I know it took me a while, but I laid C.J. to rest today. He was asleep since Tuesday morning and never woke again. I heard his last breath and held him in my arms and wished that Christopher was there to help me.
Now, a few days later, after going through a really hard time, I was able to return him to the Earth and something miraculous happened.
First of all, I've never had to bury a loved pet like this. My little girl Molly simply gave a "meow" after twenty plus years and I never saw her again. I think God just picked her up and took her. C.J. was special because of what he represented to me. Taking care of Christopher with Jesus on my side. I decided to bury him with some crystals from Brazil that I got today and prayed over. I tucked them under his chin where he loved to be scratched and buried him in the hoodie of mine that he loved sleeping on.
I lit some candles and put a guardian angel over his resting place. Told him he was "a good boy kitty" and let him go. This is about just after dusk so the sky was dark.
I looked up at Heaven and you wouldn't believe your eyes! A rocket must have been shot off from somewhere, but as I stared at the sky the most brilliant light shone from the trail of the rocket. It was awe inspiring! I honestly believe it was a sign that C.J. was on his way to Heaven and wanted me not to worry any longer. I'm hoping that someone caught a picture of this from my team, because, I'm not lying. The most spectacular light shot up into outer space taking my kitty with it.
Thank you all for allowing me to feel something again. Most of all, Christopher and I want you to know that he would have loved how much you guys enjoyed hearing about him.
I'm better now...I'll miss him forever.
Now I just want to be with Christopher.
