Pressure. Yeah, I know it makes diamonds. What happens when you just keep the pressure up all the time but the diamond is already a diamond. I'm really good at being good. I'm not so good at being nasty. I don't like being tough on other people. People have taken advantage of that. People have allowed other people to take horrible advantage of me and make me look like I'm some kind of a bad person for talking about it on here. This is survival. Before I began writing about this on here it was an every day struggle to be attacked by two women that hate men. They would sit around and figure out ways to hurt me without any way to fight back.
Examples are: Being raped and convincing the police that it didn't happen. Having my skull broken and convincing the hospital that it didn't happen with two MRI's. Being shot at and convincing two police officers from that department that even though the shooter admits to doing it that they should do nothing. Stalking me to Arizona but convincing everyone that a restraining order against me was "okay" afterwards. These are the kinds of things that happen. Without this blog, I would have to have accepted these things without any of you knowing. Is that wrong?
You see this crime against gay men isn't something that these women that hate us want us to talk about. They want us to take it without saying a word about it. This is strictly enforced by Jeffrey Katzenberg and his money. The fact of the matter is that he is using a form of emotional extortion and lying to the police to do this. Every single day the pressure on me is complete. The false imprisonment is tremendous. He tells law enforcement one thing, but his actions are completely different. He wants me alone, isolated, impoverished, without medical attention and without any income. He wants everyone to believe that he's some kind of humanitarian, but he is exterminating what he thinks is the problem. If you ask him if he is doing something to help, he says some kind of "aloof" "ambiguous" "open ended" answer that means absolutely nothing. Get him to state a date, time and exact plan and he crumbles.
There is nothing solid about his bullshit. It's a lie. He won't commit to anything in writing or anything solid. The only commitment that he has is to two people that have committed crimes against me and the other members of this coalition. That commitment he stands strong with on a daily basis. There is nothing more terrorist than this agreement. He is Laurie's biggest ally. There isn't anyone in this universe that has done more to help her than him.
I am disappointed beyond words in the lack of law enforcement when it comes to what he has put all of us through and his lack of being held to the standard that the rest of us would have been jailed for.
