I have a question for all of the police officers at the PSPD that arrested me for "being under the influence of a controlled substance", field tested me, took me to the hospital for drug testing, left me in jail, then found out later that I had nothing in my system. The question is this. Do you know what electronic harassment can do to a person's senses that might mask being under the influence but is not really the case. Remember, when we are walking that straight line, we are being talked to and constantly monitored...our sense of balance, not to mention our adrenaline and anger is in a much higher state than other people. It might look like we are high or our affect is slow, but it is only because the woman that talks to you is harassing us the whole time.
I believe that part of the reason that I was arrested so many times without convictions on any of the arrests shows something rather compelling beyond the timing of the arrests. In the immediate, the arrests began and continued for seven months beginning the day after I reported my sexual assault. Not a few days, mind you, they began THE DAY AFTER, starting with the problematic officer that took my rape report. Officer Fieux took my report in a very abrasive and unprofessional manner the day before, but was back again the next night to arrest me and have me taken to jail naked. The timing corresponds with the report of the rape. The charges that were to hold me that night were dropped and I was taken to jail after going to the hospital for drug testing. I wasn't asked to drug test, but I wouldn't have said no. I knew I wasn't under the influence of anything and I wanted to prove it. Those results could have been available quickly, but instead, I languished in jail overnight leaving my apartment wide open to be robbed.
I've mentioned before and will state this again, during every single one of my arrests, I was being communicated to by Laurie and Brian LaTweeker. Cops would also repeat the very words that were mentioned by the siblings as a way of gas lighting the experience. If Laurie said, "the old Palm Springs jail", the cop would then say "the old Palm Springs jail" as a way of assuring the suspect that this arrest was connected with Laurie and Brian.
These kinds of arrests echoed with the attitude of the police whom are often in a state of humorous banter about it, make the entire situation surreal even though the reality is that you are, in fact, being arrested. It almost feels like it isn't happening, but it is. The next thing you know, you are sitting in that awful blue cage holding cell at the PSPD, with Laurie and Brian laughing at you. Oh yeah, once you are in there, you are done for, you aren't going home until the morning or until they arraign you in Indio.
There is something about being arrested for "being under the influence of drugs" that seems to go hand in hand with a lot of the arrests in the gay community with respect to electronic harassment victims. If, for example, I was arrested 5 or 6 times for suspicion of "being under the influence", was tested negative and still held for the night, how were the police basing these arrests. Clearly, I am not under the influence, so how does that keep entering into the factor? I believe and am certain that it has to do with the relationship between Laurie and certain officers of the police being led to believe lies about my character and who I really am. In a way I am frustrated with the police for having believed her version of who I am and what I am about, but on the other hand, it provided me with insight as to why this technology has been so devastating to the gay community. It's one of those, "without light there is no definable darkness" kind of things. I believe that these arrests coupled with the illegal restraining order procedures that were followed give a clear example of how Laurie's terrorist system has been developed over the years.
I just want everyone's parents to understand something. Just because your kid was arrested, does not mean that they did anything wrong. Laurie has some kind of need to hurt my friends and it is something that goes all the way back to junior high school. Laurie hasn't developed very well as an adult and is still heard to tell everyone that her favorite year of her life was in 1983, her sophomore year of high school. That is really odd for a nearly 50 year old woman, but it was when her violent behavior began to manifest itself against women and gay men.
