I did try...I just wish someone, anyone, else had too.
There is a feeling that I get when I realize how I've been ignored for doing the things that nobody else was willing to do. I followed the advice of a policeman that ignored the very rape he told me to report. When he got the crime lab report, he didn't come to me and tell me what it said, nope, it just sat there for over a year without a single word from him to myself, my father, my mother or anyone. He then did nothing to stop his own chief of police from covering the crime with the rapist herself. It's a really sad feeling to have, but when you hear what Lori has to say during my rape, you'll find that she knew he wasn't going to stop her, no matter what.
She tells me, during the rape, that Bryan hates my family and that he won't do anything to stop her. Point blank.
It's so sad when the rapist is right.
This is the same cop used in a bogus restraining order as a cover for Lori LaFond, City of La Quinta employee. A "four year relationship" Lori claims with the same cop that kept bringing her name up when I would see him. One time he brought her name up three days before she brutally raped me and sodomized me with her frozen blood. I've seen the actual report and you know what? The same cop she said wouldn't do a thing, didn't. In fact, he did nothing for me or Christopher or the crime lab suspected of changing results on lab reports. Bryan did nothing. Her DNA should have been added to the database Codus so that it could be matched to the case in Arizona. It wasn't. I did exactly what he told me to do, got the result I deserved to have after being infected with more STD's, and he didn't do any follow up. He didn't even get me in touch with a Riverside District Attorney...and he's in charge of the Crimes Against People division of that bullshit police department.
Instead, what he did do, was allow Jeffrey Katzenberg to fuck this entire piece of investigation into the ground in favor, once again, of the rapist.
It's a feeling of emasculation, it's a feeling of hate, it's a feeling of homophobia, it's a feeling of dehumanization. I'm not important enough to warrant justice, but worse, Lori and Missy are more important because of the men they illegally stalked and turned into the police. It's a violation that goes straight to my soul. It takes my brother in law's murder and turns it into a victory for a murderer that is still using text messages to hurt or possibly kill someone else. My sister has lost a husband/father to her two kids, and a second husband due to Lori's fascination with hurting us; me, my family, my sister. This is who Jeffrey traded my rape case for...a cold blooded bipolar drug addict named Missy Erickson. She is directly involved in that attempted murder either before, during, or after the fact. She then proceeded to rob my sister of my own mother's bank account with me. That's the kind of person Jeffrey is. He thinks that's justice.
I disagree and I've worked for many judges over the years. I'm just guessing, but I think that what he's done is criminal.
Support who you want, but when that person commits crimes against the victim of rape and a police informant? I think that I feel like the life I lived wasn't worth a fucking thing, and he even says, "Kevin isn't worth a shit." I will point out that Lori has stolen thousands of dollars from me, my family, my sister...and that he too stole $37,000 in one fell swoop, more than Lori ever took in my life at one time. If I'm not worth a shit, it's because he's the one starving me.
Lori has this thing for making people numb to her violence. She and her friends giggle and wiggle and sniff their way into his heart. I'm going to have to take a break from writing to puke.
I've had to live without my entire support system for 11 plus years...all at the request of Jeffrey Katzenberg. I wonder what he would do if someone did the same to him. He literally and proudly, sent my friends away and said, "One year, I want you to stay out of contact with him for one full year." Why? That was 11 years ago and in that time he's been using me as an emotional battering ram every single night since Sedona. He refuses to speak to Lori, but did speak to Missy for the better part of that decade, for what? What could she provide that I didn't provide with my own body?
Jeffrey has effectively isolated me from everyone I love and care about. Even my sister and father have lied for him. It's about the most sinister thing I've ever heard of. He made himself, not a victim of this crime, the story. He is the whole story now. I don't recall him having frozen blood squirted up his ass, but his son may have. He's so entrenched with being some kind of sloppy seconds detective that he's lost sight of the massive majority of the victims...gay men. Never have a homophobic man in charge of an investigation where gay men are the victims....it just shows you how little he's done.
13 straight years plus of nothing but Lori Jean LaFond mad dogging me all day and night like the fantasy that every rapist has...controlling her victim. I had this case solved...he muddied up the entire investigation and stole my attorney money. That's who he is.
