There is some kind of problem with Laurie understanding something about me that I need to declare here. I own me. I have the papers. I bought this body. I made all the payments. I'm the soul owner and the sole owner. Laurie has this thing about since she stuck some microchip inside of my body while I was knocked out cold that she somehow own's me. Um, she doesn't. In fact, all of what she's been privy to, over the years, should have taught her one very important thing. No woman owns me. No man owns me, but no WOMAN will ever own me. That may be attractive to her "psycho dominatrix fantasy" but I'm nobody's fool. I wouldn't allow this freak show to think I would let that fantasy occur without me stopping it at every turn.
I'm not really into that whole thing where she plays dominatrix to my pacifistic demeanor. I'm just not going to fulfill her fantasy by telling her something like what happened before my rape. I clearly recall telling Steven Frey about how much I couldn't stand people that knocked individuals out with drugs and had sex with them just before I was raped. Steven hated that sort of thing too, but I can imagine that Laurie had her comments to make to Steven as soon as I said that to him. What did you say Laurie? Steven made the comment about people that rape people that are unconscious being something he hated...and a few days later I was beaten senseless in his home and almost killed. What a coincidence. Not really. Laurie heard the whole thing. It wasn't Steven that raped me...it was the person that was listening to that conversation on this system.
She thinks that she's cut off my sex life. She thinks that she's cut off my finances. She thinks that she's ruined my relationship. Laurie thinks that she controls all kinds of things. The things that she thinks she controls aren't real. The location I am in, the relationship I am in, the sex life I have or don't have, is my choice...Laurie controls nothing. She never has. What she tells you about what she does to me she doesn't say in the restraining order that she filed against me...if you read that and compared it to the things she lied about to the people in Riverside, Redlands and San Diego, then you know that I have nothing to do with her or her brother, by her own admission.
