It would be a lie if I told you that I thought returning to Palm Springs, California was going to be ideal for me when I left San Diego. I knew it was going to be, and I said this, "my version of Hell on Earth." You know God and you know what he's like? For me this was his invitation to see what kind of a soldier he'd made. Hell on Earth was putting it mildly and for about 8 or 9 months from 2007 to 2008 it was unbearable.
I knew, from years of experience, that Palm Springs, California was where this gang stalking was coming from. I couldn't visit the area without Crystal Chevrolet and 1199 Foundation cars following me everywhere. It was horrible here, then it got horrible in San Diego. Here first though. I'm from this area and I know that whatever had befallen me came from here. I must have pissed someone off, but for the life of me, I couldn't figure out whom.
I want all of you to understand that I am constantly talked to by the Blue Widow, so wouldn't it be ridiculous of me not to be honest and tell you what she is saying? It's like having a phone line being tapped by your rapist whom isn't smart enough not to make comments while they are on your line. I know the police know this is possible, but I want you all to know what it is like victimize by the Blue Widow. Her signature. Her operation method. Her manner of speaking. Her misguiding of police officers. Her destruction of your life.
Yesterday, I discussed, that one of the biggest signatures of the Blue Widow was her connection with police and her ability to manipulated them into covering up her crimes or blaming someone else. It is the first time I've ever divulged that the police ARE A SIGNATURE! It isn't the first time that the Blue Widow has discussed it, however. She tells everyone that she alone is the head of the "Special Forces Unit" of the Palm Springs Police Department; she's even told some of the rookies that she is their superior officer and that they have to take commands from her. Just because she has been around Palm Springs for so long and tried this communication before it was banned does not mean that she is, in any way, connected with the police department in any way other than "rat fink". She's a pariah of the community with a legend almost as big as her tremendous ego. Her "death grip" on the PSPD may not be obvious to them, but to the victims of this crime it is apparent all the way down to the courthouse where we are sentenced.
The first big signature I want to disclose tonight is the one that is most obvious to the gay community. The total decimation of a newly relocated gay man with any kind of finances. I will take the Kevin Roy example here for you all. He is an Emmy Award winning new anchor that has had his entire life turned upside down since moving here. The Blue Widow, in another signature move, has pretended to be him on many occasions in writing emails to me. I've met Kevin. He and I are friends and the questionable emails all continue to come from the IP Address list that is associated with the Blue Widow. This, to me, means that the Blue Widow still sees some kind of financial gain or other by continuing to stalk him. He owns his own home. He's been arrested by the police. He was once very prominent and has struggled since coming to this area. I find him to be a very smart man whom has had a rough time since coming here; much like Christopher Monti experienced. The use of the police whom are given his profile before ever meeting up with him often take a much different position with him than they should. This is another signature: cops that don't act professional in terms of locking someone up without charges being pressed, taking their blood or urine without consent, never interviewing or Mirandizing gay defendants and the intentional groping of our genitalia when they search us. This last one the cops will claim is just a "regular search for weapons". That's bullshit. This isn't patting down, it is full on grabbing my junk and working on it. Once it was done by a female officer at Steven Frey's home. Any more yanking on it and I was going to ask her to use lubrication...humiliating for a gay man.
Another signature that I'd like to tell all of you about is the use of ONE PERSON to piss off and steal from the targets that the Blue Widow wants to steal from. I've seen a few over the years but "Ricky" and "Jonathan Mendenhall" come to mind. She use to send these two over to a gay man's home to spy on them then to steal from them and to act like assholes. I've known Jonathan since I was about 19 or 20 and he was never like this until he was threatened to do so. I've also seen Ricky since about then and now he's sober and done with the Blue Widow, though he's been seen wearing a tin foil hat places. You might think this is odd behavior, but it does speak to his knowledge of what the Blue Widow does and how to push out the radiation from his temples. Ricky and Jonathan would show up almost everywhere I went. It was obvious and I knew it. Now both are back to being themselves. Oh yeah, I once bought GHB from the Blue Widow with Ricky so I know she sells it.
