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Thursday, July 27, 2017

To The San Diego U.S. Attorney and San Diego District Attorney, "I've Lost Interest, No Thanks!"


In light of all of the threats and warning messages that my family has received from Jeffrey, Marilyn and Benjamin Katzenberg through Missy Pissy, David, Lori and Brian La Tweeker, I need to let the U.S. Attorney and the San Diego District Attorney as well as the San Diego Police know that I am no longer interested in working with any of you.  I feel that it has become far too dangerous for me an my family to survive out here in the middle of nowhere with a man with endless supplies of money and resources; enough to bail out two very dangerous criminals and keep them hidden now for almost eight years while paying for them to live and allegedly sell drugs the entire time.  It is alleged that one of Jeffrey's homes was loaded with food colored GHB an earmark of Lori and Brian's GHB manufacturing and distributed by Missy and David to that home and nothing came of it.  David's own sister Madison reported this crime and Jeffrey allegedly had it covered up. 

This is far too dangerous for me to be in a position to live with my parents when Jeffrey's security could cause me harm at any given moment.  It is further noticed that every time that I have sought gainful employment at jobs that I am overqualified for that Jeffrey or one of his drug dealing employees has stalked me and made contact with these employers to keep me from being employed at Jeffrey's instruction.  This entire time I am told that Jeffrey has insisted on keeping monies that I earned that he took from a bank account of my in a very nefarious manner without my knowledge to keep me from having any kind of funds to live on since November of 2016.  I can't see any kind of specialists and I have nothing.  

This latest rounds of harassment came last week when Jeffrey's employees contacted the Southern District of California's Clerk of Court, John Morrill and kept me from gaining employment there with some kind of cooked up story that has now angered him in some way.  I can assure you that it wasn't true, but it has now soured our friendship to the point that I am fearful of him.  I am also fearful of whatever else Jeffrey has done with these fugitives from justice over the years.  I am very afraid of the damage that Jeffrey is causing behind my back simply because I was trying to find the people that I was told were hired by Sam Hamrick to "follow me everywhere" when I worked for the Clerk's Office previously.  I had a right to find my attempted murderers...Jeffrey has some reason for me not to.

I will no longer be available to work with anyone on this case out of fear for my life and because of the perceived threat I received from John Morrill.  I don't like feeling as if I am being targeted for no reason.  I've done nothing wrong and I am very confused as to why anyone would think that I would harm anyone simply because I wanted to talk with a former friend.  I am extremely upset that he would consider a request to understand why he was acting so curt with me something of a "situation".  It's beyond me what Jeffrey is doing to my life other than stalking me with his former employees.  I don't leave my home any longer out of fear I will be shot at again.  I have had people at my home in the middle of the night while Jeffrey was in this area and can prove it with shots from our home cameras.  This man was also in Sedona, Arizona with Missy  and David when I was on vacation.

I can't do the job with this many people stalking me as a police informant...including the police officer that I was working for...someone once told me that Bryan Anderson knew that they were doing this from this location.  How would you like to be stalked by the cop that you signed up to do this investigation with only to find out that he was working with the bad guys?  I doubt it's true, but what if it was? Then they told me that a San Diego officer that sent me my police report from the shooting was working for Jeffrey, now he's working for Jeffrey stalking me?  Doubt it, but what if that's true?  I mean you can't do this job knowing that everyone you know has completely turned their back on you and that someone is trying to kill you.  You can't...it's as illegal as fuck and Jeffrey is behind it...allegedly.  Find out who bailed out Lori and Brian in Sedona and where that money came from and you'll see who is behind it.

Bail sureties should not be helping Lori keep me from getting another job unless they were in Sedona doing the same thing that they are doing right now.  I was a police informant rape victim on vacation then when that occurred and that was what they were there doing.  Now that she is a fugitive the surety and the fugitive are right back doing the same thing they were doing in Sedona.  How did they get there?  Lori hitched a ride with friends of mine that were going to be in Arizona (pictures are available) and David was flown there by Jeffrey Katzenberg, so was Missy.  I was told that Benjamin and Marilyn Katzenberg were there too.  I was unaware that this whole thing was about getting me in trouble.  I thought that they were there to help me, not there to help me get into trouble.  Now I'm seeing that the whole thing was some kind of set up to put me in a position to get in trouble out of state.  I'm scared for my life.

Anthony was in on it.  Jonathan was in on it.  Missy and David were in on it.  Lori and Brian were in on it.  I basically walked into a chamber of horrors on a vacation that my mom set up for me and my friends that nobody told me about.  I was set up.  I was taken to Phoenix, to the North Scotsdale area and almost was put in a position to go to jail with a key that was stolen to my own vehicle when drugs were going to be put in my car.  Fortunately Brian was arrested before that could happen.  I am so shocked and ashamed that my own friends did this to me.  Now I fear that everyone that I trusted used me to further their own agendas.  It's the saddest day of my life.

This vacation now looks even worst than ever. I took $900 with me, and $600 of it was stolen.  I limped out of the State of Arizona barely with my life.  Now I understand that it was a complete set up to stalk and frame and informant to put me in jail for something that I did not do.  I'm embarrassed to even know these people.

It's no wonder I've not heard from Christopher since his release from jail, he's been living with Barbara then Jeffrey.  None of these people want me to be free from this system.  This whole time that I've been working to stop this crime, they all have been trying to stop me from being free.  I'm scared.  I'm alone.  I'm wanting to leave for just about anywhere but here.

So yeah, San Diego isn't for me without a job.  I can't imagine the level of betrayal it takes to do this to a friend.  What do you say to friends to make them do this to another person?  "Hey, I've got an idea, let's put Kevin in jail in Arizona and you guys can get rich?" Man is that low or what?  I just want you all to know something.  I didn't do this for money or fame or anything.  I just wanted to help people.  That's all.  I knew what it was like to have my childhood stolen from me.  I wanted that to never happed to a little boy again.  No kid should go to bed with dreams and wake up with HIV like I did.  It ruins your life.  It takes away your future when you are that young.  I know there are manageable ways to handle the disease now, but kids don't see things that way.  They see damage...they see nothing more than damage.  I know.  I am that kid.  My dreams are limited to "I hope I can wake up tomorrow and not have my dad yell at me or look at me with disgust".  That's my dream for today.  That's my whole dream.

Every other day I have to listen to one or both parents tell me one thing, "If you hadn't screwed up in San Diego..."  You want to know what my screw up was?  I was being stalked for 15 years to the point of being frightened.  When someone started breaking into my home I used some drugs to stay away from my home.  I got shot at.  When my boss at the court ordered me to seek counseling, I did.  I told my psychiatrist about not liking the drugs and he told me, go to rehab and tell your work you need to go, you are protected by law and you won't lose your job.  Lori called my boss and told him about this conversation.  When I took the time off and went to rehab and was ready to return, they wouldn't let me.  The Clerk told me, "I have people watching you everywhere..." and that frightened me even more...It's all in my diaries.  I never liked drugs.  They calmed me down.  The stalking continued and I had to leave San Diego...that was my "big fuck up" and I've paid for it ever since. I did what I was told and I lost everything.  While I negotiated my job, Lori caused two car accidents and called my boss both times...and I went into a rehab...then I couldn't safely return without putting my judge in danger with these people.  I resigned knowing I had to find out who Sam had following me.  I did that job for my friends.  Now I'm being punished again for it.  It is so unfair.

I just want you all to know.  I did this for my friends.  The same ones that have turned against me again.

You never get the dream in this lifetime...you only get parts of a nightmare.