Is there anyone out there who would have done the opposite of Christopher Monti, Jonathan Mendenhall, and Anthony Dabiere?
You are still a person worth knowing!
For some reason, a person who wouldn't abandon me and cut off all communication is more attractive to me than someone who didn't. I liken it to your greatest time of need, and to watching everyone you know walk out the door and shine you on like there was nothing to see. That's what this experience is like when a boy/man tells your friends he's "going to help this person," but you can't be involved? What the fuck kind of bullshit is that? I can't help him if you are still his boyfriend is what it all amounted to; or as I like to call it, informant misconduct and intentional infliction of emotional distress. I digress.
Someone is out there reading this who knows better than to treat someone you love this way, right? Someone has the right to treat me like a human being and with kindness. I've had enough of this one-way relationship that puts Christopher above all else. There isn't a single person that I tried harder for this to be ended, who did less than anyone else than Christopher.
Forgetting all that, I hope everyone has a rainbows and unicorns kind of day! After all, nothing is wrong; everything is just fine, like it always is with Jeffrey Katzenberg in my life, destroying everything he can.
When Jeffrey and Lori's dream does come true...DO NOT BURY ME IN THIS FUCKING DESERT! PLEASE! IT IS THE ONE THING THAT MY FRIENDS COULD DO FOR ME...ANYWHERE BUT HERE!
