Lori isn't exactly the kind of person anyone would rationally follow on their way to success. I post this question to you.
Would you rather listen to someone that spent thirty years doing nothing but drugs and stealing, who sits on her fat ass all day long screaming about how "life has done her wrong. Would you rather listen to someone that has actually lived life and knows that the future is bright for those who work hard for it? You don't take advice from a drug dealer...it just isn't something that should happen. I've met many. Some were brilliant, most went to jail.
One of these people that sold drugs once told me, "If I were successful, why would I be selling drugs?" I though he suffered from low self esteem, but now I see more than I use to. He was actually complimenting me and saying that what I was doing, at that time, was far more successful than selling something like dope. He wished that his life was more like mine. I think when you are in the middle of something like addiction, you are selfish and you think more of your supplier than they would want you to. Now I understand why he was so adamant about my life being "more successful" than his.
Lori suffers from the delusion that "everyone" wants to be a drug dealer. That isn't true. She feels that, with drugs, she is a powerful force to be reckoned with. If you had to see how she lives, what she doesn't have and what she's lost, you'd understand that taking advice from her would not be something that you would or should do. It was only her relationship with the PSPD that kept her out of trouble. Guess what? She doesn't live in that area any longer. Nobody here will protect her. Living her life isn't something I would wish on any of you. She was so use to getting and doing exactly as she pleased, she started to stomp on people to the point of exhaustion. There was a period that everyone was afraid to walk outside or even stay indoors because her lying had peaked.
This week, I wanted to demonstrate something to all of you that Lori didn't think that you would know. Unless you follow my thinking live, you didn't see it. It was a choice that I made to illustrate just how sick Lori really is. On the one hand, if what I was doing was "for her", then I would have been her hero, but since it was for an example, I am her biggest enemy. It's always better to be her enemy. Her friends get stabbed in the back as quickly as they turn around.
I waited until January 2, 2018 for the new California Marijuana Laws to change. In our area, legal adult/prescription dispensaries are on every single corner. We live in the desert so growing and dispensing is big business for local store owners. On January 1st, prescription-less products were open for sale for everyone over the age of 21. I know you all have heard of this before, but I've never engaged on the activity simply because I am sober. I have a point to make though so, as usual, I took to the field to show my live audience just what it is like to be a victim of this crime.
Meth is a HUGE no no in our area, thanks in large part to all of the arrests that Lori had made in the gay community by setting men up with a sale, then calling the police on them. Literally, she began legislating morality, almost 30 years ago. Again, don't take morality lessons from someone without any morals, you'll find that there is a hypocrisy that exists between what Lori does and what she doesn't let you do. Her "HIGH" horse is a race for one and only she can come in first place. If you don't put your horse in the race, you can't lose, but you also can't win either.
Meth vs. Marijuana is the game that I thought I would play with Lori. Understand that Lori is living with a supply of meth that she bought over ten years ago. I should know, I am one of the people that knew where she was getting it from. It was my former boyfriend's source that she used. Who it was, isn't really of any concern, but what she bought is. She got a ton of meth, but it's over ten years old now. If you know this story then you know that Lori likes to "touch", "mix in" and "play with" her supply. In a physical way, Lori is mesmerized by having so much dope.
I, on the other hand, have seen a federal courtroom full of so much cocaine and other substances that it wouldn't phase me. What I see is a criminal case ready to happen, what Lori sees is "power". Two different perspectives. My point, for now, is that Lori is saturated with this old dope that doesn't really make her feel high. If you know much about the meth trade, you know that it has been harder and harder to make a quality product. That's a good thing in my eyes, in Lori's that's the worst thing that could happen.
So, now California lets loose on the marijuana laws and the pot product has soared in quality. There is no need for illegal, insect sprayed, non taxed and not good pot. The quality of the products is world class as opposed to her meth that is bottom of the barrel. So I know what Lori is like. You would think, "Isn't it legal for Lori to buy the new marijuana?" The answer, in short is, "Yes." One thing that most of you don't know is that she has limited her number of victims to a small group of my friends. We all have Lifelocked our families and ourselves...so stealing from us has become a sure way to turn off her internet connection. One false purchase with someone's stolen credit card and Lifelock will go after their IP Address and shut them down.
The problem for Lori is that "her successful life" isn't. She can't afford the new marijuana. She doesn't have a valid id. A dispensary is like a "homosexual bar" to her. Lori, "wouldn't be caught dead going into a place like that." Without hitting every mark, you can't even enter the stores.
