Yearbook Friendships: Why Laurie's Information Is So Limited (to what a person can say in my yearbooks that is)

 I often wonder, why it is that so many people that know me don't get that what Laurie is telling you is from the yearbooks that she stole from me.  From 1983-1986, all of my yearbooks have been stolen.  One, the red 1984 yearbook, was stolen while I was in San Diego, the rest later in Palm Springs.  I only noted the Red one was stolen because of it's color.  I'm not one that is big on reminiscing.  What I've heard it that Laurie uses these yearbooks to find out whom my friends were/are and then reads what they wrote so she can have something in common with them when she tries to meet them.  She acts like she was their friend in high school then uses whatever they wrote as a platform for a discussion.  I've also heard that she's defaced all of them.  Just like you see here.  I can only imagine the things that she's said about me to friends.

This also proves that Laurie was never a friend of mine or any of my friends.  They would know instantly if they knew her.  Using facts that she gleans from a yearbook signature and statements provides her with some kind of sick nostalgia for a past that never existed with her in it.  You can bet that in the future, if we do recover these yearbooks that they will be full of markings like you see here, like a hit list of people that she just has to meet and pretend to be friendly with from the past.

I will remind all of you that she also, at one point, stole all of the diaries that I wrote from the time I moved into a new apartment in San Diego until they were stolen from a home where mortgage fraud was used.  These diaries are a retelling of my experience as a victim of stalking by gangs and electronic surveillance.  They are a perfect record of how I felt and what was going on.  Laurie probably thought that there were sexual references in them.  There aren't.  It was mostly about a man that came to terms with his homosexuality and relationships.  A man that didn't want to use drugs anymore, became consumed with the stalking and drugs, and tried to find a way out.  I really miss having them.  They were a good measuring stick as to how far I have come.  It is rumored that my team did recover them and is using them to match up dates and times to a timeline for Brian and Laurie.

In those diaries the only time that Laurie is mentioned was the day of or day after I was asked to perform confidential informant work for Bryan Anderson which bolsters my claim that even though I don't like Laurie, I still keep those feelings to myself when someone presents himself as a friend.  I'm a gentleman.  Then, as now, I can't believe that Sgt. Anderson would ever be friends with such a horrible person.  I wrote about that in my diary...then I sort of just stopped.  I don't like to think about this girl, there isn't anything positive I can take from having known her at all.