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Friday, December 6, 2013

What To Do? It's Really A Balancing Act...Today's Dilema. The Answer: I'm No Dwight Howard...I'm More of a Jordan Farmar!!!!

When it comes to electronic harassment there are two things that I am obligated to...the victims and the project.  

I spend and am spending so much time on this that my friends all ask me, "so when is this going to happen?" A very very unsatisfying question for me.

I have been arrested seven or eight times without any convictions, raped, boyfriend jailed...so on and so forth.  My story, our story...is the best in the world.  It has more heart and soul than any other story and I say that with all the love in the world for other Targeted Individuals.  My story encompasses almost every friend I have ever made...that's what makes it special.

Now that electronic harassment is in the public eye and is about to be the stuff of television pilots and series...what do I do with the best story never told???

My initial thought is with, "What have others done with their 'dream projects' and whom have they worked with on telling their story?"  The only answer is Jeffrey Katzenberg and his wife Marilyn, with David Geffen and Steven Spielberg...that's the answer right?

Historically you look at whom I admire and they all go with Jeffrey and Marilyn...Eminem with "8 Mile", Kim Bassinger wins an Oscar for L.A. Confidential, Avril Lavigne, Erin Brockovich...and on and on...they may not all be DreamWorks, but they all go there.  Every rap artist, every great gay actor...all of them know what is best.

So when courted by other production companies with their chops salivating...I have to be strong with a company that I court, but basically ignores me.

It's like I just want to play for the best team regardless of the contract...I know I have the talent...I don't want the Kobe Bryant deal...I want the one year Jordan Farmar.  I want to kick start the second team into the best in the league..I want to prove my worth.

And that's when I made the call....I'm no Dwight Howard...I'm Jordan Farmar.  Just give me a chance Jeffrey...I'll walk through brick walls too. I won't leave the team and I'll practice all the time.  Our second string will  be the envy of the entire world...but I have so many considerations.  I have to save Christopher, my family and my friends.

Coach K. would tell me to stay in school and get my degree from DreamWorks...help me out Jeff!!!