All In All, You're Just Another Brick In The Wall....Gay, Implanted and Infected in Palm Springs, California
So just how many electronic harassment victims did Laurie and Brian "Johnson" make in Palm Springs, California??? The numbers vary from a low of 300 victims to a high, so far, of 530 not including police officers. If we go with the high number that averages to 19.62 rape victims per year. A bit more than one and a half per month for 27 years. That's a whole lot of men and women that have been illegally implanted and followed.
Since I am either number one or two at the top of the list of these victims and I was infected at the time of my implantation...27 years ago...you can bet that intentional infection was a part of this implant and stalking scheme from the beginning. That's really scary. It would show that, from the beginning of this "experiment" that the plan to infect gay men with HIV was a part of what was going on with electronic harassment. It is no wonder there are so many HIV positive gay men and women in our area.
It is clear that, from the beginning, I was her primary target. That doesn't surprise me at all. To be the person that brings this information to you is a curse and a huge blessing because now she has what she has always wanted. She knows that I know it is her...she isn't stopping and she sees it as her chance to finally finish the abuse she started way back in high school. For me it is a practice in patience, for her it is the ultimate sexual fantasy...to enslave the person that gave her the first taste of hating gay men publicly in a venue that allows her to do it without anyone stepping in to stop her.
To make matters worse, my team, imposed a strategy of isolation from my only remaining friends that has resulted in just being by myself...allowing Laurie to be the only communication that I have. It's really just been a long 7 or 8 years...but I don't really have a choice. I would be acting illegally to be a part of a crime and not say anything and the alternative is just letting Laurie do this to me unfettered. That isn't an option. If she or her family think that I am going to let her walk all over me like she does them, they all have another thing coming. I will peacefully go forward and find every avenue available to victims to stop Laurie and Brian from ever hurting me or my friends again.
It's a daily struggle to keep my family away from this girl that shows up, facebooks, lies and cajoles any and every drug addict that she can find to try to find a way into my world. What Laurie continues to fail to recognize is that my world is closed. Completely closed. I don't even think I am a part of my own world any more...I just exist in between the spaces...of what is a much better life than I had in Palm Springs and San Diego and Riverside. The real me hasn't been completely here in decades...but what is here is an untrusting, educated and well learned individual that has taught himself how to make sure that everyone out there reading this knows that I know whom is behind all of this.
I've learned to shut my brain down to "auto-stupid" response when Laurie starts to talk. I hear her, but never take anything she says to heart. I just tell all of you what she says and let you decide if you are doing enough to stop her. I can ask and beg, but even cops won't touch her the way they should because of their involvement.
It's an exercise in frustration to even try to look at this matter with my heart every day so on nights like tonight...I just hit the "auto stupid" response button in my head...and hear all of the hate that comes from Laurie and Brian's mouths. It doesn't penetrate me...it just goes into my head without a conscious thought as to how to respond.
Seven years of Laurie's big fat idiotic mouth never shutting up and this project is a whole lot like this picture shows: