Recall the time when billboards played a significant role in ensuring our safety? They still are! We are not only aware of being stalked in Palm Springs, CA, but we also know the identity of the individual behind it. Lori Jean LaFond is the perpetrator of this crime. We needed much better law enforcement to stop her from tackling all of our family members. Seeing that someone lacking experience with Lori LaFond has proposed and rejected such measures is disheartening. He's unaware of her true nature... thus, my family was scrutinized once more. I am not pleased with the lack of progress. This is a long slow homicide.
I sense that my family has been judged once more in the public eye, and I believe there were far more appropriate methods to manage this circumstance. I was already suspicious of underhanded activities in this investigation, but now my conviction that no action is being taken has only deepened. This situation is unacceptable, and I am seeking alternative opportunities.
What started out as an investigation into my own rape has nullified any chance of that sexual assault being investigated. Excessive favors were extended to numerous individuals who failed to take action to prevent this crime. I have been left to defend myself and face daily trials due to the poor decisions that were made. There is little doubt where this will end.
There isn't a shred of professionalism that goes on in this investigation beyond what I set up. There isn't the right communication with the right law enforcement officers, instead, there is only a light-hearted half-baked idea that will surely fail all of us who suffered. Rather than an honest account of the sexual assaults in this case, it is more important to bicker and fight against the parents of the people who were targeted. I'm not only depressed by the showing, I'm discouraged by his petulance and denial. Your way does not work...
I'm finished working in this area for now.
There is more than sufficient evidence to warrant Lori's arrest and detention. There are way more than enough reports and recordings of her threatening me and my family. I've been through so much lately that I am just wanting all of it to be over. I can't tell you all how much I appreciate your sentiments and love, but the truth is that I want out of this entire mess as soon as possible. There isn't any future for me with this endeavor that allows one person's opinion to decide the last twenty years of my life with no end in sight. Someone should have been honest with me well before now. Now I just want to be set free. I want no further contact with anyone on this system. There is way too much margin for error and it is always focused on my family. There is no risk for anyone else. It's just more of the same without an ending. There have to be better ways with better people to effect an arrest.
Lori has tried to sell this Mendenhall story for so long now. I'm not even remotely thinking about this stuff. I am not thinking about a life with anyone. I want people to forget about me and leave me alone.
So for everyone who thinks I am having delusions of grandeur, I am not. I want to be done with this case so that I can move on with my life with newer better friends and the love of my own family. I have received no support from anyone for the last 16 years and I'm done looking for it.
When you hear Lori's story it is all about "the better life" being lived by people who once were very important to me. Now it is just me left to fend for myself and they've all abandoned any idea of helping anyone else. I'm done. There is no effort tinier or less significant than that of Jeffrey Katzenberg. His was the least impressive of all. His inability to stay objective cost me decades of my life. There is no way to replace what he took trying to make a hero out of an alley cat.
First of all, I want to point out that it was Bessie Smith and Missy Erickson with stories about moving to San Diego, Ca., not me. I never thought I would ever go back there unless I did it all myself. I've done that before, but the likelihood of that happening again is less than slim. I'm not planning any such move. I'm not planning any such relationships. I'm not doing anything that Missy Erickson and Lori LaFond dreamed up and sold my sister. It was a lie then and it is still a lie now. I'm not going to be anywhere that I am expected to be. There isn't any genuineness in any of the friendships that were tasked to take this crime on. They were offended that I would even assume so, according to Lori LaFond. Fuck off then.
I have never nor will I ever be the person who was consulted about any kind of moving living arrangement, or anything. I never believed it could ever be true and it isn't. I am now told that Christopher is mad at me for his own informant status. Fine. He can stop whenever he wants. I am finished listening to everyone who has an opinion telling me that I've done something wrong. If I hadn't he would be dead today. Period. There is no future for me in San Diego or anywhere in the State of California. I am not making plans to stay in this state nor am I pondering any relationship with anyone. This time has proven one thing. I am the only valuable asset to the victims of this crime. The rest of these people are all trying to promote the use of this system to spy and steal. As far as I am concerned, there is no reason to believe any of these idiots. They never ever stopped a single thing from happening. They won't. They refuse.
There is no happily ever after, there is just the stench of the crime that will last forever in the gay community that people forgot.
