The "Small Sacrifices" of Lori LaFond to Become "Something Special"

The old, "How dare you accuse me of..." defense.  I've heard that one so many times that it makes me laugh.  Tonight I wanted to introduce many of you to the story of Diane Downs who decided that her life was far more important than anyone else's.  I've been looking for the best example of what to expect from Lori LaFond for a long time.  Wouldn't you know it, I already knew about Diane Downs thanks to my idol, Ann Rule.  In "Small Sacrifices", Ann Rule wrote about a sociopath so dangerous and void of empathy, that the double entente in the title serves a dual purpose.  In the mind of Diane Downs, shooting her own kids was a "small sacrifice" to be with the man she was obsessed over (after six weeks).  In the definition of the author, the small sacrifices, were the young children disposed of by a mother whose sociopath behavior actually caused her own demise.  Two ways to define a small sacrifice...both equally as chilling.
I wanted you to watch this ABC report on Diane Downs so that you could see the other small sacrifice that Diane made to make herself look sympathetic.  You see, just after the killing, Diane intentionally went to a neighbor's home and got pregnant so that she would look sympathetic to a jury.  A pregnant woman couldn't be a killer...first she's a woman and second, she's going to have a baby.  That also worked against Diane Downs in the end.  She challenged everyone to take her baby from her...then they did!  The fourth child was another sacrifice...another child to love Diane, not a child that she could love.  Everything in Diane's life was about Diane, not about the kids that she gave birth to.  That became obvious when people started to see Ms. Downs everywhere she could find a camera for her big fat mouth.  Watch how this calculated sociopath makes no effort to feel empathy for the kids she shot.  One died, one is paralyzed for life and the third survived long enough to blame her own mother for the killing.  On the witness stand the surviving daughter pointed her finger right in the face of her mother.  Lori is alot like this with her own victims, just waiting for the day to be in the same room as them to see if her threats last inside of a courtroom.
"Everything for Missy" that's what Lori use to keep on her computer screen.  A mantra about the woman that Lori could not possess, but would do anything to have.  A former Playboy Playmate that used drugs and became a customer of Lori's.  Lori would do anything, "everything" to have her.  It was at this time that the two sociopaths, Missy and Lori, would enter in to a co-dependant relationship that involved rape, murder, theft and false arrests.  Two women that wanted what they wanted...drugs for Missy and sex for Lori, and they would sacrifice anyone that got in their way.
What remote neural monitoring victim, police person or gay man, hasn't heard about Missy Pussy?  We've all heard about how Lori and she are "pretend friends" with the same exact tattoo on their bodies.  A match between Lori and Missy is what I've been told.  Now, 2018, they live together and plot together without a bit of empathy for the people that they have hurt.  Their families, their friends, their co-workers all have been sacrifice for Missy's drug problem and Lori's need to kill.  It's a relationship conceived in Hell and given birth to in Palm Springs, California.  Two women Hellbent on destroying lives to get what they want, "something special".
Similar to Diane Downs, when the evidence started to point in her direction, both Missy Pussy and Lori LaFond blamed a man for the problems.  Oh it was, in the end, the "obsession" with a man that caused everything...but in the eyes of the criminals, that is a good enough reason to do what they do.  I seem to be that man.  I have nothing to do with either Missy Pussy or Lori LaFond, but the two have used my name and my family now so many times it is obvious who these two women target and blame.  It's easier than admitting that they both have severe problems with their crimes...sociopaths are never wrong, just misunderstood.
There are many similarities between the cases of Diane Downs and Lori LaFond.  The willingness to look meek and mild in the face of accusations.  The problem is that the injuries to the victims are neither meek nor mild.  You've all seen my skull.  You all know that tainted blood was refrigerated then inserted into my rectum.  You know this...those weren't meek or mild, they are the injuries suffered at the hand of a sociopath with homicidal tendencies.  You see, at the time that I was severely beaten, Lori was out of methamphetamine and Missy wanted some.  "Everything for Missy" then goes into effect.  "You should have a talk with Steven," Missy said to Lori when I was taken to Bryan Anderson's home and asked to become a police informant.  That "talk" consisted of having my brain beat in...and if you think Missy didn't mean it, guess who took the MRI's from the hospital so that a doctor wouldn't get to see them?  It wasn't Lori, it was good old Missy Pussy, stealing them from the hospital.  I guess a "talk" isn't the same as what Missy said it was meant to be.
You see this isn't just a crime of passion, it's a crime of punishment.  Punishment by two women that think they can get over on men with a shake of their titties and the lies that pour from the mouth of a woman that likes to pretend she is a law enforcement officer.  This isn't something like Missy wants it to be either.  She is full well intended to not let this crime be solved so now she's walking the same path that Jonathan and I made over ten years ago.  Missy isn't remorseful for the things that she's done, she just wants to get away with it and find some kind of financial windfall.
