Before one single police officer or investigator sits Laurie down and asks her a single question, I'd like to suggest something to you that I know will prove important. Ask her this: "Tell me about YOUR life Laurie...not about Kevin's, YOUR life." Where did you work? Whom were your co-workers? Where did you go to school? Where did you live? Who are your friends? Whom are you married to? Do you have children? What is YOUR Social Security Number? Then I want you to read what she swore was the truth about her life on the restraining order that SHE FILED at the Larson Justice Center to see what she has to say about me. This is all good information to have before you ever sit her ass down and ask her questions. You see Laurie likes "the blame game". I can tell you this. I have never spoken to Laurie in high school to anyone. I never spoke about Laurie to anyone after high school until I became an informant and found out about her alleged involvement.
We do not share friends. She did not live anywhere near me that I know of. We were never friends. We were never romantic. We've never had sex. We've never used drugs together. I've never told her anything about me or anyone I know in person or otherwise. I've never called her. I've never emailed her. I've never communicated with her of my own volition. The truth is that she is going to try to make it look like I have some kind of vendetta against her. She is the one that has all of my stolen things. I have nothing of hers. I want nothing to do with her. I've never tried to communicate with her. I did my job as an informant. Everything I've done was well within my job as an informant and as a victim of a crime. Read the restraining order and know that this is what she swore was the truth then ask members of the PSPD if it is true. She just admitted this morning that they know that this crime is committed by herself and her brother, but that will change too.
Read the admissions that are sworn to, then see if she is a liar. I want any police investigator to understand one thing. I am only doing my job as an informant and a victim of a rape. I have the right to investigate my own crime now that the police chief has said, "there is nothing more that we can do for you." That IS THE LAW! Read it. Talk to her lawyer. Talk to the people she used as witnesses. Talk to the district attorney. Talk to the judge. Talk and investigate. See if what I am saying is true. Then I want police to talk with Anthony Dabiere, Officer Bryan Anderson, Jonathan Mendenhall and Christopher Monti and see if what she has to say to them is what she swears is the truth in that restraining order. I don't want anyone to think that I have done anything more than fight for my right for due process. I will not allow anyone to say that I've done anything but protect myself from another blind attack.
Laurie loves to blame people. If it isn't her, then it is someone else. It's Jeffrey. It's Jonathan. It's her mother. It's her father. It's Kevin. It's Tracy. It's Missy. It's anyone but Laurie. That's the way sociopaths are. The evidence tells the story. Who is the victim here? I'm the one with the broken skull, the police reports, the bullet through the window, the HIV infection in 1987, the stolen items and I'm the police informant. I did as I was asked to do. The rest of the people that she is trying to blame are just smoke screens. She's desperate for anyone to become her. I think that points to her alleged guilt more than innocence. Innocent people volunteer to eliminate themselves, they don't hide and act like Laurie does. She's mean. She's evil. She even has the nerve to tell people that "Kevin wasn't raped", how in the fuck would she know? That's not what an innocent person says. That's what a person that knows something says.
Listen folks she's got this "idea" about blaming me again and I'm not going to have it. I've been put through this since I was a little kid. I won't be victimized by this bully again. Do not put me through this again Bryan Anderson.
I'm the victim of a very violent crime. I've never seen a police department's officers do such a job of blaming the victim with arrests without convictions since. It is ridiculous to think this isn't obvious. It just hasn't been dealt with properly yet. Now I'm tired of Laurie going over this again and again. This is why the Nichols' family felt threatened. You can't treat innocent people this way...fix your problems PSPD!
This entire time, I've had shit happen to me for the dumbest things. Shit that can't even be proven in a court of law. Yet things that actually did happen to me was swept so far under the carpet that nobody raised and eyebrow. This doesn't happen in the real world. A man getting raped and jailed for God's sake is something that should be looked at. Laurie worried that the word "lesbian" used to eliminate her as a suspect in an investigation isn't nearly as important as a man being stalked by someone trying to kill him. This is a ridiculous circumstance that I am in. Why is it that my evidence of a smashed skull and bleeding ass don't do what some whiny girl's phone call does to the police chief? I can't understand that. I have physical injuries. Laurie has a fantasy...something that I have been the victim of since I was in the sixth grade.
