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Wednesday, September 22, 2021

I Still Don't Know A Life of Privacy, How Am I Supposed To Plan A Future With A Serial Killer After Me

 


One of the most difficult things to explain about the victims of this crime is their stunted emotional growth.  Being "made into" a person that you are not, is a very difficult position to be in, especially the way that Lori does it.  Whereas there are people that are "failures to launch",  I feel like I've been launched and brought back to the launch pad so many times that I'm just those solid rocket boosters that fall off before they reach space.  I'm simply here to get the main ship out of our atmosphere.   Then they pick me up out of the ocean and return me to the launch pad to do it again, and again, and again.   Once, however, I did reach space.   I loved it.  I thrived.  I wanted a future and had one.  Lori remotely, forced my return, back to the launch pad again.  Trip cut short, just enough to make me want it again.

It's a cat and mouse game that Lori Jean LaFond just loves to play with her stolen military system.  I am not without my faults, but I want everyone to know that when I had an expectation of privacy, Lori listened it.  Many times.  Like when I was diagnosed with HIV.  Or when I was shot and my job sent me to mandatory counseling, and Lori listened in and called my boss to tell him what she'd learned.   There really aren't any avenues for me do discuss truthfully what this is like because there is no psychology professional that I know of that would accept that I am a victim of electronic harassment, in particular, voice to skull hearing, though it is seen in society with people like Dr. Stephen Hawking, who communicated verbally from his thoughts to a computer translator that spoke for him.  Think about it...do you know what Stephen Hawking's voice really sounds like?  He also wrote novels, using only his brain.  He couldn't do this without the brain computer interface that takes EEG's and translates them into thought.

Although scientists can accepts that Dr. Hawking could do this and did, they can not get the psychologists to accept that this could happen in the general public so counseling is no good for me.  Until they are able to do that you go to your next level.  That would be your family and friends.  Now we have a situation with me and others where Lori has been contacting our friends and family long before we need them to understand what we are experiencing.  Lori has spied on us for so long that she knows certain details that nobody else would.  You see her magic trick includes a team of friends that learn everything about you for years.  In my case it was something like from 1987-2003...that's a long time for someone to learn you.  In my case, it's Christian Johnson but Brian LaFond is just about as good.  Fortunately for me, Jonathan Mendenhall had this ability too and he is my true friend.

So as much as learning me was important for Lori, as it turns out, it also helped me in ways too.  Lori can spread lies, rumors and truths, but for me, the truth was far more important than the lies she was telling.  I figured if there were people that were on this system that knew the truth, they would understand that I would never have been near Lori LaFond.  We weren't friends. She is easily obsessed with people that she has hurt in the past.  Even implanting and infecting me with HIV was a set up.  I was lured to Palm Springs to meet the person that eventually I stayed overnight with and it was then that we went to the home in Cathedral City on Treasure Chest, that Lori was residing in.   He took me there and I wasn't interested in staying so we went to his place in Warm Sands, and when I slept (was knocked out) Lori used a needle and infected me.  No sex, infection.  Implantation.

Lori had many years of using this system back in junior high school and high school.  She had already followed me to U.C. Riverside and sent Doug C. to visit me, someone she used in high school to terrorize me.  She stole stuff out of my vehicle.  This was all in preparation for my infection and implantation.

So what you are hearing from me is all about how am I supposed to deal with a situation where my parents don't know what this is, my sister doesn't, my friends that do have been sent away, and my friends that don't know will think it is because of drugs since Lori LaFond went around telling everyone that was what it was.  It has nothing to do with drugs.  It has to do with spying on a person's thoughts.  Lori has learned to manipulate those thoughts into a way of stealing, infecting, raping, implanting, blackmailing, defrauding, endangering, and all the kinds of things that a person usually deals with on a case to case basis, that's my life all the time.  I don't get to joy, happiness, love, friendship, comradery, comfort, safety, and all those feelings because now she is here and going after my sister again.  Or my nieces.  I am always in a position of protecting with as little information as I could have because nobody would tell the truth.  Normally, I would not have believed me...but then it happened to me and I can't explain it well enough to get people to tell the truth before she kills again.

Now there is another problem.  I'm not 20 years old any longer.  Haven't been for a very long time.  I'm 53 and how can I plan for a future when at present someone keeps taking from me what I save for my own life.  It's there one minute, the next it's gone.  Lori loves to play antagonist and she forces her friends to do things that will keep me in fear, impoverished, not credible, and she tends to make herself look like some kind of safety monitor by doing stuff like returning a contractor's belt to my father, that she stole, then explaining that it was left at her mother's home.  No it wasn't.  She stole it from my father's home, out of his truck.  Then she tells my sister, "Don't tell your father it was stolen, just say this..." and on and on.  I can only do as much as people are willing to understand.  But if you are one of these victims, you know all too well that what is normal, is the abnormal, with you.

