So while I was taking care of my boyfriend's home while he was over seas, fighting in the Gulf War, I've finally figured out why he was so different when he got back. It would seem that Lori was sending him letters in the mail, telling him all kinds of lies about me and my family, while he was in the war. He had no idea that he was talking to the girl that had intentionally infected me or that she had implanted me with this RFID chip when I was 19. He had no idea that she and her brother were stalking me my whole life and that she was trying to lure him into getting to know her and possibly infecting him when he got back...this was all her way of making it look like I had something to do with it. By telling him that I was HIV positive and offering that information, then offering to sleep with him or meet him, she would have knocked him out and infected him too.
He knows that in all the time that I was with him, I never exposed him to HIV...and never would. Lori knew that too, she just wanted it to look like I'd infected him, so she came up with a story to meet him and do it herself. She wrote him a letter, I've been told.
I know now, allegedly, that she is the person that infected me. There were a lot of false positives when she first began infecting people with her syringes. She carried them around full of blood waiting for a chance to use them and air killed the virus, so people developed antibodies but got no virus...they tested for antibodies back then. I was one of her first victims...there was a chance I wasn't positive, but I took no risks with ANYONE!!! You see it still with her HEP C infections too...I test positive for exposure but no virus. I never had sex or used drugs when I was testing positive in 1987 and I know there were others that weren't HIV positive with virus, but I never took a chance with anyone...I played by the rules and was safe with everyone I knew.
It was only after I moved back to Palm Springs that I was tested for the virus, not the anti bodies that I knew for sure I had HIV...now I take the meds. I have never ever infected anyone with HIV. I would feel horrible if that ever happened. I couldn't live with myself.
