Great Site For Victims of Laurie and Brian LaAbuse

Here are some rules of recovery for victims of sexual abuse at the hands and mouth of Laurie and Brian LaTweek.  If you will click on the banner above, you will be taken to a terrific site for men and boys that have been sexually abused.  This crime isn't taken seriously by our police department, but it is taken seriously by many many others:

1. Recovery is absolutely possible and achievable for me.
2. I will practice being disloyal to dysfunction and loyal to functionality.
3. I give myself permission to connect to loving, affirmative, strong, sensitive, accepting men and women in my community.
4. I release and forgive myself for any responsibility I have accepted in the past for my abuse.
5. The abuser (s) from the past chose to hurt me; I will stop repeating the lie that it just happened to me.
6. Offering myself daily compassion is necessary for my healing and growth.
7. I commit to connecting to the boy inside me today so we can play, laugh and experience joy together, even if just for a minute or two.
8. I believe deep inside me I possess the ability to face the truth of my abuse and to learn to use new tools for healing.
9. I have the right and the ability to speak the truth of my abuse and deserve to be heard, understood, believed and supported.
10. Feeling is healing; as I heal, I develop the ability to experience a wider range of emotions to enhance my health and connections to others.

Laurie is completely out of control again, but one thing that I regret not doing from the beginning was not reporting her to high school administrators the second that she verbally abused me in high school.  At the time, I wasn't willing to do that because I really didn't know what to do.  I can tell you now that reporting her and showing her that you will not tolerate her abuse IS the correct thing to do.

I also know that when a person tells Laurie that they don't like something that she does everything she can to make that "something" come true.  It's what a sadist hopes for.  Laurie and Christian and Brian have been more abusive towards me this last 5 days than ever.  I can tell that she is using a lot of drugs and that she is wearing her male counterparts down.  This is a conditioning that this bully has done to men for years.  She thinks she can out bitch and out nag any man into doing something for her.  I am not that kind of person.  The more she rages, the more I know that I am getting to her and my point across to you.  I know that she is losing this battle for supremacy and control over our own lives.  This is her worst fear...not being able to control the police and the men that she and her brother have tormented.

Sexual and psychological abuse are two things that are not overcome with silence.  You must allow people that are being abused to speak freely and without fear of punishment.  Kelly Fieux took that away from me the night that I reported my rape to him and he was verbally abusive to me when I did.  That's called shaming...and a cop isn't allowed to do that to a victim of a crime.

What he didn't know, because I don't name drop, is that his own friend, Bryan Anderson, told me to report that rape.  I bet that makes his penis shrink just knowing that.  What an asshole to have treated me that way in favor of a drug addict rapist...that's okay with me though because it taught me one really important thing...you can't trust the police if you are a victim of this crime.  That's why they will be surprised at all the things they did that helped Laurie...and the crimes they committed for her.

Sexual assaults and the subsequent psychological effects of having your rapist scream and harass you for years afterwards is worse than just the event itself.   Knowing that Laurie and Brian probably taped and photographed that event gives them something to look at and feel powerful over...it stokes their abusive fires.  You've seen one photograph already on that "Perspectives" postcard.   My eyes may be open, but I am not conscious...that's the length Brian and Laurie went to to show everyone what they did to me.  The police, brushed it under the carpet.  I hope nobody ever has to experience that level of poor police work ever again.

You know what is interesting about that postcard?  Besides the fact that it arrived about two months after I reported my rape and about a month after Laurie and Brian stole everything I owned, there are two artists on that card "Sunny McNair" a lesbian with an Asian girlfriend and a male "Steven Arnold".  A man and a woman that think that a man being punched in the face is "art".  It speaks volumes as to whom created this masterpiece and tells you one thing.  This is the person that we raped and we can publicly humiliate him by putting it on a postcard and showing all of "OUR FRIENDS" how evil we are.  You know what is even more priceless?  Missy, my team member is a lesbian with an Asian girlfriend and the object of all Laurie's affections...Steven Arnold, died.

The postcard was mailed to my sober living home just after Sgt. Anderson came there and searched ONLY MY ROOM when my roommates got into a fight.  He didn't search their room, my other roommates room, the home manager's room, kitchen, bathroom or anywhere else...just my room.  Kendrick Davis, the man that the card was mailed to, ended up moving to the LaPalme complex the next day or so...the same place where Lisa lived.

That card is an advertising for a rape...it is a testimonial to how stupid our police department is.  I took that card to the PSPD right after we got it....my slideshow has the wrong date on it...because once I showed it to our house manager, he knew it was me too...Det. Browning did nothing.  Why don't the PSPD officers just put out a line of rape victim playing cards then...since they care so little about what was done to me?  That's sarcasm Lisa...it would appear to me that if a victim of rape showed me a picture like this weeks after reporting a rape that I, if I were the detective, would be happy to have had the lead.  Not our police department...they just ordered more doughnuts and sat around.