Lori could never make me feel worthless or not proud of who I am, no, that took Jeffrey Katzenberg to do that. It's been cruel and intentional and he's the person 100% behind it. Why? Why would I, someone that has studied the law first hand in the courtroom of a federal court, lie or be dehumanized to the point of theft? Why?
There are times when I wonder if Christopher even exists any longer. There are times when I wonder what Jeffrey said to my friends who took care of me when Lori was on full attack, would completely turn their backs on me? Why in the world would any father with a son that had been raped, implanted and attacked not do more for the person that told the public the truth? I can't imagine that a stripper was so convincing that he would completely destroy my life, in favor of hers. Isn't that what Lori did?
I want Christopher to know that he is minimizing my life. I love him and I don't understand a single thing that he and his family has done, or failed to do. I did this project for them long before there was a Jeffrey Katzenberg involved. He's thoroughly turned my life into nothing for nothing. I did this investigation largely without him so that he could have a better life in California than I have. That's the god damn truth. Instead of doing one simple thing for me, he's balked at everything. Not one word from him in 13 years. It wasn't worth all this.
I don't think every parent is like Christopher's mother. I think that most victims' parents care about their kid and their kids friends that this happened to. As far as I know Jeffrey doesn't have a law degree but he sure did put his own gag order on my end of this case because to make Missy Erickson a hero, he had to turn me into some kind of villain. It's sickens me to think that his mind would work this way and he's my best friend's father. That's the kind of shit that makes me not want to be his best friend. I hope that makes sense. It isn't Benjamin's fault, it's his irresponsible father's. Jeffrey didn't rape me, he re-raped me thousands of times by freeing Lori LaFond and letting her continue to threaten me every single day since. Why else would he bond her out of an Arizona jail with his father's own money?
I know that I did what I did because I had to. I'm just not like everyone else on this brain link system that thinks it's okay to rape people as long as their is money to steal. If I have specific knowledge of this crime, my only option was to tell the truth because Missy Erickson would never let me know what all these operators do. I was either going to be Lori's poster child, porn star, or corpse...there was no choice. You see as a person that knows Lori's full name and past, I would never make one of these pussy assed operators because I wouldn't let her. I know she pushes her friends underneath cars for a fantasy that never even came close to what she did. She literally tried to threaten another witness two weeks in a row at her home by throwing huge rocks through her windows...terrifying.
I know better than to let her into my life the way that the Katzenberg's have. The way only a rapist could do. She entangled them in a web of deceit and lies that Jeffrey perpetuated without any regard for my life. I feel diminished as a human being and hated as a gay man.
When I was offered a chance to escape, it was Jeffrey that threw that opportunity away. Why? Why in the fuck has he used me as his punching bag for so long? These questions are the most important ones to me. He hated Christopher and when his friends had him arrested illegally, he sat by and let him go to jail for a year and a half....and he apologized and got away with it. It was his employees that did this to Christopher...and he's not involved? Bullshit.
It's time we all have a good long hard look at the homophobia that surrounds Jeffrey Katzenberg!
Lori and Missy just said, "Kevin isn't nice to Jeffrey," the same person that robbed my mother and had her down on her knees crying and swearing to God that she didn't steal my money....what money? According to my sister, "There is no bank account," referring to the account that I deposited to for over 10 years. Those were the instructions that my sister followed to have Jeffrey installed as my conservator without permission. I haven't seen a dime of that money since, and neither has my sister. That's what I mean. He isn't to be trusted with any evidence. He'll simply destroy it and look at Missy's less than spectacular Playboy photos. It's a sickening example of homophobia, our police department and Hollywood.
I give my permission to be represented by Christopher Monti's attorney in the meantime. I want to hire my own attorney but for the money that Jeffrey and Bessie Smith stole from me. I feel like Jeffrey is playing a massive game of carrot baiting with this money...he hasn't done anything but avoid my sister and me. This is a classic case of elderly abuse of my mom and dad....he is the most hateful man I've heard of.
If he thinks he is going to use Missy and Lori to extort me even further by telling me to be nice to him...he's gonna be waiting a very very long time. I have no intention of being nice to someone that kept me from Christopher for all these years. He can kiss Lori's ass.