I tried an experiment to show everyone just how evil Lori is when it comes to her jealousy. I decided to take a trip to a dispensary to see how the process worked. It's actually quite fascinating. You could hear Lori going crazy all week long! She hasn't stopped trying to "figure out a way" to have me hurt by this trip. I didn't have to buy anything to know that this was something that she wanted to have me arrested for. Lori has always been able to call my real sister and tattle on me.
As you can imagine, Lori, stuck in a squat house, an hour away from any dispensary, went berserk. "He can't just" is her favorite thing to say. She went down the whole list. "Isn't he on probation." (No) "He can't drive with something like that in his car" (Check the law) "He's wasted" (I didn't use anything) and on and on. The thing that she always emphasizes, the girl that hasn't known anything about me since high school, is that she has to pretend that "she saw me there so she has the right to tattle". I was smart though. I found out where the dispensaries are and picked a name. I told her the name of one place, but I went to another. Of course this means that you have to do all of the side thinking too. You have to remember street names and the name of the business.
Mostly I wanted my live audience to hear how she legislates morality. Marijuana, here, is legal. Meth, is not. She keeps telling all of us that she is an "entrepreneur", but selling meth isn't legal. She isn't a "meth dispensary". Those aren't legal.
So today I wanted to let all of you know that the example has been given. I showed all of you what it is like when Lori enacts her "only for me" policy. Now you know how it is when you are one of these victims. You may not like drugs and I understand that. I'm not the biggest fan either, but this can happen if I go shopping at Walmart. As long as I do what I want, Lori will try to stop me. I used drugs as an example this week, but next week I will pick something else.
Remember folks, she is a drug dealing snitch thief...she isn't the kind of example you would take advice from.
Now laws were broken in the investigation into Lori's mind.
In Lori's mind, she makes the laws that her victims have to follow, OR ELSE!
I was constantly being told that she was going to call the local police, but what she doesn't understand is that for a $40.00 product, that I looked at on a touch screen dispenser, the tax was a whopping $9.50. The tax on legal marijuana is almost 23%. That money is now slated to go to law enforcement and other places. Nobody walked out of there without something...can you imagine how much money is now generated from the profits of this move? BILLIONS of dollars to the State of California, but Lori still thinks she can have people arrested for it. I want to be clear here, I am not the purchaser of product, I wanted to see what she would do.
Lori has this need to show people how "powerful" her mouth is. So I did one thing. I went to the area where Lori's mouth has been before. There are 8 or 9 dispensaries in the Cat City Cove area...so is the Gentlemen's Club where Lori use to say that the waitresses and dancers were prostitutes selling drugs. That was untrue. In fact, the father of one of my team members owns that establishment and many others and nothing like that went on. Going to a former area where Lori hurt people and got away with it was part of the plan. She has implanted officers in the Cat City police department. Lori thinks that she can use these officers to arrest people for buying legal pot. She wants the place staked out.
It's hilarious to me to think that someone with as little common sense as Lori hasn't figured it out. The police would be shooting themselves in the foot if they embarked on a campaign of terrorizing customers of these kinds of establishments.
Lori suits Lori's needs and desires. She doesn't apply the "swatting laws" to herself. Making bullshit inquiries and fake phone calls to police is all she knows. What I wanted to do was take one of her big three issues for victims and exploit it. 1) Drugs, 2.) Sex and 3.) relationships. This was my chance to show you, legally, how she really is.
Tell me everyone, did she pass or fail?
I know she failed because I can hear her. Now she wants to do things like she's always done. Call my sister and tell her to drug test me. Call her and tell her what "she saw me doing". Tattletaling Lori is who she thinks she is best. What she doesn't know is that I've already prepared myself for all that bullshit again. Years and years of experience have taught me a few things. I know where she goes. I know how she thinks. I know that she thinks that she can use people and make me look bad, so I'm heading in a different direction.
It's the complete loss of control that Lori fears when it comes to me. I am ready to move somewhere with Christopher because two of us are much stronger than one. Four of us are stronger than two. My team is much stronger than she is. Reclaiming my life was as easy as putting my nose to the grindstone and committing to "I make decisions for myself; safely and with experience."
Lori does not control me. I control me. She can't control herself, so I'm not taking advice from someone that is out of control.
