It is a fact that every single person has a different mental state than everyone else. Experiences, education, environment, genetics, are all factors in the structure of a human being's mental state. Interpersonal relationships are also a big part of what puts us in the state of mind that we are in. Most people can decide on most of the interpersonal relationships that they have. Certainly family factors into this as well. You know the old saying, "You can choose your friends but you can't choose your family," right?
I've got a pretty good sense of who I have in my life and why they are important to me. Similarly, if I meet someone and go through the process of determining if that person is "good for me" or "bad for me", I have my thoughts about it. Here's where Lori does all of her damage. A human being is always evaluating their situation whether it is with a friend, a newly introduced person or a family member. As a person, we get to decide whether to keep them close, keep them at a distance or not have them around at all. This is where the problem starts with remote neural monitoring and Lori LaFond.
I know this person to be very anti-social. She is negative. She and I don't see eye to eye on anything. This is because she placed herself inside my life using a chip that tells her what I am thinking. For many years, Lori wanted to know what I thought about the things that she caused my life. Then, Lori wondered about how the other things in my life fit on her. My life experiences were watched so that she could use them for herself. I would hear stories about my life from other people relating my exact experience, but weren't there when I was experiencing them. Where I went, whom I was friendly with, what we did...all became fodder for Lori's hate cannons.
Like everyone else, I have had those kind of days when I woke up feeling good but went to sleep agitated or angry. What changed my "mental state"? There are clearly physical factors, chemical factors inside my body and outside forces. It would be wonderful if we could set our brains to "happy all the time" mode and just leave it there, but that isn't the way we are made. We are made, as human beings, to think about our situations and evaluated them with our experiences, values, genetics and so forth. What we can't always control are the outside forces that seemingly can work against us.
If someone like Lori is seeing that her target isn't feeling the way that she wants them to feel, Lori then gets involved to change that person into the "mental state" that she desires. I can't tell you how many times I've heard Lori say to me, on this system, "Why won't he do what I tell him to do?" The answer is simple, I don't want to. This is what a target gets like when they finally understand what has happened to them and who is behind it. Education, on a personal level, is tremendously helpful in being able to control our "mental state".
I often like to set a target's individual experience at ease by telling them that once, Lori and Brian LaFond, put me in the state of mind to take off all my clothes and take a shower at my neighbor's house, where I was arrested and was taken to jail wearing only a towel. My clothes were there, the police just wouldn't let me wear them so I was carted off to jail with Lori telling the police that I was "on drugs". Of course, they took me to the hospital, in a towel, then had me drug tested (I tested negative because I wasn't on any drugs) and I spent the night in a jail cell when my neighbors (friends of mine) decided not to press charges the night I was arrested. Literally, I was in jail for nothing...
Usually, that story sets a target's mind at ease. They feel like whatever it is that they have stupidly done in the altered state of mind, isn't as bad. It works the same in Alcoholics Anonymous. You see, your mind can play tricks on you when you are being told one thing but the reality is something completely different. To my neighbors, this wasn't a surprise simply because we knew and liked each other and they knew that I'd recently been raped. At the time my skull was smashed and the emergency room at the hospital misdiagnosed this injury with the help of Lori LaFond. How they could make such a horrible mistake is beyond my understanding. I was polite, in tremendous pain, and I told them that I didn't know what had happened. By the second visit to the E.R., the pain had increased ten times worse and still, they misdiagnosed my obvious head injury. Can you see it?
The funny thing was that the officer that showed up to have me arrested did so without the neighbors calling the police and he was the exact same cop that had interviewed me, rather poorly, the night I reported the rape. This report was made one night before the shower incident and he didn't connect the two at all. A person's mental state should be taken into consideration.
The fact is that the very day after I reported the rape at my home, I was arrested two times and almost arrested the night I reported it too. This picture above shows you the mental state that I was in...it's called PAIN!!! When you combine the physical injuries with the mental state that Lori was putting me in, something crazy happened and I ended up in my neighbor's shower. It was Lori that called the police for "a break in" at my neighbor's home even though she was over a mile away and was not there. It wasn't my neighbors, it was her.
Lori was dictating to police how to handle my rape from the beginning. From the hospital visit to the report at home to the arrests that followed the day after. The fact is that there were no drugs in my system or on me and my skull was horribly smashed. I was in so much pain without anyone helping me that I was suggestable...I'm not that person any longer. I would also like to point out that years before this I was shot at and the bullet barely missed my head by five inches. The suspect in the shooting was Lori's brother and Lori had been bragging about this for years. The term is called PTSD. I take medication for it and it works.
In that regard, I would like to address anti-depressants and depression. There was once a time in my life that I thought that simply exercising and eating healthy was the way to stop depression and I was vocal about it. I was completely wrong. After the shooting in San Diego and the beating in Palm Springs, I know that anti-depressants work better than I thought. It wasn't just the events themselves that made me depressed, it was what the police were willing to do to let Lori go that caused me to get depressed. Anti-depressants (I take Effexor and am monitored by my N.P.) keep me from focusing on all the mistakes that the PSPD made and everything that Lori has gotten away with. Oh sure, I can think about those mistakes, but I don't harbor them any longer. That's for another time. I don't have the energy to work through that kind of depression right now, so I take the anti-depressants and I'm not ashamed.
I've heard that Lori likes to make an issue out of that fact. I have PTSD, it's not something that makes me violent, it makes me sad. I don't have any anger that results in violent feelings that I would ever manifest physically. In fact, in 51 years I've never been in a fight even with a woman that's asked everyone I know to "hit him in the face!" She's asked so many people that I've learned to avoid those situations or talk myself out of them. I'm a calm person that doesn't panic most of the time...Lori is the complete opposite. She panics all the time and is not calm. I think she needs to be hospitalized for her transference issues with me. She's obsessed with me and I couldn't care less about her. I write about her on here to protect other people from being used and physically abused by her. This is how I cope with my feelings. How do you cope with yours?