Oh, it goes much farther than that too.  There is Bessie Smith and Asshole David to consider too.  Just as crazy and lacking in sympathy for what I've already suffered through.  Why else would Missy, David and Bessie defraud my sister out of my bank account.  It wasn't to keep that money safe, it was to steal it for favors.  A "small sacrifice" to them was my entire life savings.  Why else did David, Missy and Bessie show up here and create the mantra, "Whatever you do, don't help Kevin?"  They infiltrated my team with some kind of sympathy ploy then stole from my family over and over again while they got high on Lori's drugs.  When was it ever a good idea to keep Lori in the drug dealing business?  You don't see one bit of sympathy for me from any of these three people.  Nothing.  You don't see it for my sister either, just a light communication from Bessie to my sister that "everything is okay" when the truth is that it isn't okay at all.  There is a murderer loose and nobody seems to take that seriously.  Look at my hospital case...do you think that a gay bashing victim not being admitted to a hospital is an emergency or a small sacrifice to be made?  This is a matter of perception...a warped perception.  I went to sleep at my boyfriend's home and woke up a bloody broken mess and all of you think that is okay?  It's not and I refuse to let any of you believe that Missy, David, Bessie, Lori or Brian were doing what they had to do to stay alive...that's bogus.  They do it because of drugs and their own criminal past.  Period.
Eight years of Jeffrey treating this crime like it was some kind of shoplifting case is ridiculous.  These girls and David didn't distract the cashier so Lori could steal a fucking candy bar, they beat someone nearly to death and lied to get away with it.  That's not a "look the other way" kind of thing.  The fact that there are 650 other victims shows you the severity of this crime.  That's not a "wait til the next Avenger's movie is released" kind of thing Jeff...this is serious.
If you don't think that there is a problem with Lori, then why did she name her kiddie porn company, "Little Angel Videos"?    That is a sick "tongue in cheek" reference to children in Lori's case.  She hates kids. I should know, I was the original kid she hated.  Lori didn't have to implant a lot of kids in our area, their parents did it for her.  All she had to do was steal the book with their family's names and serial numbers of the chips.  Bryan Anderson, may have been one of those kids.  You see, the military, like the Princes from England, were approached with this idea as a way to keep them safe when they were overseas...implanting them with RFID chips so that nobody would kidnap them.  Then when Lori stole the equipment and logs, she was able to use them to spy on kids and Bryan in later years.  Folks, it's been since the early 1980's since kids in our area were implanted with these devices as a security measure.  Bryan wasn't likely implanted by Lori, but his own father for security.  What Lori did with it was a whole different ball game.
Lori then spied on these kids and used them to create things like false accusations against people like my father.  She would spy on the implanted kid until she could make up a story about the kid and an adult.  This is how she had enough specifics to make it seem real but not enough facts to make it stick.  You see she could put the kid with my father but she couldn't make my father the predator she wanted.  I was there for one of the accusations that could be disproved, but Bessie Smith was there for another.  It seems she's flip flopped now and now works for the other side.  Why else would she come here touting "friendship with my family" then steal money from my own sister who she knows has suffered for years with the mental cruelty that Lori dished out.  I can't believe the nerve of these girls and David.  Do they honestly live in a vacuum?  They must.  They don't see the pain of other people and blame themselves for it, they blame others for their situations.  All they had to do was tell the truth but as long as people they didn't know suffered, what was the harm?  The harm is to the victims you fucking assholes.  We are the people that suffered through your lack of empathy.
Think about it. A sociopath would pick someone that would see their side of this crime, not someone that would feel my pain or understand my suffering.  David, Missy, Bessie, Brian, Lori, Leah, Christian...none of them see my suffering as anything more than something that makes Lori happy.  It doesn't make any of them less culpable, it just gives them a reason to continue to act the innocent way that they do.  Trust me, if these people didn't have my bloggers to answer to, they would go about their merry way acting like they were "something special", but there isn't anything special about stealing or raping or lying...it's just the way they are.
I, like my predecessor, the beautiful and talented, Ann Rule, know the "Stranger Beside Me", I say "inside me" because that is where Lori's RFID chip and her HIV remains.  It's a "Small Sacrifice" to make for someone, "If You Really Loved Me (Lori in this case)" Kevin would be "Dead By Sunset (Lori's birthday in my shooting)".  All classic novels by the Queen of True Crime, Ann Rule.  
