The word used for someone that hates everyone and everything is Misanthropist. That's a good thing for Laurie because if it was called a MAN-anthropist, she'd probably hate that too. I can't tell you how many times I've heard Laurie say, "I hate everyone and everything." I think that just shows her antisocial behavior. The truth of the matter is that she is the exemplary "depressed lesbian in black" that Hollywood has seen far too much of in film. You know the kind; the brooding, self loathing, antisocial girl that sits in the back of the room quoting Edgar Allen Poe's "The Raven"...nevermore.
I am what you would call an Altruist. I've often said that it was easier for me to pursue this project for someone else than it was to do it for myself. I often put my friends before me because I know I can pull through. The helpful part of me comes from both my mother and my father and the intelligence comes from my grandfather whom was a really great man. This blog is proof positive that I care about people more than Laurie ever could. However, she cares more about herself than anyone ever could. I almost think that her selfish concerns for her own life are just about matched by my love for my friends and our community.
Just look at what the difference is. I put myself out there and have never pretended to be anyone but who I am. Across the board my friends know I'm gay and most of them know I have HIV. I've had relationships that my straight friends knew whom my partner was and my family has met them. I have nothing to hide when it comes to my income, my friendships, my family and how I feel about this crime. Laurie, on the other hand has done quite the opposite. Claiming that she's a "private person" that works for the public is a ridiculous thing to say. When you work for the County or State or a City, you are a public figure that is held up to the scrutiny of the people whom pay for your job. I've told police and all of you that I would gladly submit my blood for HIV genotyping to see whether or not Laurie's blood infected me. I know it couldn't be the other way around because we've never been in the same room alone together that I was consenting to. I've never had sex with her or any woman and I know I've never used a needle. It would be impossible for me to have infected her because I only have one infection that comes from a woman. Her DNA strand indicates that she got this from someone other than me.
I've spent years protecting my co-workers and bosses from this person because I cared about their safety and privacy. Laurie kept lists of whom these people were so that she could "do something to them". There is a huge difference between who I am and whom she is and claims to be. There is only ONE Laurie, not a combination of fifty that she makes up. So what's her story? Well, I can tell you this, she's a liar, she pretended to be someone she wasn't to get me arrested, she's sent me emails about things from my family's past and she is a gossip mongering back stabber for trying to come across as a "friend" to my sister. That's just whom she is. The rest of her story isn't as clear as mine is. I'm afraid of nothing from my past, but Laurie is very afraid of my past and how it involved her.
I love almost everyone I know. Laurie hates them all and says she doesn't know them. Now how could she hate my friends and not know them? This whole thing about workplace violence is very disturbing. I would no sooner frequent a place where she works than walk into a white supremacist meeting with an "I'm a Homosexual" T-shirt on. She's violent, I'm passive. I'm literate, she's um, limited. I'm educated, she's sex-educated. I'm a gay man, she hates gay men but wants to have sex with them. How many times do you think she's claimed to have relationships with men that "turned out to be gay"? 10? 20? Guess what folks, they were all gay friends of mine to begin with. She's not capable of being herself, I can't be anyone but myself.
Why, all of a sudden, after years of being gay and happy, would I start bringing back the worst memory of my entire life...factually....Laurie LaLoser? Why? I wouldn't, that's why. Just like before she contacts people that know me and thrusts herself upon me like some kind of wild banshee. It's disgusting.
