I know that some of you are disappointed in me and you can't possibly be more so than I am in myself. There are aspects of this crime that aren't readily recognizable by the outside observer.
First, electronic harassment with microwaves is really hard to explain in the first place. It's frustrating and most people won't believe you even if you are good at defining what it is. Second, it is painful. You have no idea what this kind of 24/7/365 torture is like. I constantly have the "nagging ex wife" screaming and yelling at me for the most incredibly stupid things. Not to mention that Lori is a looping drug addict which means she talks in loops. Over and over and over we all have to hear about how she considers Jeffrey Katzenberg "her father"... then she goes into "Jeffrey is pleasuring me," which makes me sick.
When you consider that the only person that he appears to be concerned about is responsible for stealing my MRI's from the emergency room more than once, it makes you wonder. "Is this guy for real?" I have spent considerable time and money to try to stop this crime from hurting my family and it began in the late 1970's. This crime has used my family as an example for decades and I promise, we had nothing to do with Lori's family. Lori caught a fantasy, we aren't military, and she tried so hard to have me hunted down and implanted before I left for college. Since she couldn't implant me, she found one of my sister's roommate's husbands and implanted him instead. Her second roommate was already military implanted. So this crime followed me everywhere....and always has.
When you understand that I could have easily gone to the press with a Riverside crime lab report that would prove that the PSPD engaged in illegal activity where my rape was concerned, it just makes a victim boil with anger.
Now, after years and years of Jeffrey saying that he doesn't support Missy Erickson or any of the JT6, he goes and thwarts my team again by ordering them to "be less than" they are. That isn't protecting the public. That is helping the criminals...period. Someone needs to understand that putting off finishing my crime is torture...sheer and utter torture, then you add in Lori and Christian pointing the fingers everywhere and all I can say is that Jeffrey is a fuck up. He needs to be more transparent if he is ever going to be believed.
I don't trust him and don't want my friends to. Do you blame me? I have been shot and beaten and denied medical services. What am I supposed to believe. I live out here all alone without a single friend to turn to. I believe that Christopher was silenced, that also makes me mad because we were the first two to become informants. For him to break that promise without telling me, is maddening. It isn't getting better, it is getting worse.