"The female drug dealer" is another signature. There is only one in the gay male community of Palm Springs and if you know her you know that she wants you to spend hours with her before she sells you anything and then wants to know about where you are going, when, with whom, for how long and what you will be doing? She's a rip off dealer which means she'll bait and switch you with product. Offering one type of meth then switching the bag with some kind of cut crap when you aren't looking. She insists on needle use only, no smoking or snorting of product. She's always wanting to know if there is a supplier that you know about. She's always horny and always trying to have a gay man provide anal sex for her. She has very few repeat customers and tries to steal customers from other dealers. She's been known to drug the people that buy from her. She's called herself, "Jessica", "Vicky", "Victoria", "Lisa", "Sheree" and countless other names that are not real no matter what I.D. she shows you. She want's to be in the room with gay men while they have sex. Acts like she owns the place if she ever comes to where you live and won't leave if you ask her. "Don't take no for an answer" is her motto...and that, as you know, is the creed of the rapist.
She's the ONLY female I've ever heard of in the gay male community. She says she's a lesbian but offers her vagina up to anyone. She says she's had a boob job, but will only show you one of the two because the job has been botched. One titty is significantly smaller than the other. She'll put make up on any part of her body that is suffering from a legion or staph infection and she is know most for her odd way of looking at you. (See Steven Frey for this last one!!!) If she talks about someone, and she's always gossiping about someone, it might be me, Kevin, and she'll tell you anything from "he's a thief" to "he use to be my friend in high school" then she'll show you my stolen letterman's jacket or stolen high school ring. She never has anything nice to say about me at all. That's a huge signature...right PSPD officers? She'll tell you stories about my hugely popular father whom she acts like she knows. She'll tell you about my sister whom she acts like she is friendly with. She'll basically tell you things about my life that aren't true, then she'll deny them all if she is asked in person or by the court. A thief isn't going to tell the truth now is she?
Another huge signature of the Blue and Green Widow is the "stolen" and shot up vehicle. The Blue Widow does NOT want her victims to leave the area. NO WAY. She doesn't want anyone getting any kind of love or support from loved ones. In order to achieve this, she will have someone steal your keys then have her brother steal your car and take it somewhere where he can tinker with it. He'll but some sand in your oil pan or sugar in the gas tank or put a nick in a belt or my personal favorite, he'll jack up your car by it's plastic gas tank until it cracks and leaks gasoline while you are driving it. It could cause an explosion but it definitely won't hold gas. I've known of at least four people whom have had their cars stolen, joy ridden in, taken out to the middle of the desert and have it shot up with bullets. It is a warning to these victims that we are serious and we will kill you, we have guns.
Another signature is "the warning shot". The Blue Widow is famous for taking her "pea shooter" as she calls it (right Rae Fernandez?) and firing a warning shot through a window of a home of a target or victim that she wants to shut up about her. I was shot at in San Diego, allegedly on the "orders" of the Blue Widow to have me killed. I have other friends whom have had bullet fly through their bedroom windows and lodge themselves in the wall. There are other incidents of a gun being photographed when the implantation procedure is accomplished at the rape. The scenario has the Blue Widow or her brother, holding a knife or a gun to the head of the unconscious victim. Sometimes the victim is conscious. This is to be used later to remind victims of how serious they are or to be used in a plot to blackmail parents of the victim that go missing.
The Blue Widow is fascinated with death. Not hers, yours. She wants you to be very afraid of her and her brother whom she'll tell you is a hit man for the mafia. One or two incidents with the police arresting you for nothing and say a bullet through your window and you might be convinced that this is the case. This is why the police have no idea of what they are doing for her when they go out and arrest someone and put them in jail stark naked, then laugh about it when no charges are filed. Rae, do you realize that I was wearing paper jail clothing the morning you arrested me but I was sitting there all night long and not a single charge was filed? The "victims" did not press charges on me and I was taken to jail for absolutely nothing. Ask Kelley Fieux why? False imprisonment the night before led to what you called a burglary the next day...I would never have been there if I hadn't been freezing to death walking home in paper clothing when I could stop at my friend's home that I was taking care of for my own clothes. You think I should have walked home 10 blocks practically naked? I told you to call the hospital and clear that I was okay to be on that property, but, as usual, you believed the Blue Widow. Now you know that I was investigating your department, surprise!
