Laurie never sleeps, thanks to the assistance of methamphetamine and syringes, but I do. So, what do you do when your mind hears her negativity all night long but your body needs sleep? You train yourself to program your sleeping into two parts. Once is your subconscious which, believe it or not, is still controlled by your conscious thought when you are awake. You know what this is like when you see a hypnotist tell you that only certain subjects are available to be hypnotized.
If you've ever seen this done, hypnosis requires complicity. A subject looking to be hypnotized for memory retrieval or for entertainment, has to be open to the concept of hypnotizing. If a subject is unwilling to be hypnotized they are highly not suggestable. A suggestable subject is one that is open to allowing their mind to retrieve memories or suggestions from another for the purpose of demonstrating or recalling them. One thing is certain, a subject knows that the attempt is being made...both are aware. When it comes to my subconscious and subjectivity, I tell myself physically and mentally that I am NOT WILLING TO ACCEPT ANY suggestions from Laurie or anyone else while I am sleeping (or awake) when it comes through this RFID device. Physically making that decision to do that will render her "night time suggesting" useless. You sleep better, but your dreams are still kind of fucked up. Oh yeah, when you practice and train enough you can recall most of your dreams that are guided by Laurie. (BTW last night's dream was about my sister and my best friend and moving out of an apartment. Why? Who knows...all I can say is that is what it was about and it is something for my team to be aware of)
Laurie has some kind of need to create tension between myself and my best friend or my sister. Her plans are obvious. So now I have to spend time telling all of you that this is where she is heading. Since neither my sister nor my best friend are particularly close with Laurie she will now try to create a lie to tell both of them without sounding like Lisa...but Lisa is whom she is, allegedly. Subliminal suggestion and "dream sequencing" set aside, you also have to mentally prepare yourself for the day's full measure of hatred for telling you about it.
Laurie has a guilty conscience. First of all Laurie isn't her name and the real "Lisa" (an oxymoron because Lisa is neither a person with that name or "real" in terms of her being only a character she plays on the radio). This is what I like to call "playing Laurie's double-talk game". What will usually ensue is that Laurie to some people will say, that's not me and not how you spell my name, but the actions of Laurie reflect the persona of Lisa. When is Laurie not Lisa? When Laurie is playing a character on a radio show...then Laurie is not Laurie, she's Lorrie and now not Lisa....neither of which is the actor playing the part. This is the double talk that Laurie uses to sort of tell a half lie. Listen, for all intensive purposes, think of Tokyo Rose.
Tokyo Rose was an Asian actress during the first World War that went on the radio to pass propaganda about the Japanese superior war machine over the allies. The truth was Rose was simply and actress on a radio show. There wasn't really a "Tokyo Rose" there was an actress. The actress was a war criminal, a propagandist, a terrorist before there was a name for it. So for our purpose, there isn't a "Lisa", there's a drama queen playing "Lisa" but there is a woman. No matter if she calls herself, Laurie, Lorrie, Lorry, or anything else, she's the person we are looking for and her behavior is typical. She hates me, will call anyone to tell them something horrible about me. She will especially seek out my family and friends to do it and when that doesn't work she'll pretend to work for the County of Riverside or San Bernardino to get some kind of legal action by pretending to be someone that deserves their help. It's a farce, it's a fallacy and it is illegal to do that. We've caught her once...and her name isn't "Lisa".
See, even when I am sleeping, I'm trying to teach all of you grasshoppers how to use what she does against her. Use your conscience to control your subconscious. Right now she is focusing on my sister being mad at me so I think I'll shore up that levy. You can always tell where Laurie is going with her lies. My sister is off limits and so is my best friend...both are going to find out that they are unwilling witnesses to Laurie's terror. It's odd how Laurie keeps ringing the same bells even when the doors are slammed in her face. She' kinda dense that way. Thick headed.
