One of the only things I am happy about Ken Frank robbing the home of Jeffrey and Marilyn Katzenberg is that, because of his stupidity, I was privileged to be able to see this movie, "A Home At The End of the World". This is probably one of the finest films I've seen on the topic of "family" as it pertains to love of all kinds. It stars Collin Farrell and Robin Wright (then Penn) in a movie about love in the age of AIDS.
This is a terrific movie about friendship and love beyond sexuality and forever understanding that some relationships are more important than whom you are sleeping with.
I don't really know how to explain to all of you how much I have disdain and no understanding of why Laurie and Brian LaTweek want to invade my happiness. I really have nothing to do with either of them and never really have. It would seem that years of lying about me and jealousy have taken their toll on these two. I share no blame for their constant surveillance of me and what it did to the two of them. I have absolutely nothing to do with how they lived their lives even though they impacted mine every single chance they got. Can I help it if neither of them is worth knowing? Literally there is nothing redeeming about either as far as I can find out and their "criminal lifestyle" is in direct conflict with what I am looking for at the end of my world.
It has been suggested to me that I was infected with the AIDS virus by one of these two siblings when they implanted me...I don't know if that is true. I did not spend my entire life wondering if it was them...and I won't now. I've found that when it comes to this disease that you can either wallow in self pity, like the two of them, or you can accept that you have a problem that you need to deal with and move on. It has also been suggested that America's number one drama queen might have been seeking me out all this time to try to blame me for her possible infection or her brother's, so that they could have a reason for their intrusion into my life. Let me clear this up for all of you right now.
I have never, nor would I ever, have sex with either of these two vagrants. I find neither attractive on a physical or psychological level. I never used needles or syringes during my drug addiction and I haven't had any kind of sexual contact with either. So the suggestion that they are seeking revenge upon me is a ridiculous notion.
Secondly, it has been suggested to me that Laurie and Brian are "in love" with me...I don't know where this constant surveillance of my life has taken their perspective, but I can assure you that nothing that they have participated in, as far as I am concerned, has anything to do with love...it has to do with hate. Their hatred for my family, my sister, me and my father...though it is an irrational hate that I try not to understand any longer.
After thirty years of having them intrude into my life, I have earned the right to have them permanently removed and held accountable. I deserve the happy ending that I've worked for...but Laurie is determined to keep that from happening. That, to me, is another irrational belief that the two of them share in thinking that if they remove everyone out of my life that somehow, the two of them will become important to me. Nothing could be further from the truth than that.
Laurie likes to claim that by telling you my story, I am somehow "hurting her family". To that I would say this...if I am hurting your family so badly then why don't they know about it? Why don't her mother, father and sister know the truth about where she has been working, whom she is friendly with and what she has done to try to keep them from finding out about this blog and her relationship with Steven Frey? I have nothing to hide. It would seem that the only secret that she and Brian can keep is their own...everyone else's is right out in the open. It would be very interesting to find out when her family knew about my HIV infection because at the beginning only my mom, dad and sister knew about it. Nobody else needed to know because I wasn't having sex with anyone. At the time, I'd barely had sex at all, which was both confusing and sad.
When you look at the position that the City of La Quinta's employee has locked herself into...you can see clearly she claims to know nothing about me AT ALL. That's just ridiculous knowing what I know. With the evidence that I have, not only does she know what I do and whom I know, but she tries, on a daily basis, to interrupt that harmony. It is sad and illegal for Sgt. Anderson to keep quiet about what she has told him about me...knowing that she has filed court paperwork and sworn under oath that she doesn't know a thing about me. That's just crazy talk.
Police officers at the Palm Springs Police Department must scratch their heads at this girl pretending not to know me. I know that Officer Rae Dallas/Fernandez heard all about me. I know that Officer Kelly Fieux heard about me before I filed that rape report too. I know that Sgt. Anderson has heard her talking about me and my life and I am sure that most of the police that were implanted heard about the "guy that Laurie and Brian have been following for decades"....Hey guys, wake up, that's me!!! I'm the one she bragged about following all that time and guess what? I never worked for her...I was a kid out of high school and in my first/second year of college when I was implanted and infected with HIV...I'm 46 years old now...
Police officers have already been told that she has locked herself into a position with the Riverside County Court as not knowing anything about me or ANY OF YOU except Sgt. Anderson whom she admits to having a very long relationship with...incidentally, I've been told that she claims to have had another relationship from high school at that time too. Marc LeDrew, Sgt. Anderson and myself seem to have been targets of her fantasies...lucky us, he says sarcastically. To me, a gay man, it seems like a cover story for homosexuality. I've been gay a long time and at the beginning, like most gay men, I had girlfriends that I dated, but didn't have sex with just because I didn't want the other guys to think something was strange...three "relationships" with former high school athletes would lend itself to a "cover story" for her secret lifestyle, whatever that is?
