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Monday, October 15, 2018

Why Some People Kill Love, Why People Let Them


What is it about these four women?  Lori, Missy, Leah and Bessie, four middle aged women that have nothing in their lives but lying to and destroying other people's happiness.  In the case of these four women, they seem to have picked their favorite person to do this to...me.  It started a long time ago with Lori, for some freakish reason, writing letters and changing copy on things that other people wrote to me.  I don't understand what it is about these four.  Wherever I go, they refuse to leave me alone, then they spread their hate to other people, like Jeffrey and Marilyn.  The brainwashing is absolutely fucking ridiculous.  To this very day, Jeffrey is still sharpening his knives to stab me in the back for that fucking stripper, Missy.  It isn't just them, it's all of these people that operate this system.  They are all so afraid of Lori that none of them can tell the truth.

From the second I made the agreement to work with Jeffrey's son on this project it has been an exercise in "keep away" and lies.  Jeffrey is one of the very worst of all at it.  He's like some kind of geek that nobody liked...so now he's getting some kind of sexual revenge on gay men by coming after me over and over and over again.  He's a sadist and a liar.  His wife, a patsy for his controlling need to punish homosexuals.  There is a major problem with his ideology.  I think he works on the problems in his own marriage by spewing his hatred towards me.  He can't have Missy, so he is rejected by his wife and takes it all out on me.  Here's the thing, Missy came here specifically to do this.  It wasn't like she came here because they were friends.  She certainly didn't come when it was just Marilyn...she waited for the cold hearted Jeffrey to show up with his lack of fathering skills and his homophobic need to hurt Kevin.  He's been doing it ever since.

His wife...ice cold.  It must be hard having some lessie Barbie throwing and flaunting herself around all the time.  Jeffrey once characterized his "friendship" with Missy as one of the "Three Amigos"...which I find to be exclusionary and detrimental to teamwork.  He then isolated himself into situations with Missy and developed some kind of attraction.  Obviously inappropriate, he began to believe that it was better to copy what I'd already done, than to deal with what was already there.  In other words, I was smart enough to blaze a trail, but not nice enough to walk on it with him.  His wife, obviously too good for me.

Everything was geared toward hurting Christopher and keeping us apart.  A game that only little immature girls would play.  Girls like the four of these hateful, fake bitches.  If they are such happy people then why hasn't one of them had a relationship in the last 15 years?  They don't have them because hurting people is far more important to the four of them than anything else...so they aligned themselves with the most evil man in Hollywood.  This wasn't by accident either, he was targeted, without his own security finding out, by his neighbor and the blond freak long before the two of them ever came out here to join him.  There was no reason to bring David here...it was strictly a move made by Lori...nobody here even liked him, Jeffrey insisted,  This was one man that the girls could use if needed.  He's such an idiot, he'd do anything for drugs...right Missy?

So while the four of them preached their, "Don't help Kevin, hurt him," campaign on the rest of that hate filled household, I had to endure all the things that I hated about Lori all over again.  Remember, I'd just spent several years being tormented and beaten nearly to death for Steven Frey.  Now all four fucking cunts followed me out here to where I was forced to live so that they could do it all over again this time, with Jeffrey's help.  He was the most willing participant I've ever seen in all these years.  Not only did he destroy my relationship with Christopher, he stole from me, he allowed others to steal from my family, he allowed my entire family to walk into a memorial service where Lori was there to ambush us,  he sent his employees to help Lori and Brian in Sedona, Arizona and then he contacted my sister behind my back.  Yes, he wouldn't let me talk to his son, but he had the nerve to talk to my sister behind my back.  The lies he told, secured $30,000 in extortion money that my sister is sworn to secrecy about.  What kind of man does this?

I was very specific about what that money was being saved for.  I told his fucking wife that I would live in this Hell Hole and save money until Christopher and I could use it to live together.   What did Jeffrey do?  He went right after that money, his employees made up a pack of lies about it, he alienated that money from me and my sister and now he's acting like that isn't something horrible...it's the worst possible thing that he could have done...and he's doing it to look loyal to Lori LaFond?  Why?

He has been holding relationships, friendships, my family's safety all over my head for a decade now.  If he isn't threatening my family's safety, what was all that "behind my back" with my sister stuff?  You see, I know what happened, but her silence makes it seem like Jeffrey is in control of her too and controls what she says.  It's like gas lighting me.  Jeffrey's employees made my mother and sister lie to me.  To me that is a huge warning.  It's extortion.  Don't make any waves because we can get to your family before you do.  I hate living there.  I hate the constant stare of "wish you were gone."  I hate the feeling of constant harassment.  This was all Jeffrey focused on.  Not the crime of intentional infections or electronic harassment...fuck that stuff he's known about for years.  What Jeffrey was interested in was how to fuck with people.

Why?  My life has been a fucking mess for as long as I can remember.  I'm not a happy person any longer.  I don't want to try to do anything new because Jeffrey will ruin that too.  Why bother?  Every time I've had a terrific idea, he ruins it or "won't let" someone do what they should.  He's not a father, he's more of a God...dictating all kinds of hateful things.  "He felt sorry for Missy and Bessie," he says.  You know what that says to me...his son failed to tell him about what I've been through because those two raw cunts have never been in that bad of shape....NEVER.  Missy Pissy would never be put in jail or Lori couldn't salivate over her.  Bessie Smith is a nobody.  He felt sorry for them?  He's a complete fucking asshole.  Let me guess, they used the "I'm someone's daughter" routine?  Right Jeff?

