I am really trying to stay positive about this investigation, but I am growing increasingly concerned about the suppression of evidence by the police and others. This kind of suppression should be presented to a prosecutor when it is available, not when one person decides that it is the right time for him/her. What transpires is that the danger increases in the public for the very kind of evidence that isn't being shown. This is not part of my agenda. I post everything I have as soon as I get it. It's important.
This kind of evidence suppression has led to more attempted murders, burglaries, pet deaths, and terror in 29 Palms, California. When a fugitive criminal is suspected of murder, attempted murder, rape, and the like, the people with the evidence should speak up to protect the most obvious of targets in our small town. I am so disappointed in the way this has been handled.
For the past few weeks, I was looking at rewarding the time and effort made by my so-called "team". I do this because there are many ways to create more income for these people who have shown that law and order is more important than the LaFond Family secret. What I am finding out, however, is that one person continues to shut down all efforts to make this project something to be proud of. I am proud of myself. There isn't any other evidence that I can point to other than my own. Still it is more than enough. Crime lab reports that are hidden? Restraining orders for employees that don't exist? Stolen bail money not tracked down? Stolen bank accounts hidden from view? This kind of treatment is what I have grown all too used to. So now I will be thinking of a different way to reward the people who wanted to do the right thing but didn't. It's not as lucrative, but it is still substantial.
Rather than concern myself with assisting these good people with a way to build lasting wealth for their families and their own projects, I will likely donate a single amount that they can all divvy up equally and be done with it. The amount is not as significant as the amount I was willing to invest in them, because I feel like they don't listen to anything I have to say or feel. I have to go through the wrong channels to do the right thing. I don't think that is something I would be interested in. So I am figuring that a one-time donation for the people who worked day and night to help prosecute Lori would be a better fit. This is something that Mr. Big won't hate me so much for.
Instead, Mr. Big can figure out a way to reward the people whom he forced not to do the right thing. When I wanted my family to be safe, he told everyone not to. I think that kind of irresponsible behavior only shows the level of discourse this anti-Lori group shows for me and my family. Mr. Big has repeatedly put my life in danger from a person that he well knows has made multiple attempts on my life. She's already killed my brother-in-law and tried to kill his son and wife. His level of incompetency continues to grow as his level of assholeishness rises to greater heights. I need not help people who won't do something for my family that I did for theirs. I appreciate their singular, individual efforts. I work as a team or I don't work.
I tried to show y'all help, hope, and opportunity. I know what a middle finger looks like. Thanks.
There is so much evidence of Lori's crimes and warrants for many. The issue of identity is erased with fingerprints and DNA. Is there any reason for anyone not to be able to provide better information to a suitable prosecutor who isn't related to anyone? It is about the quality of these individuals that makes me wonder. Was I wrong? Did I really pick people who would condemn me to live with this monster for the rest of my life? Did I really choose people who would put my sister's life in danger? I've sat and watched while members of my family were contacted by Missy Erickson and set up for tragedy with my family. This is Mr. Big's problem. Why didn't he do something? Lori tried to burn my home down, and he still did nothing. I'm finished thinking that I have a responsibility to people who would allow that to happen without any kind of help.
In another case, Lori poisoned someone whom I love dearly. Rather than go to the hospital or try to tell the doctors the truth, they almost let her die. I don't think that I have much faith in this "team" of individuals any longer. Lori tests people to see what she can get away with. Arson and poisoning seem to be on the "OK" list. We already know that "burglary", "bearing false witness", and "drug dealing" are also "OK". So is child pornography and child abuse on film. "OK" too. When is the line ever going to be drawn? I can't imagine Mr. Big going anywhere but jail.
I would have liked to create better circumstances for the people who helped fight against Lori Jean LaFond, but there aren't any. So instead, I'll make a tiny percentage of what I am capable of providing instead of a life-changing amount. Ungrateful people deserve an ungrateful reward.
Kevin
