It's not just that I can't get this investigation into the hands of the right prosecutors. It's not that I can't work for the people that I need to be working for. It's when I can't even protect my own family with the truth that I've developed and sacrificed for that becomes the major problem. It's like having a boyfriend with a video that shows Laurie talking shit about my family with her pussy hanging out with a hot dog up there, and someone tell him he can't show it to my family that gets my blood boiling. That's not just informant tampering, it's boyfriend tampering. It's relationship tampering. It's a violation that can't be fixed. It says, your family doesn't mean anything to me. That's a sign of absolute assholeishness that I don't think I will ever be able to explain to people and say, "Isn't he wonderful?" I mean, how can you say that?
That's worse than having an affair and saying, "But he's really a great guy!" You can just see their eyes rolling at your foolishness can't you? I know that other people's opinions don't matter and I know it's really about two people, but when your family has been tortured by one girl for years and years to the point where your father was arrested and put through a trial because of her...it's essential that the person that you love does something not so extraordinary and expose that. Don't you think? I do. I want to be sure that I say that to myself before I see his face and have that feeling Britney. That's my logical side of thinking, not my heart. You can't have that kind of explosive evidence that can save a family and hold it over someone you love's head...you just can't. You can't do that and say, "I love you." It's just not love.
Jeffrey is telling Christopher NOT TO SEND ME THE VIDEO OF LAURIE'S INTRODUCTION SO YOU CAN ALL SEE HER THREATS...IS THAT WHAT A BOYFRIEND/INFORMANT DOES? He's clearly sided with that cunt Missy. Bad decision. Not a good Christmas present Christopher and a bad decision for our relationship altogether. Picking Jeffrey over me is the WRONG DECISION...CALL YOUR SISTER IMMEDIATELY, THEN CALL YOUR BROTHERS.