This just shows you what a homophobic mess that Jeffrey is.  Sexist and biased.   His own son can't get his attention because he is gay.  The need for Jeffrey to do everything in his power to do nothing that the law requires...is overwhelming.  He's literally a billionaire working for the drug dealing addicts that give people HIV.  His own "best buddy" Missy IS THE PERSON that took my MRI's from the Emergency Room....TWICE!!!!  Huh?  Who the fuck does this jerk think he is?

He hasn't investigated this crime...he's joined the criminals.  He spent more time devising how to steal my bank account and make it "sort of legal" looking than he did one second on the drugs, the missing money, the intentional infections...do you know that when I suggested genotyping the AIDS virus in people to see if it all matched up, it wasn't his son that he got tested first....IT WAS MISSY AND BESSIE!!!! Are you fucking kidding me????!?!??!?  He's as bad as the police.  He knows that we weren't "unsafe and promiscuous", and that Lori infected us with a needle, but what gives with the "over the top" consideration of two girls that never helped a single person but Lori?

To this day, Bessie Smith hasn't told my sister about what Lori did to her husband.  What Lori did to me in San Diego.  What Lori did to me in Palm Springs.  She hasn't mentioned anything...all my sister knows is that Bessie knew about my bank account, how I don't know?  That the three of Jeff's employees came up with some fucking lie of a lie and my sister handed over the money to Jeffrey.  Why?

This isn't an investigation it's a  Hollywood execution.  Whatever Jeffrey and Marilyn have against the gay community, they don't show it in Hollywood.  They show it here big time.  There isn't anyone that I know of that would see and hear what they've done to me and my family that would ever want them as friends.  They lie to my friends' parents.  They help themselves to my witnesses.  The took every bit of my credibility and smashed it on the ground.  The man has no off switch.  All he can do is hate me and love Missy Pussy.  This is a woman that nobody in the entire Coachella Valley can stand.  They all hate her.

This project was based on the love that I had for my friends and community....Jeffrey is a love killer and so is his wife. Ask Benjamin's boyfriend Robert how often his father allows him to talk?  More than Christopher and I were allowed for sure.  Missy Pussy came here to keep her drug dealer dealing and Jeffrey funded it with his hate of gay men.  He never did anything to help me and whatever he did to my sister, is a criminal act against me.

Then there are the people that think, "Better him than me."  I agree, better me than you, because you couldn't handle it.  Anyone out there that feels like "better him than me" is missing an essential part of what is important.  "Better us than her" is a much better way to look at it.  I spend half the day pulling out blond hair from my throat because Jeffrey shoved Missy Pussy down it so many times, I feel like puking.  Missy has no intention of stopping this crime...her sole purpose was to keep Jeffrey from allowing us to stop Lori, to me, that makes him the enemy of the gay community.

How can he not be?

Anyone that knows how horrible Missy, Bessie, Leah and Lori are would never consider helping one of them.  They aren't the kind of people that do any good for anyone but themselves which is why they came and torpedoed this investigation when Jeffrey got here.  He has a bad reputation for hating faggots and that is perfect for the four girls to push their way to the front.  Unfortunately the people that I had working here were weaklings.  They weren't strong enough to handle two girls and a chicken hawk?  That's fucking weak.  They remain the team with the least amount of talent and least amount of concern for anyone but themselves.  You didn't see Jeffrey stealing their money...or did you? Someone told me that Jeffrey took $50,000 from an account left to his son to fight this crime...is that true?  How could you possibly steal from your own kid?  It's sad.  It's even more sad that Marilyn would sit by and watch him do it.  It that new age parenting?  I'm not a parent, but it sure seems cruel.

From the very beginning it has been the GIRLS vs. the boys. This is what the girls set up.  If Lori's obsession with gay men and people from high school was what turned her on, the rest of the girls were willing to point her in that direction.  I'm the best combination of all.  I went to high school with "it" and she hated me then too.  So the natural fit was to point Lori in my direction every single chance that Missy, Bessie and Leah got.  Anybody that was my friend, they would chase off.  When I started dating Steven, the harassment of Steven, myself and our friends was a fever pitch...ending in a gay bashing headed by Missy Pussy and Lori LaFond.  Don't believe me?  If Missy Pussy wasn't involved then why did she go to the Emergency Room two times to steal the MRI's from the hospital.  You don't do that unless you are guilty of something!!!  That didn't dawn on Jeffrey?   It's  major felony and it goes to being involved with the rapist.  Why else would she have cared about my MRI's.  It just shows you that she knew I was raped by Lori and she never said a thing.  She doesn't want to stop Lori, she wants to party all the fucking time.

The message from Jeffrey is similar to the one that the PSPD enforced.  Either you MUST have sex with Lori or we will arrest you.  That's the first message.  The second one is from Jeffrey.  If you have any friendship or relationship, my wife and I will destroy it.  It's extortion.  That's all this is.