Lastly, I do wonder what my family would have been like without ever running into Lori LaFond. Then I realize that it's not worth spending time on. The fact is that this is the path God chose for me and I intend to walk it as peacefully as I can helping as many people as I can along the way. We live and learn or we don't. I choose the God-given gift of intelligence and learning over violence and hate. I hope you do too.
Like everyone else, I have had those kind of days when I woke up feeling good but went to sleep agitated or angry. What changed my "mental state"? There are clearly physical factors, chemical factors inside my body and outside forces. It would be wonderful if we could set our brains to "happy all the time" mode and just leave it there, but that isn't the way we are made. We are made, as human beings, to think about our situations and evaluated them with our experiences, values, genetics and so forth. What we can't always control are the outside forces that seemingly can work against us.
If someone like Lori is seeing that her target isn't feeling the way that she wants them to feel, Lori then gets involved to change that person into the "mental state" that she desires. I can't tell you how many times I've heard Lori say to me, on this system, "Why won't he do what I tell him to do?" The answer is simple, I don't want to. This is what a target gets like when they finally understand what has happened to them and who is behind it. Education, on a personal level, is tremendously helpful in being able to control our "mental state".
I often like to set a target's individual experience at ease by telling them that once, Lori and Brian LaFond, put me in the state of mind to take off all my clothes and take a shower at my neighbor's house, where I was arrested and was taken to jail wearing only a towel. My clothes were there, the police just wouldn't let me wear them so I was carted off to jail with Lori telling the police that I was "on drugs". Of course, they took me to the hospital, in a towel, then had me drug tested (I tested negative because I wasn't on any drugs) and I spent the night in a jail cell when my neighbors (friends of mine) decided not to press charges the night I was arrested. Literally, I was in jail for nothing...
Usually, that story sets a target's mind at ease. They feel like whatever it is that they have stupidly done in the altered state of mind, isn't as bad. It works the same in Alcoholics Anonymous. You see, your mind can play tricks on you when you are being told one thing but the reality is something completely different. To my neighbors, this wasn't a surprise simply because we knew and liked each other and they knew that I'd recently been raped. At the time my skull was smashed and the emergency room at the hospital misdiagnosed this injury with the help of Lori LaFond. How they could make such a horrible mistake is beyond my understanding. I was polite, in tremendous pain, and I told them that I didn't know what had happened. By the second visit to the E.R., the pain had increased ten times worse and still, they misdiagnosed my obvious head injury. Can you see it?
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| These photos from the MRI's I had done show you my skull from the front and side. Can you see anything irregular? |
The funny thing was that the officer that showed up to have me arrested did so without the neighbors calling the police and he was the exact same cop that had interviewed me, rather poorly, the night I reported the rape. This report was made one night before the shower incident and he didn't connect the two at all. A person's mental state should be taken into consideration.
The fact is that the very day after I reported the rape at my home, I was arrested two times and almost arrested the night I reported it too. This picture above shows you the mental state that I was in...it's called PAIN!!! When you combine the physical injuries with the mental state that Lori was putting me in, something crazy happened and I ended up in my neighbor's shower. It was Lori that called the police for "a break in" at my neighbor's home even though she was over a mile away and was not there. It wasn't my neighbors, it was her.
Lori was dictating to police how to handle my rape from the beginning. From the hospital visit to the report at home to the arrests that followed the day after. The fact is that there were no drugs in my system or on me and my skull was horribly smashed. I was in so much pain without anyone helping me that I was suggestable...I'm not that person any longer. I would also like to point out that years before this I was shot at and the bullet barely missed my head by five inches. The suspect in the shooting was Lori's brother and Lori had been bragging about this for years. The term is called PTSD. I take medication for it and it works.
In that regard, I would like to address anti-depressants and depression. There was once a time in my life that I thought that simply exercising and eating healthy was the way to stop depression and I was vocal about it. I was completely wrong. After the shooting in San Diego and the beating in Palm Springs, I know that anti-depressants work better than I thought. It wasn't just the events themselves that made me depressed, it was what the police were willing to do to let Lori go that caused me to get depressed. Anti-depressants (I take Effexor and am monitored by my N.P.) keep me from focusing on all the mistakes that the PSPD made and everything that Lori has gotten away with. Oh sure, I can think about those mistakes, but I don't harbor them any longer. That's for another time. I don't have the energy to work through that kind of depression right now, so I take the anti-depressants and I'm not ashamed.
I've heard that Lori likes to make an issue out of that fact. I have PTSD, it's not something that makes me violent, it makes me sad. I don't have any anger that results in violent feelings that I would ever manifest physically. In fact, in 51 years I've never been in a fight even with a woman that's asked everyone I know to "hit him in the face!" She's asked so many people that I've learned to avoid those situations or talk myself out of them. I'm a calm person that doesn't panic most of the time...Lori is the complete opposite. She panics all the time and is not calm. I think she needs to be hospitalized for her transference issues with me. She's obsessed with me and I couldn't care less about her. I write about her on here to protect other people from being used and physically abused by her. This is how I cope with my feelings. How do you cope with yours?
Lastly, I do wonder what my family would have been like without ever running into Lori LaFond. Then I realize that it's not worth spending time on. The fact is that this is the path God chose for me and I intend to walk it as peacefully as I can helping as many people as I can along the way. We live and learn or we don't. I choose the God-given gift of intelligence and learning over violence and hate. I hope you do too.
