way. It is a horrible misnomer that all gay men have HIV in our area, but it is true that the reason so many do is because of intentional infections by the Blue Widow. When you see the lengthy list of other STD's that come with the most recent mutation of the Blue Widow virus, you will understand that targets are not just given the HIV virus but a STD signature, so unique, that it could only come from one person whom is doing this on purpose. A woman that hates gay men and wants them dead. It's the only explanation. Now whom do we know that hates gay men this much. I only know Laurie...I've known her for a very long time.
I wanted to draw a bit of attention to something I just thought of too.
You all know that my skull was broken badly and that there was a tremendous amount of blood coming from my anus. Allegedly, the blood coming from my anus was primarily a woman's blood. First and foremost that blood tells us a story. It goes like this. At some point, inside of Steven Frey's home, a woman, came inside of his bedroom and put her blood in my anus. I think that we can all agree that there is no accidental way that could be there. When you see how much there was, I think that you will agree that it was in such a quantity that she meant it to cause me to get an infection. I wasn't using meth at the time. In fact, I'd gone to bed early that night and didn't wake up until the afternoon the next day.
Forensic toxicology allegedly will show, that either myself or the woman had methamphetamine in their system. Meth does not put you to sleep. I know that, if they knew what they were looking for, in that blood, they would also find the tranquilizer used to subdue me and render me unconscious until the next day. So if I was given the tranquilizer so that the woman could place her blood in my anus, then she would be the likely contributor of the methamphetamine (and likely GHB). One drug to knock someone out and another drug to make her sexual and awake.
If there are two DNA reports from the Department of Justice lab, the first showing two attackers and myself, the second showing only myself, then whom benefited from the second report? Obviously, the rapists (and the cops if the rapists were the people using electronic surveillance to inform them about crimes in the gay community). So what cop saw both reports and opted for the "rapists go free" report? Lt. Bryan Reyes is that cop; ask him why?
My skull was also broken. It is safe to assume that the woman is responsible for that too except one thing. There is a male hand in the picture taken of my face being punched out. This would mean that the woman's blood in my anus is the likely photographer of that photograph unless there was someone else present. So what we have here is two suspects. One woman, one man. You will also note on the photo used for advertising of the art show that both a man and a woman are given credit for the picture.
Here it is:
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| click for larger There are definitely pictures from the morning I was raped. I know that Steven Frey knows whom made this card too...I showed it to him after I received it at my home and he was irate with the "voices in his head" that night. My point is that "voices in my head" told me that they were responsible for what happened. Someone told Officer Kelley Fieux that I reported being in a car accident at the emergency room at the hospital. That was completely untrue. Someone also told him that I wasn't telling the truth before he came to my home. That was obvious, unless he treats every rape victim as horribly as he treated me. The person that told him this must have some reason for lying to him because I know it isn't the truth and now that he can see my injuries, I'll just bet he knows whom it is. My point to all of you is this. "Voices in your head" from electronic harassment victims is far different than with schizophrenic patients. Schizophrenic patients don't get raped by their voices, they simply hear them. It is also important to note that there isn't any kind of late developing schizophrenia, people don't just get it when they are 30 years old. It starts about 11 years old and develops from there...it isn't possible for me to know the things I know because some fake voice told it to me, it's because it is a real person on a microphone watching what I think. It's the only explanation there is. I think a lot of the "fear" comes from knowing that you have been raped before and knew little or nothing about it. Cops implanted with these devices have no idea what that is like. One of them should see how tremendously effective this tranquilizer is that the siblings use so that someone can see how easily this has been accomplished. When you know that someone has touched, beaten, infected and abused you without any memory...there is a certain amount of fear that they will do it again. I allege that Laurie and Brian have done this to me about four times over twenty eight years, but I'm sure they've done more to others that they lived closer to. The verbal abuse in the interim times is just as abusive and just as harmful. Police need to understand that if a woman that was raped was being called by her rapist on a phone call that she couldn't hang up, they would be irate. This is worse. Not only can't I hang up the phone, Laurie knows what I am thinking and doing all day long. This is why this humiliation is worse than any kind of rape that ever was. It allows the rapist to manipulate their victim far more than a single encounter rape. It gives the rapist exactly what she wants, complete access to be violent to anyone she wants that is already a rape victim. How many rapists would love to know what their victim thought or what legal steps he took to have the rapist caught. The reason that my sexual assault wasn't solved or investigated the normal way is because the rapist knew whom to manipulate and lie to. There is no other reason. A rapist is a person whom loves control and violence. They often think of rape as a sexual act because control and violence is a sexual feeling to them. The rape victim, in our case, does not consider what happens to them sex, in any capacity. I like to tell Laurie that she has "sex with a corpse" in that case, because I was, in no way, there when it happened. Physically my body may have been beaten and sodomized with her blood, but my consciousness was not there...the tranquilizer that they use renders a victim paralyzed and completely unconscious, though I have heard that the body does show emotion and some victims even tell her to stop! It's like a temporary consciousness...that goes blank once you are rendered back to sleep. Paralyzed inside of your own body is what I've been told...that picture sure makes me think that. Verbal abuse suffered by the victims of this crime is heightened by the methamphetamine and GHB that keeps our terrorists awake night and day, mostly without any sleep. The most horrid things come out of Laurie and Brian's mouths when they are trying to "put the fear of God" in their victims. This is what they say when they want to keep a victim quiet; they want the victim to FEAR THEM. I don't fear any woman or man and God has nothing to do with that emotion anyway. The only person that I know that is trying and has been for decades to hurt, scare, physically abuse and verbally violate me is Laurie. She' s the only person there is. She's a little midget of a terrorist, but a terrorist nevertheless. |