All books that I've read too while Lori and Missy watched me grow up.  I've seen all of Ann's work over the years with a very few exceptions.  My best friend in San Diego, Tom Beam, calls himself one of the characters from "If You Really Loved Me"...sometimes he is Patty Brown and sometimes he is Cinny Brown...aka Cinnnamon Brown when we joke about how much I love reading Ann Rule's books.  He also liked reading them when I was done.  So you see, I'm very well versed in true crime involving sociopaths.  I even tell my friends about them, but I'm not just dreaming them, I'm the one with the bullet hole in my car door that Lori is so proud of and I'm the one with the broken skull and HIV from the gay bashing in Palm Springs.  I didn't shoot myself and I didn't break my skull. In fact, I wrote years and years of diaries about being stalked before any of that even happened.  Didn't I Lori?
The simple reason why I'm not the workplace violence person is simple when you see the evidence.   I'm the one getting his face punched out on the postcard from my rape called "Perspectives".  I'm the one on vacation when Lori shows up there with her friends.  I'm the one with the bullet hole in my car door and the text from Lori about it.  I'm the one with the broken skull from the rape.  I'm the one that get's all Lori's STD's after the rape happens.  I'm the one with the emails from Laurie Johnson detailing Lori LaFond's problems with my becoming an informant and I'm the person with the dead brother in law....
You see, I'm the person that told these parents about this crime, not the person telling them not to do anything about it.  That's all someone else, not me.
The reason the Ann Rule book's titles all work for me is because she is writing about sociopath murderers. They don't have a whole lot of difference between them.  All they think about is themselves and they don't give a shit about anyone else but themselves.  I've written 7500 blog posts for other people.  I went on the news for other people.  I went to symposiums for other people.  I learned about this crime's technology all on my own.  I did it for you.  I did it so Lori LaFond could become famous...for what she's done, not for putting people in jail, for doing it illegally.
I always knew that my life was a true crime novel come to life.  I knew it because it started when I was a kid and never ended.  There were so many inconsistencies in truth versus allegation.   Too many people found out things that nobody could have known about.  Lori's fanciful storytelling is nothing more than a fabrication of sex, drugs and violence mixed in with her own fetishes and perversions, drawn together with year of spying on people.  Over time she developed a hatred for everyone because they wouldn't believe her incredulous stories.  There was way too much informant for a child to have had, then into adulthood.
When you look at the interviews of Diane Downs, you see very little, if any, sympathy for her children, they are simply pawns in her game.  SHE and SHE ONLY, is important.  Did she honestly believe that a many would love her if she got rid of her own three children?  Was that even the truth?  Let's face it, if a many having a sexual encounter with a sociopath wants to get out of it when he finds out what a freak show she is, wouldn't saying, "Look you have three kids and I'm not into kids," be the perfect way to dump her?   Not in Diane or Lori's mind.  If I love Christopher, wouldn't putting him in jail be a way of getting rid of him?  That's what Lori did.  I told you all that she was planning that BEFORE she put him there.  She did the same thing to Steven Frey.
Lori is obsessed with me.  She thinks I'm going to find her another drug dealer to either turn in or buy drugs from (steal them too).  She goes nuts if I show her some kind of behavior that she links to my drug past.  I haven't used a drug in 12 years.  I am not going to help Lori find another drug dealer.  I am useless to her and I'm certainly not willing to put any more of my friends in danger.  No matter how long Jeffrey takes to wise up, I'm not that guy.
What we don't have, at this point, is a person to person interview with Lori or any of her housemates.  What we do have, however, is a complete application for a restraining order for a place that she neither worked for nor lived in that city.  We have her broken down story about a phone message that was neither left for her sister, who I do not know, at a place that her sister didn't work for apparently.  I wouldn't know, I don't know her sister.  I called the Twentynine Palms City offices to leave a message for the 29 Palms Police, not her sister.  At the time, as I am sure the PSPD will acknowledge, I was working as both an informant for their department and as a lead volunteer for the Police Complaint Center and Diop Kamau.
According to Lori LaFond, City of La Quinta employee, I called and left some kind of message for her sister at the city office.  Her sister then heard the message and called a friend of mine to verify that it was me.  First of all on the phone message that I left, I said it was me.  There was no reason to deny it.  I left it driving to work one night in my car, all alone.  There was no mention of her sister Lori or the person Lori calls her sister in that application.  I didn't even know she had a sister.   Never the less, what we have is a complete liar's account of what never happened.
Lori LaFond, is Lisa, according to Jonathan Mendenhall and everything that Lori LaFond did after that was just like Lisa would do it.  She lied about who she was, lied about where she worked, lied about the content, lied about talking to my best friend, lied about who she was living with, lied about the phone message and then lied to the district attorney, her lawyer from the City of LaQuinta, the commissioner's secretary and anyone that would believe that Lori could possibly be stalking me and committing mortgage fraud.  Look at the debt that Steven Frey is in...ask Jackson Velin why his home has Steven's name on it.  The mortgage fraud is all in Steven's name.  If Steven Frey owes a half million dollars in unpaid capital gains taxes...then why isn't Jackson's home being forfeited?  It's because the PSPD doesn't have a clue about what they are doing.