For far too long police officers and many others allowed Laurie's opinion of other people to control how they were treated. Are you kidding me with this? She is hardly the bastion of good taste and fairness...in fact, I will go so far as to say she is the most judgmental, hypocritical, unfriendly human being that I have ever heard of. That's my opinion...what's yours?
Ah beautiful women; they come in all shapes and sizes, but if you are blonde and beautiful or work in a gentlemen's club, Laurie's opinion of you is that you are a prostitute, a drug addict, a lesbian or something other than what you really are. I don't know where Laurie got that opinion, but I am sure that she doesn't have a ton of experience in these places...just one or two. Jealousy rears it's ugly head in many different ways, but it is most prevalent in my life with gay men and in Missy's life (the dancer from Cat City), from Laurie's big fat mouth, because she doesn't know the people that we know. Laurie can't seem to make friends with anyone that we know...and she blames it on the goodness of Missy and myself.
I can tell you this, if you are a friend of mine, but necessity, you aren't a friend of hers. I don't tell people that because it is assumed that someone that cares for me, wouldn't be friendly with someone that outwardly hates me so much that she would try to kill me. I wouldn't be a friend of anyone that wanted someone else dead or that stalked someone for over thirty years. Likewise, I doubt Missy would be either. Just because the two of us are well liked and friendly, is not a reason for anyone to want us dead. It just isn't the way it works for any sane person. Laurie automatically hates anyone that is nice to Missy including her own family, her friends or someone at the grocery store that says "hi".
Laurie thinks that she has ownership of the two of us and when someone else is friendly towards us, she gets "possessive". I've got news for her...the only person that has that kind of permission to be possessive for me is Christopher. For Missy it is her longtime girlfriend. They've earned the right to have a stake in our lives...following us around and trying to hurt us or anyone around us does not constitute ownership...it constitutes crazy, obsessed lunatic.
People you need to understand that people pass judgment all the time on others...not everyone does it, sometimes it's just as simple as "I don't want to know this person," it isn't a condemnation of that person for everyone, it is simply a personal decision. If you like Laurie, good for you...I don't want to know you. My experience tells me that if you are her "friend" you will have to do something for "her family" that means hurting me, my friends or Missy or her friends...why would we want to know anyone that is like that?
We have the right to choose whom we want in our lives and both Missy (the dancer/nurse) and I chose NOT TO HAVE LAURIE OR BRIAN IN OUR LIVES. We made that decision as a human being. Police don't have the right to make up some kind of criminal violation just so we have to pay attention to her. That warrant for my arrest is a thorn in the side of me as an informant and it is a stern warning for Sgt. Anderson that says, "no matter what you do, you still have to consider me". I think it is very clear that I want nothing to do with Laurie...at all. I don't want her to have anything to do with Christopher Monti or Bryan Anderson, as friends, but that is their decision too. As an informant, I have to deal with the subject of OUR investigation and just because she knows where I am and what I am doing, does not give her the right to break the law to force me to have to deal with her. It is what she has always wanted since the age of 11 years old...now it is time to teach her that when I say "no relationship with you is what I want, I mean it". I also don't want her coming around my family to force me to deal with her...it is my right.
