Laurie has decided not to listen to you...are you surprised?
The list of things that Laurie is willing to do to stay out of jail is long and salacious...what she isn't willing to do is stop harassing me. It would seem that all of the stern warnings in the world do more to "remind me of my mother" than to help her make a better decision. What she is willing to do is kill me. She is willing to torture me until I am dead like so many others. She is willing to make the police look responsible. She is willing to incriminate her own family. She is willing to try to infect as many people as she possibly can to get her point across which is....we're still waiting Laurie.
What is her point?
What is Laurie trying to accomplish with her plan to infect and implant the entire gay community of Palm Springs, California? Complete domination of the gay community? Revenge against her parents? Revenge against whomever it was that infected her? For whatever reason she is cooking up right now, you all know it isn't the truth. She has no rhyme or reason as to why she is the way she is and it isn't up to any of us to figure it out. She's an outcast...she's a pariah...and she is deadly. She shouldn't be handled any differently than any serial killer that we have ever known. Yet she continues to be treated that way...special. One thing is for certain, Laurie isn't special. She's extremely ordinary...except for her psychoses.
It's really going to upset people to know that she really did all of this to try to impress a woman that she has fallen completely obsessed with. For a gay man like myself, nothing could be more offensive than her need to kill me is to impress some woman that I don't even know. She doesn't know me either. How Laurie made this connection in her pea brain is something that psychologists will spend years trying to unravel. What is clear is this...I mean everything to Laurie...and that is very upsetting to me. I don't know or like her, but she has made her whole existence, which she calls, "her life's work", about me and my family. That she now lives less than five minutes from my home is not a good sign.
No matter how many times anyone tells her not to do this...she won't stop. She thinks of me as her possession. That is also rather upsetting to me...nobody but Christopher can lay claims to me...and especially not some high school freak show girl that I never have even had a conversation with. I know who she is. I know what she says. Yet most of you don't understand that I have nothing to do with her or her brother. I've certainly got nothing to do with their STD problem as I've never had sex with either of them and wouldn't. I don't even have sex at all anymore because I don't want to.
I've completely stopped using drugs now for almost 9 years...but I say 6 because of this investigation...either way, I've no desire to return to that lifestyle ever again. Never again. No matter what people tell Laurie or what I've shown her myself, she still thinks that I will cave in and do something that she can have me arrested for. I can tell you this, I won't.
Now, the fear of her coming into my home again has risen to the point where I have to install surveillance cameras to keep her and her brother from doing something stupid. Despite the clarity of whom is behind this...it was still necessary to install these cameras to keep her away. For some unknown reason she thinks that she has some kind of right to be inside of my home. She doesn't. I don't like the way she is talking to me...I've seen it turn to violence before...she isn't backing down...and she isn't going to stop with some kind of lame assed verbal warning. Nothing is going to stop her from trying to hurt me...is that clear to everyone? She needs to know that there are consequences for her actions...nobody is teaching her this.
