I am trying my very best to look at a future that is, at present, not very bright, but full of possibilities. There have been no changes in my situation or in the conviction of the people harassing me for over three decades. I know who they are. I know how they do it. I know that nobody is working on my behalf. I know it is up to me, even after I had this solved and then taken from me. For some reason, I still feel hopeful that I can inspire someone to do more than what they've done so far to end Lori Jean LaFond's reign of terror in California, the United States, and all over the world.
I just spent another two or three days listening to the "Only Lori" version of my life story. It's odd to know that your high school bully simply can not get enough of you. I'm sure that there is a gay person somewhere that knows what this feels like without all the other drama that goes into this. I miss having people to talk to and people to share things with. I knew living where I do now, that would happen. I hate it here and always will but there is still something to be done. It has to be done here and it has to be done for my life. I have a ton of friends in the area that doesn't know what kind of person Lori really is, but they already know she's a total mental case.
In a brighter note, I know you are out there. I know that someone is out there that thinks more of me than Jeffrey and Marilyn. I know you've heard about my story and you want to help. I know that I will be most grateful to you. I hope that you understand that I have tried harder than most victims of this crime because there is a principle involved. I have also lost more than anyone could imagine. I may not know you, but you will get a chance to know me. Please help. I need it. I feel completely alone in my quest for justice. I will be eternally grateful for your effort.
Thanks for listening.
