Lori has constantly used crystal meth as some kind of way of saying that what I am telling you is the result of using that drug. She's used her big fat mouth to try to convince people that she knows more about me than I do. That's unfortunate, however, because she has told people that she has this knowledge but swears in court documents that she doesn't know anything about me since high school. I find that hard to swallow. How can she think that she can manipulate my family members with her "information" and, at the same time, claim that she isn't the one behind this torture?
It's interesting to note that Lori feels that if she can tell the right lies to the right people that this will, in some way, help her. It won't. She's "out of control" with her own drug usage, thus rendering herself unable to control anything else. By definition, Lori's drug use is uncontrollable, making her someone that has no control. If you can't control yourself, you certainly can not control anyone else. Controlling the person that you are is part of intelligence...not doing that shows a need to look like you are in control when you are not. Many drug addicts know this.
My whole life was controlled by some emotion that was artificial and stimulated by Lori's link to my brain. I didn't have any way of knowing that what I was feeling wasn't coming from me. After all, I wasn't hooked up to a machine with wires so how could anyone else have this kind of access to my brain? When you discover how this crime is committed, you start to understand the transfer of EEG's, especially foreign ones, to your own brain. It affects the brain without exception. Your brain, until you are cognitively aware of this technology is taking on someone else's EEG's for feeling. Lori is an inherently negative person. I don't think she has one single positive thought all day long since junior high school. She's wired to be negative. I'm not.
There were many times when I would be upset about something and no matter how I tried, I couldn't get it off my mind. I lingered on problems for far too long. When I told a professional about it he prescribed Effexor, an antidepressant that my sister takes. It worked! For some reason, my brain was constantly being reminded of the negative event in my life and I couldn't move that thought out. Then I took Effexor and all of a sudden, something that would last a week in my brain was gone in minutes. It was amazing!
Lori likes to tell people that she knows what upsets people, I disagree in part. Lori knows what to say to people that has caused them to be upset, but it is the choice of the target as to whether he or she continues to hang on to that thought, especially when Lori puts some picture of the person or the event up on her screen to remind her with her "thinking cap" on. You see, it is Lori that can't ever let go of something...not me. If she is linked by this technology to my brain, every time she goes back over something, she thinks that it will cause the same result. It doesn't.
The Effexor was one step in the right direction.
As most of you know my skull was smashed and my brain suffered damage, but I have also educated myself on the brain. It heals. It repairs itself. So I then took my brain into the CBD oil range with the Effexor, this allowed a new delivery system of this drug to the areas of my brain receptors which gave me even greater control. The endocannabinoid system circumvents the old synapses that were either burned by drugs or that didn't work in the first place until they could heal. So it isn't the meth that I used hurting me, it's the inability to understand this technology and my body chemistry that was different. The combination of the two has made a huge difference in how I deal with Lori's negativity hitting my brain like fifty Tsunami's a night. I use cognitive skill to do what my body used to do subliminally. Now I think the medicine into my brain and that is a big thing for people like me that are implanted with devices for mind reading. I force the medicine to go to where it needs to go. I think it into place...where it does the job!
When you deal with someone like Lori or Brian LaFond, they are in this for a lot more than just identity theft and torture. These two derive pleasure from causing other peoples' pain. It's a form of sadism that is exacerbated by their use of crystal meth and GHB. Lori now uses testosterone (Androgel) to boost her anger to a level that the meth and GHB have put her sexual feelings on. When you combine a sadist's nature with aritifically intensified sexual feelings and aggressiveness, you have created a situation that any fracture of her personality will show. Lori loves violence and causing pain, the drugs make it intensified...the steroids make it physical and mental.
She's created her own monster inside of herself. Genetically, I'm sure it was there too. I've known Lori to be far too manipulative since she was in the seventh grade. The accusations that she made against my father, were not the kind of accusations that you get in the case of teacher/student "crimes". My father spent pretty much all his time with us, his family. There wasn't much contact with this accuser like Lori wanted to make it look like so she did things like writing greeting cards with "sexually explicit" verbiage. She was framing people at 12 years old!!! That's a mental issue.
When the accusations didn't work and my father was found not guilty, there was no double jeopardy and Lori didn't do anything but try to find someone else to accuse him. Perfecting her lies...a progression. To this day, she still thinks she can travel down some of the same avenues that caused problems before, but the truth is that my father isn't someone that is around students any longer...he's been married to mom for over fifty years! The more important thing to remember here is that after my father, she tried with two more fathers, then came back to mine for a second try...all child abuse charges with a male on male vibe...those cases all failed too, but the damage to the kids was done, publicly...humiliation being tantamount to a sexual experience for a sadist! If she can't ruin a whole family, she'll ruin the kids. It's fun for her. She's been filmed in movies of a pedophilic nature. Anthony Dabiere saw them and reported it to the Palm Springs Police Department. So did I.
The odd thing is that the police knew that I knew about these films before I told them about the cache. In fact, the Chief of Police asked me to send him anyone that knew about the movies she and Brian made. It couldn't have been two days before Anthony brought them up to me. Did Lori set into motion another attempt by the police to threaten the witnesses to this crime? Think about it. I'd never spoken to Anthony about these movies ever before...then I get asked by the Chief of Police to send someone. It's not by coincidence that this happened. Subsequently, Anthony went to the police and his report wasn't paid attention to, though he expressed a full knowledge of their content. Lori had my father arrested with one phone call about his alleged crime...Lori can't get arrested with eyewitnesses to hers. Who is behind all of this deceit?
I have his written affidavit about the account. I did that to solidify his story and the events about this crime of negligence on behalf of the police. These kids, 12 years of age, maybe younger or older and now in their twenties...they have no idea what really happened to them. I know that feeling really well. That's what Lori did to me and my friends. It's my intention to make certain that they don't go their whole lives not knowing. I'm sure some of them have a very good idea though...
Who knows what kinds of problems these boys have now? Are they abusive? Are they depressed? Are they thinking about what happened to them still or have they moved on with their lives without Lori and Brian's influence? I sincerely doubt this last one...control is vital for Lori's ego.
The thing I guess I want people to understand about how I deal with this crime comes from an understanding of exceptional cancer patients ("Love, Medicine & Miracles," by Bernie Sanders, M.D., eastern philosophies of the mind and body and of course, western advances in medicine that include these new AIDS drugs, cannaboid endocrine systems and faith. (I would like to also add that diet and exercise work tremendously along with these principles) What Lori does is focus negativity upon your entire mind and body. I believe that being aware that she does this allows for a cognitive solution. You have to think yourself well and let her negativity be slayed by the outcome. She's not in control of herself, so controlling you can't be achieved. It's not possible for a conscious person to be taken in by a subconscious message if they participate in the solution. It's mind over body, mind over mind.