Laurie's fantasies have always been the stuff of prosecutorial legend. The show she puts on to make people believe her is so over the top stupid that nobody where we live will give her the time of day. Her fantasies are always sexual. They are almost always violent. I don't have sex. I am asexual. I don't have fantasies. My team will tell you this across the board. I've already explained this in detail. Fantasies, as those of us that know, including police officers, lead Laurie into places that she does not need to go. I live in the moment. I haven't had sex in nearly ten years, not that it is anyone's business. I can't. It is simply because sex isn't something that is possible with Laurie following me around. She turns everything into some kind of plot. I love one person. I am monogamous. I don't want Laurie in my relationship with Christopher and neither does he. I have no feelings of any kind for Laurie. NONE. I want her to stay away from me and my family. That means I don't want her showing up on my parent's doorstep or anywhere they go. This is an unwanted contact for them and me. She has no reason to be near them in the first place. She is not a friend of my family's nor has she ever been. None of us need to know her.
I think I have made that clear to everyone. I don't want her near any of us.
I find it particularly disturbing that I've been told that Laurie has visited two of the more disturbing scenes of the crimes involving my family. One the scene where my brother in law was shot and killed and two the car that I was driving where there was a bullet hole in the car door where I was shot at in San Diego. This is odd. She doesn't mention that in the restraining order either. For me, that is odd. I do know that Bryan Anderson, my police contact, as an informant delivered her to that home where these crime scenes were and he mentioned Laurie to me. I still said nothing to him about her...I never have in person.
I'm the victim of a very violent crime. I've never seen a police department's officers do such a job of blaming the victim with arrests without convictions since. It is ridiculous to think this isn't obvious. It just hasn't been dealt with properly yet. Now I'm tired of Laurie going over this again and again. This is why the Nichols' family felt threatened. You can't treat innocent people this way...fix your problems PSPD!
This entire time, I've had shit happen to me for the dumbest things. Shit that can't even be proven in a court of law. Yet things that actually did happen to me was swept so far under the carpet that nobody raised and eyebrow. This doesn't happen in the real world. A man getting raped and jailed for God's sake is something that should be looked at. Laurie worried that the word "lesbian" used to eliminate her as a suspect in an investigation isn't nearly as important as a man being stalked by someone trying to kill him. This is a ridiculous circumstance that I am in. Why is it that my evidence of a smashed skull and bleeding ass don't do what some whiny girl's phone call does to the police chief? I can't understand that. I have physical injuries. Laurie has a fantasy...something that I have been the victim of since I was in the sixth grade.
Laurie's fantasies have always been the stuff of prosecutorial legend. The show she puts on to make people believe her is so over the top stupid that nobody where we live will give her the time of day. Her fantasies are always sexual. They are almost always violent. I don't have sex. I am asexual. I don't have fantasies. My team will tell you this across the board. I've already explained this in detail. Fantasies, as those of us that know, including police officers, lead Laurie into places that she does not need to go. I live in the moment. I haven't had sex in nearly ten years, not that it is anyone's business. I can't. It is simply because sex isn't something that is possible with Laurie following me around. She turns everything into some kind of plot. I love one person. I am monogamous. I don't want Laurie in my relationship with Christopher and neither does he. I have no feelings of any kind for Laurie. NONE. I want her to stay away from me and my family. That means I don't want her showing up on my parent's doorstep or anywhere they go. This is an unwanted contact for them and me. She has no reason to be near them in the first place. She is not a friend of my family's nor has she ever been. None of us need to know her.
I think I have made that clear to everyone. I don't want her near any of us.
I find it particularly disturbing that I've been told that Laurie has visited two of the more disturbing scenes of the crimes involving my family. One the scene where my brother in law was shot and killed and two the car that I was driving where there was a bullet hole in the car door where I was shot at in San Diego. This is odd. She doesn't mention that in the restraining order either. For me, that is odd. I do know that Bryan Anderson, my police contact, as an informant delivered her to that home where these crime scenes were and he mentioned Laurie to me. I still said nothing to him about her...I never have in person.
