Hey everyone.
One thing that all victims of this crime know about is Laurie's love for her target's sickness. Whenever one of us falls ill, Laurie picks up her metaphorical "Coke bottle" and starts beating you over the head with it. Over and over again, Laurie spends all night and day trying to beat you over the head with her hateful words and spewing her evil intentions. I've never heard her worse, but I've not felt this bad in a long time. I am getting better now, but not living at one hundred percent yet.
You can't imagine the kinds of things that run through Laurie's mind when she thinks she has one of her targets by the throat. She's like a rabid dog trying to deliver the bite that will kill her victim. I'm not the person she wants me to be when I am sick. I begin with the comments getting worse...then by the time I try to sleep she's in full psychopath mode. That's where she is now.
It is important that you all know that I'm not HIV sick right now. I'm literally dealing with a food poisoning type of illness that isn't related to Laurie. I've been sick since Saturday night...and haven't heard anything like what Laurie has been like lately. Both Brian and Christian have been playing this "let Laurie do whatever she wants" game that I think shows the lack of control that all three of them have when they are around each other. They need separate holding cells and need to be kept apart.
I'm stopping short of saying that this is the worst Laurie has been because she takes so much pride in thinking that she's worse now than ever...she's definitely more stupid than ever. More irresponsible with her words. I think that there is a measure of either HIV related or syphilis related dementia going on here. She's definitely not in touch with reality. Her parents should know that she is trying desperately to bring them up and blame them or she wants me to, but I'm not. None of this is their fault, it rests on the shoulders of Brian and Laurie solely.
If you could hear the threats like I've been hearing and know that my team is hearing them too...it's hard to understand their strategy. All of a sudden they are going to know what I'm hearing? It's all kind of muddy to me...but I am feeling better, just not up to battling Laurie's psychoses right now.
