What you will read today is a cleansing of bad past friendships and an association with someone whom pretends to be a humanitarian but forgot how to be human. I know when you read today's posts you will all say, "Laurie did it again", but the truth is that this time she had a whole lot of help. The choice to make the world a better place is something that I'd hoped to do with friends that understood, but all they understood was making the world a better place for themselves. I guess that's just another lesson learned in a lifetime of disappointing friendships. I wouldn't wish Laurie LaFuck on anyone, not even the people that screwed me over for the last seven years. Nobody deserves her and her brother. Nobody.
Wouldn't it be great if you could just jump into the air and keep on going? No bottom, no ocean, just floating in air far away from the problems that everyone keeps heaping upon you day after day. Think of all the silence you could enjoy. The freedom to be whom you want to be without fear of anyone bringing you down. It's almost like heaven...but Earthen enough to replenish your soul. The ability to let go of land, to soar, to swoop, to glide...I've never glided. Have you?
Wouldn't it be great to have just one perfect day? To do something that you've never done before and find out that you're good at it? To be so comfortable in your surroundings that you didn't care if anyone saw you or if a whole crowd was watching. A day where you forgot something horrible for an entire day. A day where nobody knew who you were and everyone wanted to. One perfect day. One beautiful silent sunset.
I'd like to think of a day without anyone I cared about in it. A day where my mind was in touch with my body, but my soul was directing my movement. To be light enough to be carried by the wind...to drift.
What I thought I needed, I didn't. What I didn't need, I got. Where in the world is a place without her....
