Hey, what did you leave in your car last night? Do you remember? Your cell phone and you always think, "Thank God, nobody saw this laying here" or your check book...or purse/wallet. How about your favorite Sam Smith CD? Your flashlight, your pepper spray, your favorite T-shirt? Do you know what's in your trunk? It's locked so nobody's really getting in without a crowbar...but what's in there?
What I want to tell you about is how my life really is knowing that Brian and Laurie LaTweeker live too close for comfort.
Besides the obvious...I have a camera in my room on me at all times because I don't want to get sexually assaulted again. Call me crazy, but having a Coke bottle rammed up your butt isn't something you want to wake up to the next day. A day with Laurie and Brian and Christian and Leah watching your every move while they look at Laurie's List of Things to Steal from Kevin is an all day affair. She took off "innocence" years ago when she allegedly infected me with HIV...
So here's what it's like.
HIV meds, have to take them every day and can't miss a dose. So I have to know where they are at all times. When I come to work I bring everything with me. I have a toothache now so I am taking antibiotics, something Laurie needs for her infections, so those have to come to work too. I took my new camera, my laptop, my password disc then I have to go around the house and double lock every door and window. Brian's been in this home three times and now I'm finding out, had his cousin "take pictures" of my room so that Laurie can inventory everything. There's a small dog outside that I should bring in...we've already had one Rotweiller suspiciously let out of the yard and the other mysteriously died.
I can't go to the store and buy food because if it sits in the fridge or in a cabinet too long it can be fucked with. I often wonder about my coffee and creamer....but some things you just have to buy.
I set interior alarms. Check the locks again...make sure my cat is behind three locked doors...and then I get in my car.
Remember, she's allegedly stolen everything I owned once. She's stolen from me since I was 19 years old. She's stolen my broken tooth. She's stolen dental molds. She's stolen cameras, computers, t-shirts, work shirts...basically she wants everything I own. Tonight was a particularly bad night because my family required that I be at a birthday party where everyone in my family would be...she knows that....and that's prime time to rob. So while I'm sitting at a birthday party all I can do is hope that someone won't let her rob me or kill the dog outside.
My family wouldn't understand if I said, "Mom, I can't come because Laurie and Brian might rob me," because nobody has had the decency to stop them in the past.
If I buy a CD and leave in my car or have something in the trunk of my car and forget it's there...Christian and Leah will tell her and it can be stolen with the key that Brian already took from my parent's home one night when we had another family outing. My team is good at protecting themselves, but I'm not really all that safe.
I can't leave a door unlocked, my mail in my mailbox and if I am waiting for a check to come, I literally have to wait by the mailbox so that Laurie won't steal it. She knows when I file my taxes and I can't have them automatically deposited or she will open an account with my name on it and transfer all the monies out...and I will be broke again. I have to cash every single check I get and keep the money locked inside a safe at my family's home...which she and Brian have threatened to steal again and again. Telling my folks about it does no good....Laurie pretends to think that their anniversary date is the combination but I don't have any idea what it is....35 years of stalking me has provided her with this kind of information.
Anything is up for grabs...and if you think that being a few feet from my car is safe, think again...Brian has already broken into my sister's car, allegedly with her sleeping only feet away....leaving the car door open when he left so as to not wake her. That's scary isn't it?
If I fill prescriptions I have to ensure that the pharmacist checks my ID on every pickup...if I don't Laurie will try to pick them up for herself.
If I buy anything new, there is a good chance it will go on Laurie's list of things to steal from me...anything from air fresheners, to cologne, to Proactiv (which I have stopped ordering because it will get delivered in the mailbox and stolen), to toilet paper to gloves or sunglasses...or just about anything. If I buy something for Christopher like I did in Las Vegas...it is highly sought after...Laurie wants it and would do almost anything for it.
If I tell Laurie to stay off of my property she acts like she has some right to be there or to come in. She thinks she will someday befriend my niece and her husband and that they will allow her entrance. Yes I've changed the locks and yes I've taken precautions...but the bottom line is that anything I own has been put on a list for theft.
I have to think of everything all the time if I want to keep it.
Then I get to work on the blog and tell all of you about it so that if she does dare steal anything else from me...I can tell the police whom to look for and that I predicted that she would steal it. She has shown that she knows where I live, where my parents live...legally....and she has the advantage of knowing where I am every single minute. I've not published my current address, but she knows that too and I can prove it using court documents. She's confronted my sister, "off and on for thirty years" and I can prove it. She told a lawyer she knows "nothing about me" since high school, yet she's been talking to my sister for thirty? About what? Why hasn't my sister told me anything about it? What did she tell her?