Here's where I have a major problem.  All of the victims that have been harassed by Lori have been confronted by police officers...whether they were breaking the law or not.  We know that the officers are implanted and there are very few people that haven't heard about the urban legend of Palm Springs.  One way is that we have the list of officers that are implanted.  Lori didn't rape them to get the microchips inside, she just lied, accessed police emails, and defrauded them into using these illegal devices.  I have a former cop on my team that knows Lori did this.  She calls it some kind of military name, like, "Special Forces Unit" or "Special Ops"...that comes from Lori's father's job with the military and her military upbringing.  Remember, Lori stole this tech from 29 Palms MGACC.  She has a list of people that were once implanted on that base before she stole the hardware too.  Some of those people have had their lives turned upside down, especially if Lori obsessed over them or had a problem with one of them.

The problem is that the police absolutely know who did their implants.  It was Lori LaFond.  I know how she got this tech.  It isn't her father's, it is the USMC's and Department of Navy.  The people that were once using this tech apparently could use computers to track their own people?  That's what Lori says, but the truth is that Lori didn't just steal a computer chat room, she stole everything that it takes to implant people and have them monitored and have them switched on and off.  In other words, when she got kicked out of military dependence, it was because she stole the ability to implant an entire community of non-military people so that she could stalk them.  If the police know who did this to them, then why don't they know it is the same person that raped and implanted us.  We weren't told it was mandatory to be implanted to live in the LGBTQ community.  No that required a drugging and a rape.  Period.

They are taking information that Lori gathers from her rape victims and from Verizon wireless database, and using it to effect arrests.  Lori gets police promoted for arrests and we get a rap sheet...both of us are hearing the same woman, but one person gets promoted and we get shoved out of our lives.  You see Lori is jealous of anyone that succeeds, but when it is me, it makes her feel like a failure.  I'm her poster child for this kind of torture.  A successful good looking guy with lots of friends, and look what Lori can do to him.  When the poster child does something that helps him, Lori is supposed to be able to stop that from happening.  Thus we have a missing bank account with $35,000 in it.

I came back to this Hell, 29 Palms, because there was no place else left to go.  I stayed to bank money.  I did that all on my own with the help of my mother.  When I was ready to take on the police department for that crime lab report, Missy, David, and Bessie, working for Jeffrey, took that money by defrauding my sister and abusing my mother.  This is classic elderly abuse. 

Even now, there was an accident where I live and Lori wants to stoke the fires of  that situation with my roommates/family.  She's trying to get my nephew pissed off at me for not fixing what I broke, but I haven't seriously had a day off since the accident happened.  So Lori now wants to push the issue with him knowing that it would make me mad at Jeffrey for continuing to keep my money when I need it for repairs.  So I either have to work every minute I can OR I have to get the money from Jeffrey by confronting my sister.  This is why this whole situation is pressure.

There are hundreds of cases of Lori doing this to families.  My friend Kevin's parents don't have nearly the relationship with him that they should have because Lori ruined his reputation with them.  Same thing with Jonathan.  Same thing was happening with Christopher.  Same thing with Anthony...and so on and so forth.  You see, these implants don't dissolve, they stay.  So now Lori wants to cause another fight between me, my nephew and my sister both of whom know that my money was stolen but aren't allowed to talk about it with me.  Jeffrey's rule. 

Then there is life after HIV expected death...how do you plan for a future when you have a future killing serial killer stalking you?  I just want to know how any of you people that know this case live with yourselves.  If you know me, you know I'm honest, I work all the time, I am without means or friends, and Lori is trying to have someone hired at my work to cause more damage.  She even did this in San Diego at the courts by having one of my ex's hired.  Someone I wasn't particularly wanting to work with.    It's a cycle.  She is a death causer.  Look at every single person she lives with and they all have HIV, tuberculosis, and other problems.  Why isn't that home being stopped.  They don't have the right to continue to harass anyone but especially when they have infectious diseases.  This is serious.  Lori is once again attempting to use my nephew against me.   I love him to death but he isn't as informed as he should be.  Neither is my sister.  Whomever is keeping them uninformed is setting up a potential danger for me and my family.

Lori has killed before like this...using misinformation and text messages.  I don't like my family being used.  I want her family to get involved with stopping her for good.

I also wanted to hit on the fact that since I'm 9 years old, I have NEVER KNOWN WHAT PRIVACY IS!  Nothing...from the times she called my sister to tell her where to find some weed in my foot locker, to telling my friends that I have a kid (which I don't but told myself so Lori would spread the lie), to my boyfriend and girlfriend being contacted, every fraternity brother she could find and on and on.  Lori spies on me so much she forgets to wash her ass crack and everything else.  She's afraid she is going to miss something.  It's typical tweeker behavior to not get off the computer, but this is a serial.  She now is contacting my family, again, switching phone numbers again...so what she is looking for is another result like the one she caused with my brother in law and her uncle.  There is a word for it.   Setting up potentially dangerous situations and waiting for the results...it's a major crime.

Lori continues to contact my family and sends them mixed messages.  Both are aimed at making me look bad or being angry with me.  She has mental problems that big she forgets that she can't possibly know about the things she is telling either person.   It's also a very important reason why I have to write things on here.  Some things I think of, some come from conversations, and some are written on this blog.  Lori can't keep any of that straight so she makes mistakes.