As far as the HIV infection, it would seem logical that either or both of these two siblings are positive simply because they steal HIV medication. Why else steal it? You can't really get the steady supply you need and it doesn't treat anything else...the only other reason to steal it would be to keep me from staying healthy, which brings up a whole different set of circumstances and goes right along with both of them trying to kill me. It's one or the other or both...but it isn't indifferent. It isn't "unknowingly" or "intelligently" made decision making that says, "Jonathan Mendenhall, you go over and steal his HIV meds because we want them for nothing..." When the two of them ordered Jonathan to steal them from me before Sedona, Arizona, then they had a reason...and it also shows that one or both of them intended to see him in the future for delivery of the stolen goods. My understanding is that they were stolen and given to Laurie in Sedona...doesn't that make the most sense since she was there right after they were taken?
The theft of this medication also shows something else...it shows she knows I have HIV and it shows that she knows I take medication for it...otherwise how could she have ordered Jonathan to take it??? I don't know if one or both of these siblings has HIV, but the theft alone says one or both does...and they aren't seeking medical attention for it. So any further sexual encounters by either with or without consent, it an attempt at an intentional infection in my book.
Of the medications that were stolen just before that trip, one of them was Truvada which I take, not only to keep myself from progressing to AIDS, but I also take it to prevent any further infection. Taking this from me just before that trip, would have allowed an intentional infection if that is what the two of them planned. Incidentally, my medical records will show that I had all of my prescriptions filled just the day before I left for Sedona, Arizona. If Laurie and Brian knew they were in the trunk of my car and directed Jonathan to steal them, then they must have been watching me the whole time.
You see this again and again with Laurie and Brian...inventorying my belongings and others. Christopher Monti was given a list of things that Laurie wanted stolen from my apartment which he conveniently left behind. Few thieves make a list of things that they are going to steal, steal them and then leave the list. This was Laurie's list of items she wanted stolen from my apartment...which, once again, means that she was stalking me. I can assure you that she was never in my apartment with me...so how would she know what was there and what she wanted stolen?
I once made the mistake of hanging up the keys to my apartment and new car in my trailer just before leaving for dinner with my parents. It was the only key I had and my car was parked right outside my trailer at my parents home. Constant surveillance of me would afford Brian and Laurie the comfort of knowing that my mom and dad live alone and that if I was with them at dinner, the keys to my car and apartment were there by themselves. When we returned from dinner, the keys were gone and so was the scrapbook and other belongings that I had in that trailer. Whom else could have known all of this? Impossible for anyone but someone whom is using electronic harassment to know that it was safe to steal right then and there.
People have asked me why I didn't go and visit Christopher while he was incarcerated in Riverside, California to tell him what I knew about his bullshit arrest. That one is really easy. To do that takes planning and that gives Laurie and Brian a good two hours to hound him while he can't get away to do anything else but listen to the two of them and their planning. I am sure he heard from them the whole time he was there. Rest assured, I did everything I could to let his mom know where he was and what had happened and I begged my attorneys to do something about it. My understanding of this problem is very simple. If I plan to do something that will make me happy or to enlighten someone else, then Laurie will do anything to keep that from happening.
So what you read on this blog is well thought of, without thinking too much about it. It's the only way I've learned to survive. If too much planning goes into something, then you are greeted by a member of the PSPD that is ignorant to what she is doing and you get arrested for something that you didn't do but they thought you did.
My desire with this project was to provide Christopher Monti with "A Home at the End of the World" and Laurie's desire is to keep that from happening at any and all costs because she is obsessed with killing me and my happy ending. She's worked too hard to keep that from ever happening and her brother flunky does anything she wants because now I know too much...
In short, she's sick...why she can't let go of me, I don't pretend to fathom. Why does a girl you don't know from high school want to infect, implant, follow and physically harm you? You tell me...you all know someone from that period of your life that you barely knew...what if thirty years later YOU found out that she's been plotting your demise since the day you dismissed her from the possibility of your friendship??? You would have done the same thing, I assure you. My only encounters with this psycho were unpleasant...unmemorable and severe drama. I grew up...she blew up. If I try to tell you that I get what she's done then I would be admitting that I am as sick as she is. I have no idea what does this to a person...I do know that I have a right to keep them both out forever though and that's what I intend to do.
