Whatever she tells you about me, remember, the rest of the time she is telling people that she doesn't know it. Lori has this thing about making people feel the way she does. I've already told you that there is no possible way that I could feel like Lori LaFond. I have way too much love in my heart for people. I don't hate people like she does and I certainly don't treat them like they are disposable lighters for her meth spoon.
There is something wrong with how she chooses to harass a person then she tells people all about them and what's wrong with their lives. First of all, she likes to determine all the outcomes for other people, like she's God or something. I don't buy it at all. Every criminal must go through a period of thinking that they have the system beat, then they get caught. I'm not interested in what she feels or how she feels it. I don't care about her enough to do that. The fact that she shows up at my class reunions and spews all that talk shows you that she cares more about my life than hers.
Everything in her life is a manipulation. I'm nothing like her. I don't think of one person as an asset against another person. Lori pits friend against friend, family member against family member and stranger against stranger just to see what will happen. I'm low key...I don't like confrontations so I don't have them. Lori loves just the opposite. She loves to create drama. I live in a body that loves peace, this whole thing that she does is like a poison inside of my body. I refuse to let her negativity bring me to a place of violence or drug use. I am much better than that.
The worst thing that any victim could ever do is REACT to Lori. I've found that the operators of this system like a verbal response to let them know that the victim or target is listening to them. I have to hear her, I don't have to listen. It's kind of like Charlie Brown's teacher when she talks. I hear her words, but the hate that goes with them I let bounce right off of me. I know a better thing. I know love. She has never felt that emotion and I feel sorry for her. She knows lust, sex, fetish and sadism, but love isn't something that Lori knows. I'm not about to be the one that gives it to her either. I don't love Lori LaFond, I don't even know her. I wouldn't love her if she was around, there is way too much water under that bridge. I had to live with her consequences for far too long. Now it is her turn to learn what it is like to be in the middle of small town controversy. She thinks she's going to be Jodi Arias, more like Jodi Arias' grandmother. She's not the kind of person that I would want in a room alone with me. I knew Andrew Cunanan, I would rather spend an hour in a room with him alone than 5 minutes alone with that Sea Hag. Lori is far less able to hold a conversation that doesn't turn into an argument. Andrew could hold a conversation and know the difference. He was much smarter than Lori LaFond, and much less evil.
What Andrew did was horrific, but he snapped. What Lori does isn't a snap, it is a life long dream to hurt and infect people with a killer disease. There's more evil in Lori's little finger than Andrew had in his whole body. My apologies to Andrew's victims, one of which was a good friend of mine, but even he would agree, Andrew snapped or he would never have gained access to the first murder.
Lori has this need to be involved. She has a fear of missing out. I don't know why?
She never belonged with me in the first place. She was the one that was quick to point that out in high school. It wasn't a case of me picking on her...she was the aggressor and the bully. The message was clear, she thought I was gay and she hated me for it. That was the clear message. There is no ambiguity. Since I was implanted a year or two after she graduated, she is a good suspect from the beginning. When you find out what she tried to do with my father again and then sending people to meet me in Riverside, you can tell that she never stopped hating me. Then I was implanted and infected in Palm Springs, she lived right across the street.
That Lori goes around telling stories about me and my friends is the most ridiculous part of all of her denial. My friends have run into her because she forces them there. Once they meet her and are disgusted with what they see, she threatens to hurt me if they say anything. I'm not a China doll, I won't break that easily. I'm more tough than she has ever realized, but I'm not the aggressor. I am passive. I don't believe in hurting a woman...even if that woman is Lori LaFond. She's just not someone I want to know or to know what I'm doing. I want her out of my life for good.
