Doesn't anyone think she's funny? Lori must ask this question a million times a night.
Maybe I'm just being sensitive these days, but I don't think what she and her friends are doing is the least bit funny. I never have.
Lately, I've been crying almost every day for one reason or another. Sometimes I don't even know why? I think mostly I'm upset about the potential I had that is lost now. I think that without Lori and her friends that I would have a much different life. I hear her going over the same list over and over again and I wonder who would get so much pleasure out of something so horrible? The only person that I can think of, is Lori LaFond. She's such a bottom feeder on society.
There never seems to be an end to her constant negativity and complaining about how life hasn't handed her everything she ever wanted. Does anyone ever get that? Even when they aren't losers like Lori and her friends, life doesn't hand you everything you ever wished for. It just doesn't work that way.
The thing that I wanted most out of this project is long gone for me. I debated as to whether or not to write anything at all.
Lori has had her worst night ever at the microphone and I'm wondering just what would it take to make her stop? Give up on law enforcement, they are afraid of the secrets she'll tell. Friends know better than to take her on or they'll end up like me.
I don't go anywhere or do anything really anymore because I know what will follow will be a full inquisition of who, what, when, where and why? I'm envious of Christopher being able to live his life and do the things that he wants, but I'd rather him be happy than me. I don't know why that is?
If you heard her tonight, you know that she's lost her mind and her friends are letting her do whatever and say whatever she wants. This is Lori's World that I am forced to live in alone, not mine. I wish I was far away from her and doing anything but what I'm doing.
The PTSD from the rape and my shooting are locked so deep in my mind and the perpetrator of those crimes talks to me using remote neural monitoring. It doesn't help that she bullied me all through school and that she tried to put my father in prison for 30 years...she still thinks she should do more...and that's fine with everyone??? There is no peace in a world full of such uninterrupted hate.
I've put up with so much intolerance and hate from this one person that I barely even saw in high school that this whole thing has gone from surreal to crazy beyond. It's like every gay man's worst nightmare times six people and a whole different group that doesn't seem to understand that screaming and yelling at a person does not necessarily make them do what you want. I'm most apt to do the exact opposite. Right now I feel like visiting the local sheriff and telling them what Lori is doing here and what she has been doing to my family for years and years. It's time she understands that living in a squat house and tormenting a person is not legal and it is the most unnatural thing there is.
I live with a monster attacking me constantly for other people's attention, but those people don't seem to mind. It's been many years since Sedona, Arizona...but I've had to live with the beast next to me this whole time.
Brian wants to "get back" at Jonathan for working inside this organization then leaving with lots of evidence. I get the worst of it because they are close to me so my entire family is used as some kind of warning for Jonathan's...isn't he dead?
I didn't ever work for Lori or Brian doing this horrible crime in any capacity. I would never do that. I'm simply a guy that has to find a way to live the rest of my life with a screaming horrible bitch that thinks that because she put some microchip inside me that she owns me. I can assure you, Lori LaFond does not, in any way, own me.
I don't know why I write anymore. It doesn't do any good for me at all.
The PTSD from the rape and my shooting are locked so deep in my mind and the perpetrator of those crimes talks to me using remote neural monitoring. It doesn't help that she bullied me all through school and that she tried to put my father in prison for 30 years...she still thinks she should do more...and that's fine with everyone??? There is no peace in a world full of such uninterrupted hate.
I've put up with so much intolerance and hate from this one person that I barely even saw in high school that this whole thing has gone from surreal to crazy beyond. It's like every gay man's worst nightmare times six people and a whole different group that doesn't seem to understand that screaming and yelling at a person does not necessarily make them do what you want. I'm most apt to do the exact opposite. Right now I feel like visiting the local sheriff and telling them what Lori is doing here and what she has been doing to my family for years and years. It's time she understands that living in a squat house and tormenting a person is not legal and it is the most unnatural thing there is.
I live with a monster attacking me constantly for other people's attention, but those people don't seem to mind. It's been many years since Sedona, Arizona...but I've had to live with the beast next to me this whole time.
Brian wants to "get back" at Jonathan for working inside this organization then leaving with lots of evidence. I get the worst of it because they are close to me so my entire family is used as some kind of warning for Jonathan's...isn't he dead?
I didn't ever work for Lori or Brian doing this horrible crime in any capacity. I would never do that. I'm simply a guy that has to find a way to live the rest of my life with a screaming horrible bitch that thinks that because she put some microchip inside me that she owns me. I can assure you, Lori LaFond does not, in any way, own me.
I don't know why I write anymore. It doesn't do any good for me at all.
