All the recent changes with my own family have made it clearly obvious to me that I stayed in the same bowl while all of my friends, jumped somewhere else. Now it's time for me to take care of myself and the other victims of this crime that don't have the advantage of special privileges...equal rights is only equal for some in this situation...and the water in the other bowl was a whole lot more attractive than where we were all living. Now it is my turn to take advantage of the hard work that I did, in spite of whatever my team decided for me without asking.
It's been 7 or 8 years now...that's a whole lot longer than I would ever have signed up for with someone...way longer.
I don't know how these people can honestly say that they did anything but hurt me...I really don't. There hasn't been a phone call or an email of encouragement for me in a very long time...and you know something, I deserve it. I deserve to be considered by someone that doesn't look at a computer screen all day and make bets on what I am going to do. I'm a person that deserves to be understood as the 35 year victim of this crime; the longest.
Now I have what I need to move forward with my life and doing so is what the next step is like for me. What happens to those that promised to help and didn't is their problem. I know some of you wanted something different, but you didn't push hard enough. Now this team of mine is wasting their time with frivolous activities and ignoring what Laurie is doing to my own family...that's unacceptable, and provable through other means.
I'm the honest one around here...nobody compares to me.
When I am finished working an angle...I'm done with it FOREVER! I don't look back and I don't feel bad about anything that nobody did for me...that I did for everyone else. It's been done to me a million times already...you are not unique!!!