911 call forwarding should surprise the police. That's another signature. When the Blue and Green Widow want another victim to devour, they simply forward the 911 Emergency call system to the PSPD to a private phone so that nobody can call the police if they are seen. If a victim should wake up, they couldn't call for help. There have been instances, allegedly, where the Widows have forgotten to return the 911 calls back to the station for hours...almost a full day. That's about one of the worst incidents of terrorism there is, but it also keeps other operators from calling the police on the sibling when they are beating the shit out of a victim's skull or worse.
I'm going to probably do one more day of signatures on the Blue Widow, so that's it for tonight. I want you all to remember that it is Christmas, another signature is a Christmas arrest or a birthday arrest for the victims of this crime. Victims are often jailed on their birthdays so that family members can't talk to them. I was jailed for the last time on my 40th birthday while my family was at home waiting for me to arrive for a birthday party. She's a fucking bitch.
Another huge signature of the Blue and Green Widow is the "stolen" and shot up vehicle. The Blue Widow does NOT want her victims to leave the area. NO WAY. She doesn't want anyone getting any kind of love or support from loved ones. In order to achieve this, she will have someone steal your keys then have her brother steal your car and take it somewhere where he can tinker with it. He'll but some sand in your oil pan or sugar in the gas tank or put a nick in a belt or my personal favorite, he'll jack up your car by it's plastic gas tank until it cracks and leaks gasoline while you are driving it. It could cause an explosion but it definitely won't hold gas. I've known of at least four people whom have had their cars stolen, joy ridden in, taken out to the middle of the desert and have it shot up with bullets. It is a warning to these victims that we are serious and we will kill you, we have guns.
Another signature is "the warning shot". The Blue Widow is famous for taking her "pea shooter" as she calls it (right Rae Fernandez?) and firing a warning shot through a window of a home of a target or victim that she wants to shut up about her. I was shot at in San Diego, allegedly on the "orders" of the Blue Widow to have me killed. I have other friends whom have had bullet fly through their bedroom windows and lodge themselves in the wall. There are other incidents of a gun being photographed when the implantation procedure is accomplished at the rape. The scenario has the Blue Widow or her brother, holding a knife or a gun to the head of the unconscious victim. Sometimes the victim is conscious. This is to be used later to remind victims of how serious they are or to be used in a plot to blackmail parents of the victim that go missing.
The Blue Widow is fascinated with death. Not hers, yours. She wants you to be very afraid of her and her brother whom she'll tell you is a hit man for the mafia. One or two incidents with the police arresting you for nothing and say a bullet through your window and you might be convinced that this is the case. This is why the police have no idea of what they are doing for her when they go out and arrest someone and put them in jail stark naked, then laugh about it when no charges are filed. Rae, do you realize that I was wearing paper jail clothing the morning you arrested me but I was sitting there all night long and not a single charge was filed? The "victims" did not press charges on me and I was taken to jail for absolutely nothing. Ask Kelley Fieux why? False imprisonment the night before led to what you called a burglary the next day...I would never have been there if I hadn't been freezing to death walking home in paper clothing when I could stop at my friend's home that I was taking care of for my own clothes. You think I should have walked home 10 blocks practically naked? I told you to call the hospital and clear that I was okay to be on that property, but, as usual, you believed the Blue Widow. Now you know that I was investigating your department, surprise!
911 call forwarding should surprise the police. That's another signature. When the Blue and Green Widow want another victim to devour, they simply forward the 911 Emergency call system to the PSPD to a private phone so that nobody can call the police if they are seen. If a victim should wake up, they couldn't call for help. There have been instances, allegedly, where the Widows have forgotten to return the 911 calls back to the station for hours...almost a full day. That's about one of the worst incidents of terrorism there is, but it also keeps other operators from calling the police on the sibling when they are beating the shit out of a victim's skull or worse.
I'm going to probably do one more day of signatures on the Blue Widow, so that's it for tonight. I want you all to remember that it is Christmas, another signature is a Christmas arrest or a birthday arrest for the victims of this crime. Victims are often jailed on their birthdays so that family members can't talk to them. I was jailed for the last time on my 40th birthday while my family was at home waiting for me to arrive for a birthday party. She's a fucking bitch.
