You can use all the condoms that you like. You can test all of the partners that you have. You can avoid using dirty needles. You can live a clean and sober life...and you can still acquire an immune deficiency syndrome with the HIV virus. How, you might ask? Move to Palm Springs, go online as a gay man, say that you are "negative"...and let Laurie work her evil.
One of the most horrific aspects of electronic harassment in the Palm Springs area is the intentional infection of the AIDS virus and Hep C viruses...thought a painful death sentence for the last thirty or so years, new treatments have been developed to keep either of these viruses from being the deadly weapons of choice for Laurie LaTweeker. For so many years this viral epidemic has been used as a terror strategy by the woman known as "Jessica" , that now that there are treatments available, we are all wondering what she will now do for a new method of demise. Poison drugs? Super virus? Who knows, but one thing is for certain...not all Immune Deficiency Syndrome patients in our area have "acquired" HIV the way the text books tell you...this is a true crime.
For decades the urban legend in Palm Springs was that there was a group of men going around "making negative gay men" positive...I heard about it in San Diego...so did Anthony Dabiere, but it wasn't until we linked electronic harassment with this crime that the two started to make perfect sense. Not only was the gay community being spied upon, they were being intentionally infected with deadly diseases for a few different reasons. One, to get rid of the victims of rape. Two, to provide the uninsured perpetrators of the crime with medicine as they got sick. Three to provide sexual satisfaction for the initial infection that caused this woman to go crazy. Four, to provide a few hundred hosts to steal, torture and re-rape at will. This is something that the AIDS textbooks don't talk about...but it is something that should be mentioned to the police, FBI and the Centers for Disease Control.
Not all infections are "earned"...some are forced upon people...and there needs to be some understanding between the police and the gay community that we have a killer amongst us that is worse than the viruses themselves. Not knowing that you are infected can cost you your life...early detection after the rape can provide a victims with antiretroviral therapy that can keep the victim of rape from ever developing AIDS or Hep C. I want to rephrase what I said about infections being "earned"...I, myself, went through about twenty or so years of my life thinking that my own infection when I was 19 was some kind of horrible fluke...that, although I'd never participated in risky behavior, that somehow, I got infected with the HIV virus...and boy did I get horribly sick. What I mean by "earned" is risky behavior engaged in by someone that knows better...nobody deserves HIV...but if you participate in these behaviors you have "acquired" it through your own means. I know that some of you will look at me oddly for this...but for this post only, I want you to understand what it is like for a 19 year old boy virgin non drug using person to find out, in front of his mother, that he has the virus that causes AIDS in 1987. I didn't earn it...I got it though.
As the years passed on, DNA and research got better and now my virus is traceable to a woman that I've never had sex with. I've never ever used a syringe. I've never had sex with a woman...and this woman has a brother that she also infected. What's worse, she's also infected my friends...lots of them. Almost everyone I know. Additionally she and her brother have used this remote neural monitoring to watch the progression of this disease in many of my friends to death, sickness or suicide. She's also used this technology to this very day to try to make it appear that I've become something like her...I haven't ever intentionally or otherwise infected any person....anyone. I defy anyone to come forward and compare my blood to their HIV DNA strand...you won't find a match with me...it is impossible.
I have never been one to tell a person infected with the HIV virus that, "you should find the person that did this to you and do something about it"...and that is how I feel about people that were infected through their own bad decisions...everyone bears responsibility for their own actions in a situation where you have risky sex or needle use. What are you supposed to do when you go to sleep at night and wake up the next day raped, bloody and infected through no participation of your own? Not only are you now part of the positive crowd, you have a problem with identifying with them on one level...you were raped...you have no idea whom or why...but now your are positive. For someone like me...I've learned that all of us deserve love...and there is no difference once the virus touches you. On the other hand...there is a crime punishable by law in this situation and it is called an attempted murder....of this there can be no doubt. The intention is to kill you...make you sick....and with electronic harassment...it is to bug you every single minute of the day until that happens.
Insult to injury!
There is no other intention for a person to rape you...and stick a needle full of their infected blood in to your body other than to kill you with a disease. This isn't how you get awareness for the crime, this isn't how you get money for funding...it is simply a revenge plot by, what appears to be, a very sick woman whom has always had a problem with my friends and the gay community. I don't know or care how she was infected, but Jonathan Mendenhall told me that she was unsafe sexually and very promiscuous as well as a dirty needle user with meth. I know her to be extremely violent and a tremendously bad liar.
In terms of treatment, every HIV person deals with the same dilema. In terms of the actual infection, we do not. How can a woman that swears on a court document, not to know me, have HIV that matches her DNA in my veins. There is no possible way that I am both electronically harassed and HIV positive by this woman without it being her.
Immune Deficiency Syndrome isn't always Acquired...sometimes it is Intentional....without any acquisition intended or consented to by the victim...and that is what this project is all about.
