The numbers on the gif above represent the number of people that Laurie talks about with me...and the pattern shows you how often she talks about them. An eight year conversation is like an infinite conversation with an obsession. It's absolutely crazy how little this woman thinks about anything but hurting people. Some of these people I don't even know, but they listen with permission so she starts talking about them to me to get a reaction from them. Laurie is spiraling but it feels like this picture above. I have to break out of this cycle.
