One thing that Laurie and Brian are famous for is reminding me of the shooting in San Diego. You can see it in the text message that says, "Now I know why theres a bullethole in ur cardoor, too bad they missed". It is one way that they like to threaten me with what they know they've done before. I use to get hand drawn pictures of an AK47 put under my pillow in my apartment in San Diego after the shooting. Other pictures would be of a bullet ripping through a window with my face or an eyeball on the other side. I didn't know whom put them there or how they got there. I use to think it was some kind of sick joke that my then artist boyfriend would leave for me to find.
Now I know that Brian fancies himself as some kind of artist. Likes to draw guns too...
Lately Laurie's been alluding to the control that she has over her brother and he repeated the phrase, "trigger finger" over and over and over the other night as a way to scare me. When you are the victim in a shooting or a rape, you become hyper sensitive to these kinds of suggestions knowing the helpless nature you are put in by the criminal. Knowing that I've been raped and shot at...these two are constantly playing with my mind trying to evoke an emotional response to those situations...it's like torture.
Drawings left under pillows...postcards in the mail....entries in my diary that read, "ur in my heart, ur in my soul...all little messages left behind by someone stalking me and trying to play mind games with me. This is typical stalker behavior and it is common for a stalker to try to scare their victims with these messages. Sometimes they are about unrequited love and sometimes they are meant to scare the victim.
Anyone else out there get these from Brian and Laurie...keep em.
