Today I have decided to use the shadow art work of the great Tim Noble, to illustrate what I know Laurie tries to do with the two of us. I've never considered Laurie LaTweeker any part of my life, but when you hear other people tell you what she is like with me and my family, she's got some ill conceived idea that she is part of my life. I have nothing to do with her. Never have.
My silence about her doing these things to me was not just intentional, it was imperative to my survival for years...and, lets face it, I didn't care. I didn't think that it was possible for anyone that I had nothing to do with to have this kind of hatred towards me or my family. I didn't talk about her ever. I never brought her name up. I didn't think that giving a negative person energy was my style and it still isn't. It is instinctual, only now, that I tell my part of this story in my way. Nobody ever knew that truth, but it's all there.
From Laurie, you've never heard anything but the most negative and horrible stories about me. From me, you heard nothing. You didn't hear it then because I didn't want to give attention to what I thought was fairly obvious. I worked. I went to school. I lived my life without her in it. I didn't realize that people could believe that I was anything like what she was trying to turn me in to. I'm not the kind of person that has to defend himself with words when my own actions speak for themselves. I did all of the things that can be proven, but none of the things that Laurie wants you all to believe. The rumors, stolen from my head. Many stolen from conversations that I would have kept secret. There was an expectation of privacy when conversing with others. I didn't realize that someone would actually be looking to take those conversations and weave them into some kind of hateful life that I didn't live. This is the destruction of a person without any participation or consent.
I've never understood where her hatred came from. Mine for her is overstate by Laurie and really not something that I live my life by. True, I left this area because I didn't want to be around the poisonous air that she'd created, but I never put the blame squarely on her. I couldn't put a tag on it because I didn't have all of the facts. Now that it has become clear that her opposition to my life and happiness has been her life long goal, it would be easy for me to say that I hate her. I avoid that too. I wouldn't want any of you to think that I consider her enough to put that kind of emotion behind it. Is she creepy and sick? I think so. I don't want anyone to get the impression that I would ever spend more than a minute of my time thinking about her if she hadn't made it so clear that she wanted me dead. That is the only reason why I spend any time at all telling you what I know. To give her that kind of "power" only makes her think that she's won some kind of victory in my life. This life isn't over though and there is a much greater story to be told.
Ask anyone. I've never had a conversation about Laurie that was beyond, "I'm a police informant and you need to stay away from her" or defending her attacks upon my while she used other people. I don't talk about her with other people. Bryan Anderson knows that it is true and so do all of my family and friends. I just don't believe in giving her any kind of stage upon which to perform. She just loves trying to convince people that she's some kind of "safety monitor" while she spreads rumors that aren't true. Using a tiny bit of truth to sell the story, she then embellishes her lies with salacious and hateful things. When I said I was raped, she turned that into some kind of "sexual fantasy" that I was living out on television. That's not what I would do at all. Nobody would ever say they were raped for no reason, especially a man. Look at my skull. I said what I said knowing that the police were going to slander and libel me...I knew it was the right thing to do. This problem extends through their department and the only way to bring that to light was to let them say what they wanted. If you are a victim of a violent crime, then you know how awful what they said was. It was a necessary sacrifice to be made.
There are enough victims of this crime, even locally, to sustain what I've told the public. Someone is intentionally infecting people with HIV and disease using some kind of tranquilizer, then following them around making their lives look unimportant. That isn't me. You won't ever see me do that. I'm the person that took a stand against it. So don't ever think that the shadow that I cast is the same as Laurie's. I'm putting my life up for scrutiny to show everyone the difference between myself and her. How would Laurie even know the difference? According to her, she knows "nothing about me since high school" and doesn't know a single friend of mine "post high school"...that is a sworn statement from her own restraining order. Does that match up to what you know? I know Bryan Anderson knows that isn't true and so does Jonathan Mendenhall and Christopher Monti. This is just another case of a stalker trying to intimidate their victim. Don't let the sculpture fool you, there is a big difference between the shadow she casts and the one I do.
My silence about her doing these things to me was not just intentional, it was imperative to my survival for years...and, lets face it, I didn't care. I didn't think that it was possible for anyone that I had nothing to do with to have this kind of hatred towards me or my family. I didn't talk about her ever. I never brought her name up. I didn't think that giving a negative person energy was my style and it still isn't. It is instinctual, only now, that I tell my part of this story in my way. Nobody ever knew that truth, but it's all there.
From Laurie, you've never heard anything but the most negative and horrible stories about me. From me, you heard nothing. You didn't hear it then because I didn't want to give attention to what I thought was fairly obvious. I worked. I went to school. I lived my life without her in it. I didn't realize that people could believe that I was anything like what she was trying to turn me in to. I'm not the kind of person that has to defend himself with words when my own actions speak for themselves. I did all of the things that can be proven, but none of the things that Laurie wants you all to believe. The rumors, stolen from my head. Many stolen from conversations that I would have kept secret. There was an expectation of privacy when conversing with others. I didn't realize that someone would actually be looking to take those conversations and weave them into some kind of hateful life that I didn't live. This is the destruction of a person without any participation or consent.
I've never understood where her hatred came from. Mine for her is overstate by Laurie and really not something that I live my life by. True, I left this area because I didn't want to be around the poisonous air that she'd created, but I never put the blame squarely on her. I couldn't put a tag on it because I didn't have all of the facts. Now that it has become clear that her opposition to my life and happiness has been her life long goal, it would be easy for me to say that I hate her. I avoid that too. I wouldn't want any of you to think that I consider her enough to put that kind of emotion behind it. Is she creepy and sick? I think so. I don't want anyone to get the impression that I would ever spend more than a minute of my time thinking about her if she hadn't made it so clear that she wanted me dead. That is the only reason why I spend any time at all telling you what I know. To give her that kind of "power" only makes her think that she's won some kind of victory in my life. This life isn't over though and there is a much greater story to be told.
Ask anyone. I've never had a conversation about Laurie that was beyond, "I'm a police informant and you need to stay away from her" or defending her attacks upon my while she used other people. I don't talk about her with other people. Bryan Anderson knows that it is true and so do all of my family and friends. I just don't believe in giving her any kind of stage upon which to perform. She just loves trying to convince people that she's some kind of "safety monitor" while she spreads rumors that aren't true. Using a tiny bit of truth to sell the story, she then embellishes her lies with salacious and hateful things. When I said I was raped, she turned that into some kind of "sexual fantasy" that I was living out on television. That's not what I would do at all. Nobody would ever say they were raped for no reason, especially a man. Look at my skull. I said what I said knowing that the police were going to slander and libel me...I knew it was the right thing to do. This problem extends through their department and the only way to bring that to light was to let them say what they wanted. If you are a victim of a violent crime, then you know how awful what they said was. It was a necessary sacrifice to be made.
There are enough victims of this crime, even locally, to sustain what I've told the public. Someone is intentionally infecting people with HIV and disease using some kind of tranquilizer, then following them around making their lives look unimportant. That isn't me. You won't ever see me do that. I'm the person that took a stand against it. So don't ever think that the shadow that I cast is the same as Laurie's. I'm putting my life up for scrutiny to show everyone the difference between myself and her. How would Laurie even know the difference? According to her, she knows "nothing about me since high school" and doesn't know a single friend of mine "post high school"...that is a sworn statement from her own restraining order. Does that match up to what you know? I know Bryan Anderson knows that isn't true and so does Jonathan Mendenhall and Christopher Monti. This is just another case of a stalker trying to intimidate their victim. Don't let the sculpture fool you, there is a big difference between the shadow she casts and the one I do.
