Getting low on money, low on drugs, running out of clean clothes, no food, no ambush opportunities...now is the time to worry. Laurie has a tendency to run completely out of her resources before she goes absolutely crazy. She's desperate and getting no sleep. Her brother is getting screamed and yelled at everyday. Her slaves are being worked to death and are tired. Remember folks, everyone around her is suffering from her diseases too, from what I've ascertained. Tired, hungry, poor and desperate, Laurie likes to get jealous of me. That's a bad situation for my family to be in.
Just now, she said to "take advantage of this fear..."'; does that give you a clue as to what I am dealing with? Every decision that is made without my knowledge is the next nail in my coffin. The stress of knowing that my team has made so many mistakes in the past is, in no way, comforting to me. Every word out of her mouth seems to be related to "I'm hurting him because he is taking this away from my family", well, that's a really convenient excuse for a girl that has been stalking me since I was 11 years old. Finally after decades of writing about it, I know whom did this to me. That's a big step forward, but my team seems to not understand the urgency of ending this so that I can salvage a few years of my life without problems...it's just ridiculous that anyone would take over, cause problems for Laurie and her brother and not consider what that would do to me. It's dangerous.
